Essay 46 - 2024. I Once (accidentally) Hit a Man with a Pizza Slice. He did not like it. I have ‘hit’ religious Christian people with truths about God-Spirit, Jesus, and the Bible. They did not like it either. By: George D. Patnoe. November 15, 2024.

Essay 46 - 2024.   I Once (accidentally) Hit a Man with a Pizza Slice.  He did not like it.

I have ‘hit’ religious Christian people with truths about God-Spirit, Jesus, and the Bible.  They did not like it either.

By: George D. Patnoe.

November 15, 2024.

How bad did the pizza feel compared to being hit with the metaphysical and spiritual truths?

A couple of days ago, I was walking at the Sacramento River with my African Grey on my shoulders probably for the last time until the spring season arrives next year.

I saw a black man you yelled out to me, “Remember me?  I am the guy who was standing next to you when you tossed that pizza slice at the guy in front of you.”

Of course, I remembered him.  Although I almost forgot about mistakenly tossing a slice of pizza on the chest of a total stranger.  I had just bought that slice of horrible-tasting pizza about five minutes earlier before my first bite of it.  The next thing I knew, it was being thrown over my arm into the water like a baseball.

As most of you know by now, the season has changed for everyone on planet Earth.  That means in California, instead of people trying to survive in the very extreme summer heat of over 90 and 100 degrees daily, the temperatures have dropped to temperatures that most people might find very comfortable.

I was talking on the phone with a female phone rep. along with a few other people who stated to me that the temperatures were around 120 degrees daily in Arizona for four months during the summer months.

It might be too late to return back in time for climate change in the near future.  But it should still be tried anyway before the heat becomes so hot that no one will be able to leave their home.

Anyway, the black man caused a memory to be recalled in my mind.

I was once standing on a river dock talking with some fishermen on the edge of a fast-moving and very dangerous river called the Sacramento River in the state called California, USA.

It is not always moving fast on the surface, but it is always moving below the surface which makes it very dangerous no matter how good of a swimmer you are.  You better be wearing a life vest.

It was a very nice day.  The sun was shining, meaning it was not being blocked by slight or massive clouds, and yet, the river was moving even when it seemed to be not moving.

It was a nice day for fishing or just hanging out on the boat/fishing dock for either a few minutes or a few hours which a lot of fishing people do just for fun because it is a nice scene for a few hours even if they don’t catch any fish, which most of the time they do not do anyway.

I don’t fish, so I was just hanging out for a few minutes or even for 30 minutes at most.  Most people who fish not real fishermen in the fullest sense of the word, but they do possess a fishing pole, fishing gear, and a fishing license, along with wearing fishing clothes.

I own a couple of fishing poles and a tackle box with fishing gear in it, but I do not possess a fishing license.  As for the clothes part, I guess any sort of clothes can be worn for fishing, but some people spend money on real fishing clothes, and even for fishing boats.

I have seen all sorts of fishing boats, from the smallest to very big and grand fishing boats on the river, either in the water, being put into or taken out of the water, or simply on a fishing boat trailer that is hitched up to a good size pick-up truck in the parking lot.

It is amazing how much money people, in this case all men from the looks of it, spend money to be floating on the dangerous waters of the river.

It is dangerous for lots of reasons, but mostly because there are very powerful currents that go up and down with the tides related to the moon.

There are obvious currents and tides that the eye can see, but below the surface of the water’s surface there are even more dangerous currents on different levels underneath the surface.

People die in this river constantly, but not on a regular basis.  They die by drowning for various reasons, but the main reason of course is that they do not belong in the river in the first place no matter what the reason is; like falling off a boat, trying to swim in the wrong area, or being pushed into the waters by a murderer which as far as I have read, hasn’t happen or nobody has gotten caught, yet.

The problem with murdering people is that sometimes the murderer does not get caught, ever, in this world.  Sometimes, maybe people just want to die because maybe they did murder someone and they feel so guilty about it that they decide to kill themselves to get rid of their guilt.

Talking about murdering people and water, I am currently watching the "Dexter" Netflix series which was once on 'Show Time."  There were a lot of dead human bodies in the water at one point.

People killing themselves does not do much for any guilt trips, I think.  I have experienced many supernatural events regarding the afterlife, but since I have not completely died yet, like my biological body was burnt into assess, I am still living in between worlds at the moment.
Sometimes, I am here and at other times I am not here, well, except for the biological body part of course.

I don’t know what it is like to drown in water although I have read about how it should and could feel like for a drowning human being or having his lungs filling up with water.  I think I have a certain respect for how I should die and my human death by drowning is not one of them.  Although it probably happens fast.

The dock on which I was standing is well anchored.  It is a good thing too because every winter when the tide gets so high it brings the water into the parking lot, enough to flood the city hall if the city hall is not protected in various ways from the rising water, in the darkness of the night.

Just a point of observation.  There is a huge difference between standing on the boat/fishing dock during the day compared to standing on the boat/fishing dock at night.

During the day a person can see more of the earthly realm of existence.  A person’s eyes are being bombarded by sunlight/waves.

They can see all of the colors: blue sky, white or orange clouds, the blue reflection on the water.  The trees and stuff on the other side of the river, including a small draw bridge which is always a problem or issue for people driving across it.

During the night a person can see more of the cosmic realm of existence.  During the darkness of the nighttime, a person’s eyeballs can see a lot of black both on Earth and in the sky above Earth.

In that darkness, there are lots of different lights from various lights, but there are also a lot of different lights high above in the cosmic universe too, reminding star glazers that planet Earth is not alone in a near or very far distance cosmic universe.

The seeming darkness of death is not an issue for me since I own a multi-dimensional state of consciousness here on Earth as I continue to walk with my biologically born human body.

I often think to myself lately, that even though I have experienced all sorts of supernatural experiences here on Earth, and I have had all sorts of psychological supernatural experiences within my mind and consciousness, I still have no idea what will happen to my immaterial self that is still hanging onto my current biological human body.

Of course, my true spiritual self-hood as an image within the infinite Mind or Intelligence called God is always an unchangeable, immortal, sinless, identity at one with God, the whole realm of spiritual consciousness.

Or in other words, the part of me that is still not completely spiritual, but not completely biological or material either.  That might be and probably is still one of the great mysteries of completely dying all of the way.

Death does not scare me, but that does not mean that I want to play with death or even the possibility of death, like not respecting those dangerous waters, the water’s current, the water’s powerful undercurrents that will pull a human body down not only very fast, but very far down the river in a very short time.

There are things related to death that nobody should play with, like a loaded gun or a fast-moving current in a big river where nobody will ever find your biological body.

I have seen the US Coast Guard many times flying their helicopters and patrolling boats looking for dead bodies.  I don’t think that they ever found those dead bodies that died on the river.  The river became their grave site.  Even Jesus cannot find those human bodies.

Sometimes, I take a walk at night on a sidewalk on a rather small highway where I watch semi-trucks and cars whiz by me at different speeds as I stand on the sidewalk, very still, thinking about the laws of physics and the math of it all.
Pretty easy even without the physics and the math of it all.  A semi-truck loaded, of course, hits a biological human being.  In my case, I wonder if I could have hurt the semi-truck.  Yet, I don't want to test fate or stupidity.

I think to myself that I would not want to get hit by any of them for any reason, just as I would not want to be stuck in that river for any reason.  I like drinking water.  I don't want to die because of the water.

I might survive getting hit by a fast-moving semi-truck or car and I might survive being in the very fast and powerful moving water currents of the river.  But nobody should try their luck by jumping in the river or front of a moving semi-truck or car.  Some games are not meant to be played at all.

I have a saying I created a long time ago.  "If you want to play with death, be prepared to die."  Some people like to play with death, or death games, but they do not think that they could die from playing their stupid death games.

I would not want to press my luck nor my supernatural skills of surviving dying and death as many times as I have already done so in so many different ways because once the human body is smashed to tiny pieces or torn apart by fast-moving metal or lungs being filled up with fast-moving water, it would be time to say good-bye to this world.

A fast-moving bullet counts too, but at least with a bullet, there is still a body to be found whole compared to being pushed under the river’s waters out to the ocean or sea, only to be eaten by whales or sharks or hundreds of teeny, tiny fish.

Sometimes, even the hunted fish become the hunters for a dead human body.

I don't want to be responsible for pushing or pulling another human being into the water’s very powerful and deadly moving currents, even on a good day when that river’s currents do not seem to be moving along on the surface because below the surface the currents are always moving, even by accident.

I did not want to get into a fight on a boat/fishing dock on a dangerous river because of an accidental pizza slice hitting some stranger in his chest.  I had no idea that was a possibility in life.

So, there I was on the boat/fishing dock on a nice sunny day when every person could wear any type of clothing they liked because the weather’s temperatures were simply perfect.

I had just bought a slice of pizza from the local pizza place that sold pizza slices.  I wanted to eat it by the river because it was a Sunday, and it was very peaceful downtown.  I also had a drink and some other food supplies too.  No big deal. 

There were some other people on the dock too, just your everyday plain weekend fishing people who wanted to spend some time in the warm air, by the river, fishing or not fishing.

It really did not matter if anyone caught any fish mind you.  I think the excuse for fishing was an excuse to be out in the warm air, away from their daily boring and working lives.

The slice of pizza was inside a single paper pizza slice box.  The pizza box was white shaped like a pizza slice.  I was hoping that I could simply open the single-paper pizza slice box and enjoy my single-slice pizza on a Sunday afternoon.

But when I opened the pizza single slice pizza box, took out the pizza, and bit into it for the very first time, I thought I was going to gag myself to death if I swallowed that bit of pizza.  So, I spit it out of my mouth.

There were people around me on the fishing/boating dock.  More than usual anyway.  I was talking to a few of them when I took out the slice of pizza and when I slipped that pizza slice into my mouth, bit into it, and gagged because it was so old and disgusting even if it was supposed to be cooked and sold within a reasonable amount of time.

Just as natural as could be, with that disgusting slice of pizza in my hand, I swung my right arm back and I threw it into the water, above the man in front of me.  Or so I thought.

I was watching for it to hit the water when I heard the words from the guy in front of me.

“Hey dude.  What did you do that for?”

I was still looking for the slice of pizza to hit the water, but I did not see it hit the water.

I hear him yell out again.  “Hey dude.  Why did you hit me with a pizza?”

So, I looked at the guy in front of me who yelled at me a third time, “Hey man, why did you hit me with that pizza?”

I looked at him and I saw that the single slice of pizza had hit his chest area.  It was stuck on his chest, for a second or two.  Now that I think about it, it was funny, sort of anyway.  Not normal at all.

My mind quickly analyzed the situation, very quickly because again, we were all on a boating/fishing dock on a very dangerous river with very dangerous and powerful currents, both on the surface and below the surface.

I looked at the guy’s facial expressions to discover how fast this situation was going to escalate into a very dangerous fighting situation, not that I was scared of the guy, or even of fighting in general or defending myself against him.

I wasn’t even scared of falling into the water because it was so close to the boating/fishing dock.

I just did not want either of us physically fighting on a boating/fishing dock on a dangerous fast fast-flowing moving river.

Death comes very quickly in certain situations, and I did not want this situation, this moment to become a newspaper headline.

“Two people died on the river today because a slice of pizza was accidentally thrown onto a man’s chest.”  So said the eyewitnesses.

Not only that, but my mind was quickly trying to figure out how that pizza slice had left my hand to hit the guy in his chest.  I guess that it simply slipped out of my hand at the wrong moment.

I could not believe it, and neither could anyone else.

So of course, I quickly said that I was very sorry.  That it was an accident.  That it was a mistake.  That I didn’t know how it could have happened, which was true, even to this day.  I repeated it many times so it could be heard by everyone on the boat/fishing dock.  Defuse. Defuse. Defuse.

He didn’t look like he was a violent person to begin with because he was high on pot, or he was older than me or realized that it was not a normal situation, you know, being hit in his chest with a slice of pizza.

I knew I hurt the guy’s feelings, at least a little bit anyway, so I continued to repeat myself with words like, “I am so sorry.  I didn’t mean it.  It was an accident.  I was trying to throw it over your head.

The pizza really was so old I just wanted to get rid of it.”  Etc.

After that moment, I stopped buying slices of pizza from that local pizza place.  The pizza isn’t that good anyway, even the bigger whole pizzas.  I think people buy them because they are hungry and they do not want to cook that day, or whatever.

When I noticed that his facial muscles had calmed down and returned to normal, I knew that I was safe from any violent physical activity on the boat/fishing dock.  But I repeated my main statements to him anyway until he told me he realized that it was a mistake.

I shook his hand, and I walked away from the boating/fishing dock just to settle everyone down as much as possible on a very nice Sunday afternoon, never to buy another slice of pizza from that local pizza place again.

I think many teenage employees don’t understand or care about customer service.  Or the owners of the pizza place who have to pay their bills every month which means keeping customers.

I was reminded of that experience on Sunday because the guy who was standing next to me told me he remembered me as the guy who tossed a slice of pizza at another guy hitting him in the chest with a slice of pizza.  I thought that he was going to start laughing at the memory.

He looked as if wanted to laugh his ass off because he saw it hit the other guy’s chest, which of course, was a shock to him too since he was standing next to me when I did it.

I picked up the pizza slice off the boating/fishing dock and I threw it into the water, so the fish got fed anyway.  Poor guy, I was thinking.  He must have thought I was the biggest jerk in the world until he realized that it was an accident, a mistake and that I was very sorry about it all.

So, there you have a really stupid experience of mine when I hit a stranger in his chest with a slice of pizza because I did not throw a pizza slice over his body into the water to feed the fish with a very bad slice of pizza.

Do you know how many people I have hit with the metaphysical and spiritual truths over the years?  Strangers who started talking to me about the Bible, Jesus, the supposedly second coming of Jesus, evil, the devil, dying, death, and the afterlife.

A lot, especially if they were strangers because most strangers I have talked to about the Bible, Jesus, the supposedly second coming of Jesus, evil, devil, dying, death, and the afterlife I knew that I would never see again unless it was by some remarkable chance, or as luck would have it.

The ironic thing is, they might forget my face, but they will never forget my words.

Why?  Because I either told them the truth about something that contradicted their wrong, false, emotional sense of their truth regarding the Bible, Jesus, the supposedly second coming of Jesus, evil, dying, death, and the afterlife.  And they did not like it.

People get mad when you tell them the truth about anything, including the difference between Trump and Harris in America’s current presidential election.

I hope I don’t look and sound like an uneducated moron or idiot when I am talking about the Bible, Jesus, the afterlife, or even about politics regarding the current presidential election.

I only state the facts.  I do not need to lie about anything like the family that lied about me for a few months this year.  Their son was the biggest liar of all, committing perjury on paper and in a courtroom.  Karma is a bitch.

In a sense, uneducated, unintelligent, emotional religious people lie all of the time about what they believe is the truth about the Bible, Jesus, hell, and heaven, even if they are yelling at the top of their lungs that they know the truth, just like people who wanted to vote for Harris with their mentally delusional states of mind making wrong decisions for them about who should be president of America for the next four years.

Thankfully, the correct person won that race because the whole world is in a very dangerous place with America already hurting by bad economic and global policies in general and specifically.  There is no need for it to continue for the next four years.

I don’t get it!  Really.  I started studying the Bible and money at the same time around the year 1978 is my guess.  Since I started studying the Bible, Jesus, evil, dying, death, and the afterlife, and even experiencing not only supernatural experiences that were outside of my brain and mind, but also supernatural psychological experiences within my brain and mind, I only wanted the truth regarding these topics, not religious mental delusional religious fantasies.

“Fn·ta·sy.  /ˈfan(t)əsē/ noun:
the faculty or activity of imagining things, especially things that are impossible or improbable.”

“In psychology, fantasy is a broad range of mental experiences, mediated by the faculty of imagination in the human brain, and marked by an expression of certain desires through vivid mental imagery. Fantasies are generally associated with scenarios that are impossible or unlikely to happen.”  (Taken off the web.)

Like the mental religious delusions that Jesus is God and that he is going to return one day.  Etc.  It hasn’t happened within the 2000 years of his life, and it is never going to happen.  That is the truth.  Like it or not.

Sometimes, when I am driving down the road in my car or truck, I switch back and forth between radio stations just for the fun of it.  I used to listen to AM radio talk shows sometimes late at night.  I don’t do that anymore because there is so much stuff on the web in various ways.  I don’t know if there are still AM radio talk shows anymore anyway.  Maybe there are some.

Last week, I tuned into a Christian radio station and the band was playing music to the words, “Just wait until he comes back.  The Lord is coming back.  He will return soon, one day soon.  Just wait and see.  The believers will be saved while the unbelievers will be damned.”  (Paraphrased)

I am sure that most of you have heard such words or songs at least once in your life.  Probably.

When someone like me throws a truth pizza at a religious Christian, at their religious psychological states of religious fantasies, they do not like it.

Their mental and psychological states of brain and mind are so locked tight, so brainwashed that they can’t think about anything, including the lies that they think are truths.

A few months ago, I had to deal with a blind, dumb, emotional, blond bimbo hearing lady with a law degree who also did not want to hear the truth regarding the case before her court.  She is a moron, an idiot, just like a lot of other people who can’t tell the difference between the truth and a lie, or truths and lies when it is applied to religion, politics, and economics.  Etc.  And she was a power-hungry, egotistical, foolish lady, corrupt to the core of her being. 

I have a biological sister with two Masters degrees and a PhD in English.  She is not a bad person, but she is locked into party politics even if America’s economy goes to hell, even if food and gas prices go higher and higher and higher.  She doesn't care about the political and economic truths of America and the world problems and issues that are staring at her right in front of her eyeballs.  I am guessing that she does not even keep up on the news anyway.

Those two cases illustrate the same mental and psychological state of mind of the religious Christian people who want to believe in something that is going to save them from a hell that might not even exist in outer space or anywhere else.

Of course, it might exist in one form which might be worse for some evil people, but nobody knows about it now, no matter how many YouTube videos are making money from people claiming they went to heaven or hell and returned to tell their story.

But let us all assume that they did experience something.  That does not mean that is what they are going to experience when they die a complete human death, nor does that mean that everyone is going to experience what they ‘saw’ as a personal supernatural experience.

Some people hate the truth.  Some people lie because they have no sense of integrity or truthfulness within their brains and minds when in an era or age where information, knowledge, and intelligence are supposed to be the ruling guide for decision-making in all realms of life, including religion, the Christian religion, politics, and economics too.

I do not get it.  I just do not understand it.  Not only is there, not a pizza slice being thrown at them which they should be happy about, but if a factual, religious truth is being thrown at their false, fake, and mentally delusional states of religious minds, political, and legal minds which a rational human being, or state of mind should be happy about because who in their correct state of mind wants to believe in a mental religious, political, and economic fantasies.

The guy on the boat/fishing dock did not like a pizza being tossed at his chest.  That is normal.

What is not normal is over 2 billion religious Christians believing in mentally delusional religious Christian beliefs like Jesus is God in the flesh, or a human biological body, and that he is going to return one day as a savior to all of those people who believe in religious Christian fantasies.

Yet, billions of human beings believe in false, fake, and mentally delusional religious beliefs like Jesus is God, and that he is going to return one day to save only the believers while the rest of the human species rots in hell for eternity.

During the current American election, millions of people delusionally believed that the ‘Right of a woman to do whatever she wants with her biological body when she is pregnant.” was more important than everything else that is more important to the survival of America and the world, and all of the people in it.

From what I have seen, women are currently doing whatever they want with their human female biological bodies anyway, especially on the web.  They show every part of their body.  They have all sorts of sex on ‘films’ that go on the web. They don’t care who watches them get fucked or who they suck off, etc.  If women don’t want to get pregnant, then don’t have sex.  It is simple.

I often wonder who is more sexually perverted, the male or the female.  Sometimes, I think that it is the females who are more sexually perverted than most men.  Most of the time.  Why?  Because a female who has had a baby leaves her body is ready for anything sexual.  On the other hand, many females who have babies are tired of being sexual objects or baby-makers.
 
Sometimes when I am standing on the fishing/boat dock or on the land next to the fishing/boat dock, I look up at the sky to think about and imagine what it would look like to the human eye if there was a human man named Jesus floating and flying through the sky, all around the globe that is which would take a considerable amount of time mind you, to gather up over 2.2 billion believers who are currently living on the planet Earth.

If he were to raise believers from their graves, to recreate them from the dust that they have turned into over the last 2000 years, that would include even more people.

It would be worse than a flying sway of bugs destroying farmers' crops.

I bet that the mentally blind religious Christian believers have not taken the time or mental effort to imagine such a worldly supernatural religious sight because if they had, they would quickly realize that since it has not happened within the last 2000 years after his life, it is probably never to happen within the next 2000 years or 20,000 or 200,000 or 2,000,000 years into the future.

I realize that a lot of Christian believers probably do not believe that Jesus is going to return one day, and some of them probably do not believe that he was God in the flesh either.

But if religious Christian believers continue to throw a religious pizza in the face of rational and logical human beings, then those rational and logical human beings might never see and understand the true nature of Christianity as a pure spiritual reflection within the realm of God, Spirit, as spiritual metaphysical truths.

Instead, what should happen is that those mentally blind religious Christian believers should leave behind their old, outdated religious fantasies about Jesus as being God, his second coming, and even heaven and hell even if they are true because God as Life is more complicated than what the normal, limited, and finite hardwired human brain and mind could even know and understand until it develops itself into a multi-dimensional state of consciousness.

It is truly sad if you ask me.  What is truly sad you may ask yourself from my point of view?

What is sad is that the concept of God as Life, as a metaphysical and spiritual concept does not apply only to the human man Jesus who supposedly overcame the false notion of death, but all life on planet Earth.

Do Christians believe that God, Life, is limited to only the human man Jesus?

What about all life on planet Earth?

If there is a God, Life, that transcends all life on Earth, but at the same time forced all life on planet Earth to be created and to evolve into so many different life forms of life up to and including the human species and the human brain, it seems very obvious that a metaphysical and spiritual sense of life as an independent realm of existence from this space-time cosmic universe impacts all living creatures on Earth and even in the cosmic universe in other galaxies too, no matter how small or large.

Sometimes, when I sit outside on my front porch chair with a good cosmic book in my hand or another book that is describing the probabilities, meaning numbers, the stats, the odds, the change or luck that all of the life on planet Earth is against all of the cosmic probabilities, meaning the numbers, the stats, the odds, the chance or luck that there is life on planet Earth at all is just outrageous, I simply know that all life on planet Earth is very precious indeed, except for the evil people who do evil acts against other human beings usually for no logical reason at all.

That means that all of the life, plant life, fish life, insect life, biological life, and all of the various crazy-looking creatures seen and unseen might be part of the bigger picture of God-Life in the same way, even if the God-Life does not exist in the water, on trees, on land, flying in the sky.

Yet my dear readers, here we all are, living out our human lives either for good or bad.

Many people are good people.  Other people are bad, and even worse, evil people.  It seems so simple to generalize people into good, good and bad, bad and evil, but it makes it easy when thinking about people in general.

Sometimes people seem to become evil especially in times of war because war means death.

It can be stated that there is not a God, or Spirit that creates good, good and bad, bad and evil people, or human beings.  But it can be stated that if there is a God, or Spirit, it can touch the hearts, souls, and minds of human beings in some form and fashion, even if they are not Christians or religious people in general.

I have heard it stated that the human man named Jesus existed before the cosmic universe existed.

I have also heard it stated that the human man named Jesus created the whole cosmic universe including life on planet Earth.

I don’t know how these silly simple-minded religious Christians will continue with their ridiculous notions about God-Life, Jesus, the cosmic universe, and life on planet Earth, especially when presented with scientific facts from very smart people.

Whenever I am reading a cosmic universe book on astrophysics or cosmology, or whenever I think about the history of the cosmic universe and/or the history of life on planet Earth, I cannot help but wonder and think to myself that there must have been a divine intelligence behind it all, even if human beings cannot see this divine intelligence with their human brain and mind.

(Cosmology studies how the history of the universe led to the stars, galaxies, and other features we can observe today. ... Cosmology is the study of the origin, development, structure, history, and future of the entire universe.)  (Taken off the web.)

Some people will call that intelligence God, or Mind, or an infinite Intelligence.

Other people like those types of scientists who study the cosmic universe and life on Earth might argue that it was all a matter of chance or luck that all of the numbers of space and time including the exact distance between the sun and the Earth, the elements from the smallest quantum element to the biggest forces including gravity all happened by circumstance.

Of course, if there was not a God or divine intelligence behind everything that the human species can see and observe with the human brain and mind, then that does not make all life on planet Earth any less special because just by the laws of numbers, life does exist on planet Earth which is still a miracle even if was by luck, change, or going against the laws of cosmic probability.

“Does cosmology believe in God?

“Perhaps more than any other science, cosmology is a case where one can either see God reflected in the picture, or not. In the end, science neither proves nor disproves the existence of God. More often than not, the scientific evidence can be read either way.”  (Taken off the web.)

If God is considered something independent from, or an entity a part of the cosmic universe and all life on planet Earth, then the astrophysicists and cosmologists would state that there is no God that is behind all cosmic and earthly life, developments, and evolution.

But as has been written by other thinkers, if there is an invisible realm of existence that exists completely independent of all life on planet Earth, but it still exists as a completely independent realm that is still omnipresent, omnipotent, and omnipresence, then this omnipresence termed Spirit, as in God, is still everywhere as an independent realm of existence right where you stand, and even within your mind too, if you are open to it as a pure realm of spiritual existence.

If even if the human brain and eyes can not see the God-Spirit that might be behind all of the cosmic and earthly realms of existence, or in this case, life as human beings know it, is there a contradiction between a God, Spirit that does not see or know all of the teeny, tiny human problems or even the teeny, tiny animal problems out there deep in the most dense forests?

No!  Amazingly, we assume that there is a God, Life-Spirit-Mind, or intelligence behind all of the big picture of life on planet Earth as a general idea, but that does not mean that it creates an infinite amount of human problems or evils like war and nuclear weapons.

Human beings must accept their responsibilities for their human-created problems and evils.  Let us all get something straight, especially uneducated, emotional, religious Christians.  There is not a God or Satan that creates human evil.

And a God that has changed the biological, mental, and psychological realms of the human brain, mind, and consciousness to wonder, think about, ponder, and then explore mentally the possibilities of multi-dimensional states not only of consciousness, but actual states of different realms of existence independent of the hardwired human brain, mind, and consciousness like for example as been stated as multi-universes or parallel universes next to our cosmic universe.

Or even bigger and better, there are other universes that exist that are simply on higher realms or dimensions of existence with creatures that can look down at the human species from a different realm of existence because this cosmic universe is being engulfed by other bigger cosmic universes, but we can not see them with the human eyeballs because the human eyeballs are very limited with seeing anything and everything.

Just for the fun of it, all of you should ask this question to yourselves late at night when the moon and stars are very high above billions of light years away from you; or during the day when the earth’s sun is spreading radiation throughout this part of the Milky Way, could there be a God, Spirit, existing where you are sitting or standing at this very moment in time and space, but you simply can not see it with your human eyes because the human eyes are very limited with seeing?

“Space radiation is a serious hazard to astronauts and spacecraft because it can damage biological and mechanical systems. It's made up of three types of ionizing radiation:
 
Galactic cosmic rays: High-energy protons and heavy ions from outside our solar system, often remnants of supernovas.
 
Solar particle events: Particles shot into space during solar flares.
 
Trapped particles: Particles trapped in the Earth's magnetic field, also known as the Van Allen Belts.”  (Taken off the web.)

I think one thing is for sure.  Religious Christians put too much faith in a human man named Jesus who ascended above all human sense of existence over 2000 years ago.

Most human beings do not overcome their finite, limited sense of the cosmic space-time universe, their human brain and mind.  They can never see with their human eyes all of the different realms and concepts of life, or Life termed God.

The fishermen at the river cannot see the fish that are under the water’s surface, but they are there anyway.

The fishermen at the river know that somewhere under the water’s surface there are fish that are alive, live, swim, and hunt for food too.

The fishermen at the river know that somewhere under the water’s surface there are fish to be hunted for food for human survival.

But usually, they can not see them unless they possess some fancy fish detectors.  But they know anyway.

There is a story about Jesus and the fishermen.  They could not catch any fish.  They were sad, hungry, and disappointed.  But along came Jesus and he knew that the fishes were there to be caught.

The story states that the fishermen’s fishing nets were filled up with fish.

What did Jesus know that his human eyes did not see regarding the fishing overflowing the nets?

Those religious Christians have never seen the human man Jesus, yet they believe in him in various ways, even if they have false notions and beliefs about him.

People see other people and creatures die.  They see death with their human eyes, but they cannot see the different realms in the afterlife.

Nor can they see everything that makes up the cosmic universe even with the most powerful telescopes, so how is anyone going to see the different realms in the afterlife, except with a higher multi-dimensional mind and consciousness?

Even then, with a multi-dimensional state of consciousness, there is much more to God, Life, cosmic life, mental life, psychological life, and metaphysical and spiritual life than meets the human eyeball.

Yet, everyone knows that there are galaxies, suns, moons, and other planets floating and moving around our sun, along with other planets floating and moving their suns in the vast dark cosmic void.  Yet, you cannot see them in human eyes alone.

If there are different life forms in the very distant galaxies, so far away, the human species will probably never know it definitely because how on Earth is any telescope going to be so powerful as to pierce all of the different layers that are going to be obstructing the life forms on planets in other cosmic galaxies so far away from planet Earth when all cosmic galaxies are moving away from each other at the speed of light?

Everyone knows that there are various kinds of fish swimming under the water’s surface too.  Sometimes you can see them and sometimes you can't see them.  But they are there anyway, living their teeny, tiny, fishy lives away from us.

Just maybe, there is a Jesus somewhere in a different space-time dimension wondering if he left behind some really good metaphysical and spiritual lessons for the uneducated, simple-minded human beings to follow over 2000 years ago.

When I walked away from that guy who had a slice of pizza tossed at him from my hands, I wondered if God Almighty had anything to do with it.

I don’t think so, even if God Spirit-Life is omnipresent, omni-active, all-knowing, all-hearing, infinite Intelligence called the divine Mind within its own realm or state of existence.

Did this ‘God’ or Supreme Being spend 14 or so billion light years just to have George accidentally toss a slice of pizza onto a stranger’s chest while he was standing on a boat/fishing dock when they were talking on a beautiful Sunday afternoon at a single minute in space-time?

I don’t think God creates accidents.  But people do create accidents.  People create world wars, not God, Spirit-Life.  God-Life, creates realms of life, not dying and death.  Humans seem to love dying and death more than they love God-Life, eternal spiritual life, and even the afterlife.

“Accidents unknown to God.  Accidents are unknown to God, or the immortal Mind, and we must leave the mortal basis of belief and unite with the one Mind, in order to change the notion of chance to the proper sense of God's unerring direction and thus bring out harmony.”  (S&H. Pg. 424. 4-9.)

It is about time that the human species begins to worship God-Life instead of dying, death, and even the afterlife.  For some animalistic reasons, some human beings love having a gun in their hand instead of a Bible or some other spiritual book..

As I began my walk away from the boat/fishing dock, I looked out over the cement and brick wall that divided the boat/fishing dock from dry land, I saw a realm of God, Spirit-Life that nobody else could see.

I could see it through as I saw and looked at the blue sky, the white clouds swaying to the music, the boats on the water’s surface, simple-minded-minded human people enjoying a Sunday afternoon just like in the time of Jesus over 2000 years ago.

Little did they know, like I knew, and Jesus knew, that the Spirit-Life-Soul of God was everywhere at every moment within and without space-time even if billions of human beings can't see it with their finite, limited human eyeballs.  I like my eyeballs by the way.

My mind envisioned and saw an infinite realm of cosmic galaxies in an infinite realm of cosmic space-times as I stood on the shore of a river of water on planet Earth.

I also stood on the shore of one planet among the possible billions and trillions of planets in other galaxies so far away from planet Earth.

I know that there are realms of existence that I could not see with my human brain and mind, but that I know exist anyway.  How can you see other realms of existence you may ask yourselves?

I know that there is a realm termed the afterlife, but I still can not see it with my human eyeballs.

Is there a God in the afterlife?  Who knows.  Well, I know.  What I know and that you should know too, is that the infinite spiritual realm or existence of Spirit-Life-Soul is everywhere just like there is an atomic realm everywhere.

As I sit at my desk, I know that there are fish in the rivers, oceans, and seas just like I know that there is a pure spiritual realm of existence that is only conscious of itself as an infinite whole that is only known to God, the divine Mind or infinite Intelligence.

And guess what my dear readers, Jesus knew it too.  Now it is time for you to know it.  All you have to do is change the structure of your brain, mind, and consciousness.

Stop being uneducated, ignorant emotional religious Christians and begin to be intelligent spiritual thinkers with the Mind of Christ. That is an order Paul and others stated in the New Testament.

The Bible and other spiritual books have the answers.  All you have to do is begin to know that there is God-Spirit, infinite Mind or Intelligence with an infinite realm of spiritual ideas exactly where you are thinking, sitting, standing, just like you know that there is an infinite supply of fish in the waters around the globe, just like there will be an infinite amount of pizza slices that you should never throw at anyone.

It is just not a good thing to do, even by accident.

I picked up the slice of pizza off the dock and I threw it into the water so the fish could eat something from a ‘human being’ instead of a human being hunting for fish.

I hope they were as happy eating a slice of pizza on a Sunday afternoon as I was for being alive for one more day while I was standing on planet Earth, on a boat/fishing dock thinking to myself what would I have done over 2000 years ago if Jesus had said to me; “Follow me and become a fisherman of men.”

“And he said to them, “Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men.”

(Matthew 4:19.  English Standard Version)

Jesus could have stated to them, 'Become the spiritual Christ Consciousness that I am, and you too will be at one with the infinite God-head."

I hope that some readers become true spiritual Christians with a spiritual consciousness, to change the world for the better, instead of leaving it the way it is now, all messed up!

Jesus would hope for the same thing, even if he did not say it over 2000 years ago.

Essay 45 - 2024. Truth, God, is a Divine, Infinite Self-Consciousness within the realm of God. The Infinite "I am that I am." conscious of its own infinite self-existence as an eternal state of self-consciousness. (I am that I am) In the Moses story about the talking burning bush. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe. November 9, 2024.

Essay 45 - 2024. Truth, God, is a Divine, Infinite Self-Consciousness within the realm of God.

The Infinite "I am that I am." conscious of its own infinite self-existence as an eternal state of self-consciousness. (I am that I am) In the Moses story about the talking burning bush.

By: Mr. George D. Patnoe.

November 9, 2024.

Do religious Christians ever realize the many different levels that are symbolized in the Bible?

On one level there is ‘God’ as in the pure realm of Spirit, Truth or a completely pure spiritual state of consciousness that knows and is conscious of itself as an infinite whole.

On another level, there is the human biological level, and then there is the next level, which is the human hardwired brain, and then the next level, the soft-wired human mind and consciousness.

There seems to be a complete separation between the one level where God or the divine Intelligence knows itself as an infinite whole, and the lower level below where human beings live with their biological human bodies, their finite and limited but very complex human brains, and more importantly and even more complex with their human soft-ware-wired human minds and different states of human consciousness.

So, the human species seems to know that there is a God, an infinite divine Principle, or an impersonal Being that is above the human species, not only seemingly in the sky, but way above the human state of brain, mind, and consciousness.

Some people might ask why human beings, or the human species have this inner instinct that there is a God, even if they make and create their wrong notions about God on the human level or plane of existence.

The real metaphysical and spiritual logical reason is because of the higher level of Truth’s infinite self-consciousness, meaning Truth or God is only conscious of itself as an infinite pure realm of spiritual existence, or Spirit.

A pure realm of spiritual consciousness which is completely different from any sort of human biological state of consciousness or of the finite and limited human brain, or even of the soft-wired human consciousness.

On the other side of the coin, there is the creation of the cosmic universe, the creation of life on planet Earth, the creation of thinking biological brains, and the creation and development of human civilization up to and including this moment, which by all accounts has not been perfect, especially human religions by any stretch of the human imagination, which human religion is.

Within this infinite divine and pure spiritual consciousness of God, the divine Intelligence being conscious of itself as an infinite whole, there is no space-time cosmic universe. There is no life on planet Earth.

There is not the dualistic state of good and evil, good and bad, smart and ignorant, spiritual creatures and simply biological creatures of any kind walking and breathing during their very short stay on planet Earth.

That is the pure spiritual realm of God. In other words, there is a pure spiritual realm of God which is completely self-aware, self-conscious of itself as an infinite realm of Intelligence, (Mind) substance, (Spirit) identity, (Soul) infinite demonstrating spiritual universe, (Principle) self-existence eternal life independent of space and time, (Life), self-consciousness, (Truth) self-perfection. (Love.)

How about that my dear readers? How about that? You should think and realize what that means and you will never be the same again within your consciousness.

Well, it sounds really nice doesn’t it, as a nice metaphysical and spiritual statement. But it is true.

What does that mean in the earthly and human realms of existence, the human biological body, the human brain, the human mind and consciousness?

What that means is that God, Truth does not create human evil (s), human dysfunctional brains, minds, and states of consciousness. Nor does it create mentally delusional religions.

A lot if not all religious people including mentally delusional religious Christians will have their finite and limited religious brains and minds blowing off a lot of mental stream and stress over the above truthful statements because their very limited and finite religious mental soft-ware that is working and operation on a one-dimensional state of thinking cannot begin to comprehend the higher states of God as God really is in its own spiritual universe.

But hopefully anyone reading this essay, along with reading other metaphysical and spiritual books from other great thinkers and writers will appreciate a very new but very old sense of the true nature of God as God really is in its own nature and universe.

Those human beings with a very limited sense of religion that is located inside their very finite and limited human brains and minds probably cannot begin to rise higher within their human consciousness to see and know God in its true spiritual nature.

But maybe other people with open minds and states of consciousness will begin to understand and know and be conscious of what the human man Jesus understood, knew, realized as his own state of divine spiritual consciousness over 2000 years ago.

Yes! It is possible that every human being on earth can possess the same spiritual state of the Christ consciousness that Jesus possessed as a spiritual state of consciousness.

It has nothing at all to do with the human biological body. The human biological body of Jesus was not God, which is a really ridiculous religious notion that started almost 2000 years ago by people who did not know what the truth was and what is a religious mental delusion.

Do my readers want to know one of the problems with emotional religious Christians. One of the problems is that they want to make a big sense of reality of what they see with their human eyes.

The human eyes saw a human man named Jesus because he had a human biological body. They could not see, but they felt his divine, spiritual Christ consciousness.

They did not see what type or state of consciousness Jesus possessed because the human eyeball cannot see different states of human consciousness. It seems so simple to understand.

The human state of human consciousness cannot see a musical or mathematical state of consciousness until someone can prove that they know, understand, and demonstrate a musical or mathematical state of consciousness, or an understanding of those abstract topics.

Well, it is the same thing when related to the deeper and more profound invisible of spiritual consciousness. If I, which I do, possess even a tiny bit of a spiritual consciousness, how can any human see it with their human eyeballs, although they might feel it with their consciousness.

The Jewish leaders, the Jewish people, Pilate, and well, everyone back then, only saw the one-dimensional biological body of Jesus. They did not see, but they probably felt the divine, spiritual consciousness that Jesus possessed as the Mind of Christ.

“What is the truth?” Pilate asked. Then he went out again to the people and told them, “He is not guilty of any crime.” (NIV. John 18:38.)

“What does Pilate mean when he asks, "What is truth"?

“There's room to interpret the nuances of Pilate's comment in different ways. However, he's likely being rhetorical, and dismissive.

He is certainly not seeking further information from Jesus. Instead, Pilate is brushing off the concept of "truth" as relative, unsure, and ultimately unimportant.” (Taken off the web.)

As is stated above, there is room for some interpretation of what is truth as in a human truth (s) and even Truth, as in God, Truth.

Pilate was probably asking and referring about what is the truth in relation to Jesus, or in the human realm of existence, here on Earth, relating to Jesus.

Of course, Pilate walked away before Jesus could even answer the question, probably because Pilate did not care about the Truth as in what God is, Truth.

Nor did he did not care about the relative or earthly realm of truth as it was related to Jesus because as far as Pilate was concerned, he did not care anything about his people, Jesus’s followers and their religious truths. He just did not care, just like people do not care about truth today.

Pilate did not care about any people’s truth because he thought that he was the god of the people, at least in his own mind. Therefore, his concept of truth was the only truth that mattered to him.

I had a human experience with people who did not care about the relative human truth and truths in the tiny, tiny, nothing town I currently live in.

One day it might become a ghost time, especially if the city manager ruins it by mismanaging the town’s money supply, which I have a gut or instinct might be happening.

Recently, I was in a court hearing where I was being accused of following, stalking, harassing a very young 17-20 year old ‘man’, (not a man) which was a completely false claim against me.

I was being accused of such fake, false, and lying claims because I had written four letters over a period of about 2 years to his parents asking for their help to have their teenage son who is now a 20 year old to stop following, stalking, and harassing me, along with verbal violence/assault that was happening for about 2 ½ years, starting when I was dying from stage 4 CLL cancer.

His uneducated parents and other people in this town do not know the real concept of the truth or integrity in this case, and decided to lie about me because that is who they are as human beings. They did not care if their son was committing crimes against me in the California town I live in.

I have seen it happen in other California towns too. It amazes me how slow, stupid, and corrupt the police, people in general, and even the court system are in many cases in California, just as I am sure everyone in America has figured out that truth wherever they live in America.

America has gone to hell if anyone has eyes to see what is happening in this nation. Maybe Trump will change America for the better, instead being a brain dead robotic democratic president who is ruled by a new generation of ignorant know-it-alls. NOT.

His parents and especially the ‘kid’ were simply making up and creating lies about me which were created out of thin air, just like in the time of Jesus when people were making up lies about Jesus too. I got a feeling of what it is like to be accused of crimes I never committed in my life.

I later discovered that his ‘step-dad’ is a two time violent criminal ex-convict. I realized something about why they were making such a big deal out of my four letters.

You see my dear readers, a person who is in jail or prison knows that you cannot or should not rat out or snitch on your fellow jail or prison bed buddies.

Therefore, this violent, two-time ex-convict stepdad was out to get me instead of correcting his ‘step-son' because that is the rule in prison.

So, they committed the crime of perjury on paper and in the hearing room. For example, I was accused of standing in front of their house in the afternoon, yelling and screaming at their house with a baseball bat in my hand.

It never happened. I don’t even own a baseball bat, never have owned a baseball bat, and never will own a baseball bat. That is only one example of their lies.

If anyone in this very tiny, tiny small town ever did such a thing, the police would be there in minutes, literally, and they would be arrested by the police.

I was never arrested by the police because not only did it not happen, but I was also so sick and tired from taking chemotherapy pills and other drugs that I could barely walk in my house at times.

Plus, there were security cameras surrounding their house, but not one of them got me committing any crimes.

On the other hand, I have my security footage of teenagers committing crimes against my property, and yet, neither the parents nor the police did not care because even though it is a teeny, tiny, nothing town, there is still the thing termed small-town politics.

Number one, I have never followed, harassed, nor stalked anyone in my life, nor have I ever been a two-time violent ex-convict.

But second, I was taking on so many drugs especially a chemotherapy drug for CLL cancer that I was in no mental or bodily shape to walk down the street, not to mental actually taking the time, energy, and effort to follow, stalk, and harass anyone, unlike the 17-20 year old who is still young with lots of energy, not taking any medical drugs, nor dealing with any type of cancer.

Not yet anyway. But maybe one day he and his parents will know what it is like to take cancer treatments, just for the experience of it.

Do you know what is crazy, neither did the local corrupt town police department. They too, committed crimes against me until I wrote an official complaint to the Internal Affairs Dept.

You must understand that in this case, everyone wanted to believe a teenager liar who was a hometown 17–20-year-old home-boy. That is because cops lie all of the time, so you should never trust a cop for any reason.

Stay away from the police. They are not your friends.

Most police are uneducated, violent bullies who are trained to shoot, kill, and murder innocent, defenseless, and helpless people. Sometimes when they are in handcuffs.

America's police are becoming more like the police in China, Russia, and other corrupt nations all around the globe. That is the truth. Some people do not want to know that truth.

They were never going to believe an educated outsider with a huge collection of angel statues on his front porch, and who enjoys reading while he is sitting on his front porch reading chair because they are not only uneducated, but they also do not like educated people.

Not only is the town I live in filled with outsider hate, religious hate, intellectual hate, racial hate, etc. along with hating my good looks, they probably hate book readers in general. They probably hate books too. Some of them would rather smoke pot.

There were people who also hated Jesus too, especially the Jewish religious leaders. But that was because there were also religiously uneducated, slow, and stupid people who were even more uneducated, slower, and stupid than some of the people in today’s world.

But more than that my dear readers, they hated what Jesus taught that was against their Jewish religion, his new truths that were overthrowing the old Jewish religion, and their stupid religious rituals, practices, and belief systems that were based on the outward sense of worship instead of an inner sense of worship, and a metaphysical and spiritual sense of worship.

Just to make it short here, that was a human and legal sense of dealing with truths and integrity regarding a human situation. It was in no way a sense of dealing with a metaphysical and spiritual sense of truth (s) or in dealing with the big Truth termed God, as an absolute Being.

I was not guilty of any crime, unlike that 17–20-year-old male. I had not committed any crimes unlike that male, and the modern-day religious leaders who still do not care about the truth, or even a better version of it.

But in the United States state of California, some people are allowed to commit crimes at any age and get away with it, including the police who carry guns for a living.

The funny thing is that nothing really changed at all because of the hearing. Except one big thing. Everyone of importance now knows what the 17–20-year male was doing to me in detail when I was dealing with and dying from stage 4 CLL cancer while this person was committing numerous crimes against me, sometimes while standing in front of my house.

I wrote letters to everyone of importance so they would never forget what happen to me when I was dealing with, dying from, and taking chemotherapy pills for stage 4 CLL cancer, which I am still taking, when the crimes that this person was committing against me, a senior citizen no less were being ignored by LEO.

Just in case anyone is wondering, taking any type of chemotherapy is no fun at all. I once thought about taking a gun, pointing it at my head, and leaving a big bloody mess in my bedroom because I was a walking zombie. But nobody in this tiny, tiny, hateful town knew about it.

What is even crazier in many regards is that the hearing lady was corrupt, unethical, immoral, and basically a power-hungry blond bimbo who also did not care about the truth. She did not care that the crime of perjury was committed on paper and in court by word of mouth.

What was amazing is that the blond, blind, bimbo hearing lady, and the other people involved in this stupid and ridiculous case did not know how sick and tired I was while I was trying to defend myself alone in a corrupt and unethical court of law in the state of California, even on the lowest of levels, against crimes I never committed.

Sleeping way too much because of all the drugs I have been taking is another reason I could not have followed, harassed, and stalked at the time.

Maybe now the uneducated pothead who I do not like, nor do I want anything to do with will group up and become an adult. But probably not because his inner nature has become his identity.

Talk about brain fog. I had brain fog from the chemo pills, and other drugs, from the sun, from getting older, and from writing one 15 page essay a week.

Just in case you people don’t know this, but the sun really drains older people. So do drugs and working the brain like I do.

But the blind, dumb, blond, bimbo hearing lady had the brain fog of stupidity, simple minded, power hungry, corrupt, irrationality, illogical, and now, criminal treatment I received from her. What an idiot. I cannot even imagine how many innocent people she has hurt and destroyed in her job.

Of course, I made an official complaint against her to the presiding judge and to the state board. And I made an official complaint to the Internal Affairs Dept to the Sheriff’s Dept too.

What does that very small and insignificant case have anything to do with the Truth that is understood as a self-existent state of an infinite, pure, spiritual consciousness?

Nothing at all. I know that the one infinite state of the self-existent, self-consciousness called God or Truth, only knows God and not human problems. People should stop begging God for help on this level of spiritual consciousness.

It taught me a few things. Like people can commit perjury on paper and in a courtroom and get away with it in the state of California.

It taught me that a hearing lady can be so stupid, so corrupt, so unethical, so power hungry with her tiny, tiny, egoistical brain and mind, that she is on the path of being cursed within her mind’s memory when she becomes older will all of the memories of all the innocent people she has hurt during her time judging and making decisions about people.

There should be a law against blind, dumb, bimbo blonde serving anywhere except on stage, which it seems she does on the weekends. I am glad I never married a blind, dumb, bimbo blond.

What that very small, insignificant, and ridiculous case taught me was that nobody cares about the truth regarding even the slightest small and insignificant human experience, so why would they care about the spiritual truths that are written about in the Bible, and what Jesus, and other spiritual thinkers wrote and taught?

Instead of being educated and taught metaphysically and spiritual, the human species enjoys being uneducated and stupid spiritually.

Other than that truth, that very small, insignificant, and ridiculous case has nothing at all to do with either truth or Truth as in God, Truth, Spirit.

The whole world of 7-8 billion human beings has all sorts of evil or bad things happening to them one way or another way. They are poor, homeless, cannot use the economic and social system and political system they are living in. They have made poor decisions, etc. They are sick and hungry, desperate, suffering, sad.

They, especially religious Christians, would like a god to help them in every individual situation when the truth is, Truth-God, the self-consciousness of the infinite divine consciousness does not see or know any space-time cosmic universe with a people's world in it.

That is a very high level of spiritual consciousness by the way. On lower levels of consciousness, things are very different.

There are 22 different Christian churches in the tiny, tiny, town I live in and not one of them knows anything about the spiritual truths that are stated in the Bible.

They could learn so much from me that it is unbelievable. I mean really, so many people are missing the very big picture of the Bible in its true metaphysical and spiritual significance it is just unbelievable.

They do not even take into consideration the importance of the topic of consciousness or of the modern-day material and physical sciences to arrive at better logical conclusions about God, Jesus, evil, the afterlife, etc.

I could teach all of them about it, but they would not listen to a word about any and all metaphysical and spiritual truths, and God-Truth because they are mentally and psychologically stuck in their minds that Jesus is God and that he is going to return to Earth one day to save everyone.

But it is not true. It is not the truth, nor the Truth termed God, Spirit. It is an emotional religious belief. That is, it.

And that is only one problem with every modern-day Christian church in America and around the globe. Besides all of the other problems with the Christian churches that are forcing people to stop going to Christian Churches.

People, religious or not, have replaced the Christian religion with the material and physical sciences. Who can blame them since the modern-day physical and material sciences have helped mankind to better ways of living and life.

Religion has not made human life better for most people. But the material and physical sciences have helped the human species a lot, you know, except for the nuclear weapons and other bombs, guns, etc. Way too many bullets have been used by the human species.

When I talk to people about some of these religious issues, I have had religious Christians ask me, “Hey, when is he going to return. It has been over 2000 years.” With a sense of desperation in their eyes. Then I have to tell them, “He is never going to return with Jesus' second coming.”

I could have told them that a second coming of Science of Spirit-God had already arrived and it started with Mary Baker Eddy's book, "Science and Health."

Not one sense of truth with a small t is related to most humanly religious truths, not even a small t metaphysical truth, as in dealing with questions and issues such as, but not limited to: Is there a God? Is there life after death, as in an afterlife? How to handle evil.

Is there a real heaven and hell? Is there a real Satan with horns that are controlling people’s minds, hearts, and souls? Is Jesus really God? Is Jesus going to return to Earth or is it all delusional emotional religious fantasy?

Those questions and issues are a far cry from me dealing with an uneducated violent punk when he was a violent punk. Maybe he has learned his lesson because he got caught in his lies when he was performing his crimes against me, when he did not know I had stage 4 CLL cancer, which made it very hard and even impossible for anyone to believe his and his parents' lies.

Little does he, his parents, the hearing lady, and the police realize that spiritual karma is a really big bitch to deal with by the angels that watch over me. In this life or the next life, they will be dealt with in ways they can't even think of now.

Now since I wrote about that very simple case, but a case with personal human truths and lies in it, does anyone, religious or not, think that the ‘One Big Truth or Self-Consciousness of God’ saw my human situation, as if God, Truth knows anything about any sort of human evils throughout the history of mankind, or currently, or in the future? God only knows God. Period.

What is cool about that spiritually metaphysical and scientific concept is that each human being on planet Earth, religious or not, and can begin to understand, know, and be conscious of that fact, which is again, Truth or God, the infinite self-consciousness only knows itself as an infinite whole, and not a bunch of human beings with an infinite number of human problems.

That truth and the Big God Truth, or the self-consciousness within the infinite realm of God would and does change the structure of the human brain, mind, and consciousness, and even any sense of an emotional, mentally delusional state of religious belief that is depending on a personal man Jesus who lived on Earth over 2000 years ago.

Don’t all of those emotional, mentally delusional religious Christians ever get tired of begging, asking, and pleading with Jesus to solve all of their human problems. I mean, really, get a grip on it.

What human beings can possess is a mental and psychological standard of integrity called truth with a small t in the human realm of life. I have an office poster on my house's front window with the word INTEGRITY on it. It is there to remind me to never to forget it. Of course, most if not all of my neighbor's care about integrity.

All of the people that I had to deal with in the above case or example had no sense of integrity or truthfulness.

I, on the other hand, stand for truth with a small t, and Truth with a Big T because I do not accept within my mind false notions about God or the human species. There is just too much human evil happening in the world.

The teenager, his parents, the police, the court hearing lady, the police. All of them had no human standard of integrity. None at all. And guess what? They are cursed in their own way, both before and after their human deaths. They are cursed on Earth like many human beings for being liars, criminals, and bad people.

How many people believe the current lies or false, fake, emotional religious delusions instead of realizing the many truths in the Bible and in other books instead of believing religious lies?

It is bad enough that people, in this case in America, have had to listen to so many lies every day on the small and big screens by politicians, the media, priests, and preachers.

Then people believe it, until they go to bed, pull over their sheets, lay their weary heads on their pillows and go to sleep, possibly dreaming of a better America, a better world, only to awake to live in the same messy place.

What about all of the emotional and illogical human religions, but especially those human religious Christian religions who continue to expound false and ridiculous beliefs about Jesus, the Bible, a second coming of Jesus, a religious rapture, and then deny any sense of afterlife because they only want to believe in the second coming of Jesus even after all of those human biological bodies have turned into not only dust, then into dirt, but into states of nothingness in this realm of existence.

Some Christians do not believe in an afterlife. I have talked to them. I ask myself, 'What are those Christians going to do when they die and their souls, or consciousness, or whatever enters an afterlife?

What are they going to do then, in the afterlife after realizing that all of their emotional religious beliefs were wrong.

Do those religious Christians really think that Jesus is going to put together human biological bodies after they have become less than dust, already having changed into different structures of atoms in the atomic realms of existence?

In a religious human realm of existence, what is the truth regarding Jesus, his second coming, a rapture, heaven, and hell?

A sense of Judgement for every human soul that had to struggle throughout their whole human lives in some cases. Maybe for all human beings. One big struggle! As one philosopher once stated a long time ago, “All is pain and suffering.

In a one-dimensional state of biological, material, and physical existence, Jesus seems to be only a human being that was God in the flesh. But is that concept wrong, as not true, not a truth?

There are so many reasons why it is not true. There are so many intelligent, logical, rational, and metaphysically truths because they are not true statements, no matter how many people want to believe in them. Can not religious believers ever learn to think with the brain under their skull?

My human mother used to tell me I was a boy, "God gave you a brain for a reason. Use it." It really was the best piece of advice from a mother which in her case, was very little to me.

As a matter of fact, simply believing in religious mental delusions is really a very easy thing to do because then nobody, meaning all of those 2.2 billion Christians do not have to think. Thinking can be hard work. Oh heck. Who wants to think? Smoke some pot instead.

Another person has done all of the thinking for them, but if it is wrong thinking, wishful thinking, mentally religiously delusional thinking, which is not based on any type of truth or Truth, then it is all a lie, or a mentally, psychologically delusional states of a religious mind.

If religious Christians, or any other religious people do not take into consideration what happens within the human brain, mind, and consciousness as mental states of religious belief, then they are missing out on some very important aspects of religious thought.

It is a very important thing to consider, then what is happening by way of words, ritual, practices, and the very simplistic religious beliefs are just mental religious concepts, thoughts, images, delusions.

Instead, they are missing out on the very big and grand metaphysical and spiritual picture termed God, Truth, or the infinite self-consciousness of God within the realm of the God self-consciousness.

Will it take another 500, 1000, or 10,000 years into the future for religious Christians and other emotional religious people to wake up from their mental and psychological religious dream worlds that they falsely believe as external and objective truths only to be awakened to the higher levels as in Truth, God, itself.

Or an infinite self-existent realm of complete spiritual and perfect state of spiritual consciousness that is only conscious of itself as a spiritual infinite whole, as a law that is stated in Max Kappeler’s book, “The Four Levels of Spiritual Consciousness.”

I am going to repeat that law of the Infinite One being conscious of itself as an infinite whole for you.

But please remember that this is only one way to do it as a spiritual law on a very high plane or realm of spiritual existence. If you know and understand the spiritual meanings of God as Mind, Spirit, Soul, Principle, Life, Truth, and Love, you will be able to do it yourself.

God, Truth as an infinite Mind or Intelligence, is conscious of itself as an infinite realm of infinite Intelligence. It is not conscious of any part of the human brain, mind, or consciousness.

This infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not stuck inside a very finite, limited human brain, mind, or consciousness.

God, Truth as an infinite Spirit or spiritual reflection, is conscious only of itself as an infinite realm of infinite spiritual reflections as a state of spiritual reality.

It is not conscious of very limited human material and delusional religious concepts that seem to be reflected in the human realm compared to what should be spiritually reflected in the human realm of existence.

This infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not stuck inside a very finite, limited sense of a material and physical sense of the physical sciences, such as the atomic realm of existence.

God, Truth as an infinite Soul or unchangeable sinless, immortal identity is conscious of itself as an infinite realm of infinite unchangeable, sinless, immortal identities.

This infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not stuck inside a very finite, limited human biological body or a sexual organ, nor is it limited to any of the very finite, limited five physical senses of the human biological body which are so limited as to never see Truth with the five physical senses. The limited five physical senses cannot be conscious of Truth or of truths.

God, Truth as an infinite Principle or self-demonstrating spiritual universe is conscious only of an infinite realm of spiritual ideas or images that are at one with God as system, government, as order, and perfect harmony which can be spiritually reflected by even the human brain and mind.

This infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not stuck within a very finite, limited human emotional religion that is based on only one person named Jesus.

As a matter of fact, because Jesus understood and became at one with this infinite self-consciousness of Truth as Principle, he could heal the sick, raise the dead, and overcome death himself on the human level.

God, Truth as an infinite Life, or self-existent realm of eternal Life and life, is conscious of itself as an infinite realm of eternal Life and life.

But it is not stuck inside a biological sense of life and death, nor even an afterlife. There is more to life and living than any biological living organism.

The infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not stuck within any biological, human or not, consciousness of the biological body that is born, matures, (hopefully) and then dies either a good or bad death.

To go a step farther with this stage. This infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not even stuck with any cosmic sense of space and time, before a Big Bang, during a Big Bang, or expansion of the cosmic universe or long after the cosmic Big Bang.

God, Truth as an infinite realm of Truth or Self Consciousness, is not stuck within any realm of the human consciousness, neither within a hardwired human brain consciousness, or any of the different human sub-states of human consciousness, including to, but not limited to human mental dream worlds.

God, the infinite self-consciousness of God, the infinite whole is not conscious of the 7-8 billion human subconscious mental dream worlds that are living on planet Earth.

But at the same time, this infinite self-consciousness called God-Spirit is everywhere at once, which can influence, change, mutate, and transform every human brain and mind on Earth.

This infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not stuck within any sense of a cosmic universe of space and time, light-waves, or quantum particles either. It is not stuck within any sense of an infinite micro or macro cosmic universe.

God, Truth as an infinite realm of Love or Self Consciousness is only conscious of itself as an infinite state of infinite state of perfection. It knows nothing at all about all of the human imperfections like sick and dying human biological bodies, or of imperfect human beings.

This infinite state of Truth Self-Consciousness is not stuck within any sense of human imperfections, especially human emotional imperfections like hate, fear, anger, etc.

That is only one example of a very high spiritually metaphysical treatment which is very real, but once you become mentally and psychologically aware of not only that law, but the reality of that state of consciousness, you will become a new person. You will be reborn again.

That my dear readers is a very high level of spiritual consciousness, even if you as a human brain and mind can only mentally grasp it on some sort of intellectual level as a word game within your mind. But it is very real within its own spiritual realm of existence. It is not a play with words.

What should that state of infinite divine state of consciousness do to the human and mortal realms of consciousness you may ask yourselves?

Well, first of all, there is something, even a metaphysically spiritually scientific law, even as a state of consciousness, called the Christ Translation as is stated in the book, “Science and Health.” by Mary Baker Eddy. (Pg. 115-116.)

God, the divine infinite spiritual self-consciousness of God, Truth, translates itself down to the human level, to the human brain and mind. it is a divine, metaphysical spiritual law.

SCIENTIFIC TRANSLATION OF IMMORTAL MIND
Divine synonyms.

GOD: Divine Principle, Life, Truth, Love, Soul, Spirit, Mind.
Divine image.

MAN: God's spiritual idea, individual, perfect, eternal.
Divine reflection.

IDEA: An image in Mind; the immediate object of understanding. — Webster.

SCIENTIFIC TRANSLATION OF MORTAL MIND.

First Degree: Depravity.
Unreality.

PHYSICAL. Evil beliefs, passions and appetites, fear, depraved will, self-justification, pride, envy, deceit, hatred, revenge, sin, sickness, disease, death.

Second Degree: Evil beliefs disappearing.
Transitional qualities.

MORAL. Humanity, honesty, affection, compassion, hope, faith, meekness, temperance.

Third Degree: Understanding.
Reality.
SPIRITUAL. Wisdom, purity, spiritual understanding, spiritual power, love, health, holiness.

Spiritual universe.

In the third-degree mortal mind disappears, and man as
God's image appears. Science so reverses the evidence before the corporeal human senses, as to make this Scriptural testimony true in our hearts, "The last shall be first, and the first last," so that God and His idea may be to us what divinity really is and must of necessity be, — all-inclusive.”

More can be read about it in John W. Doorly’s and Max Kappelers online books and recordings.

What all of the above is stating is that there is an infinite translation from the infinite Self-Consciousness of Truth or God down to the human brain, mind, and consciousness.

This infinite divine and intelligent translation is happening all of the time in all human life. But you have to spiritually understand it.

Jesus proved it because he understood it. Jesus did not concern himself with the infinite human material, physical, and biological problems that are happening on planet Earth in this space-time cosmic universe.

The very limited, finite and ridiculous religious Christians would have every religious Christian believer to think that they can only depend on the personal human man Jesus who lived over 2000 years ago to solve all of their human problems.

That was not the human job of Jesus. The job of Jesus was to show people the way of Life, truth, and Love. Not to do it for them.

But really! How is that even humanly possible? It is not possible because the personal human man named Jesus does not care about all of the possible human problems on planet Earth after over 2000 years of his life.

That would be like saying that George the Christ is going to know, understand, and handle all of the problems in human existence over 2000 years into the future.

George the Christ cannot handle all of the human problems for all of the 7-8 billion human beings on planet Earth now. So how would I do it in the future?

Neither did Jesus know what was going to happen over 2000 years after his life, and George does not know what is going to happen 2000 years into the future of the human species.

And even if he did care, what would Jesus know about computers, smartphones, atoms, car engines, space travel, airplanes, spaceships, or even the international space station? Nobody can know it all.

It is just impossible on a human level, even for the man named Jesus. Does anyone, including religious Christians think that Jesus knew of and understood atomic physics? How about quantum physics?

Jesus cared about understanding and becoming at one with the infinite divine self-existent, self-conscious state of Truth, or God.

Being conscious of itself as an infinite whole with an infinite realm of very specific realm of ideas and images applied even to the human mental and body realms.

If a person is a musician or a mathematician, (as John W. Doorly liked to use as an example) they know enough of music and mathematics that they can apply the whole realm of music to any piece of music or to any problem within mathematics.

How about students and experts in the field of physics? Did Jesus know and understand all of the laws of physics and their mathematical equations?

Nope! But more importantly, he understood something about God-Truth as an infinite realm of spiritually self-consciousness.

If religious Christians begin to realize that Jesus is never going to return one day to raise every dead person back to life, what are they going to do next?

Where are they going to turn to for answers about God, evil, death, the afterlife, ... even the human soul. Isn’t that a true mystery.

If religious Christians begin to realize that Jesus is not going to save the world from its own self-destruction, what are they going to do next?

I heard some so-called religious Christians praying in public, asking God to help the world.

Well, folks, from what I have seen about human history and human nature, World War I and II, and the atomic bombs, and other human evils, it has led me to believe that Jesus and Christianity is not going to save the world or help with the future survival of the human species.

But there is a way to help the human brain and mind to help itself. And that by beginning to understand, know, and become conscious of the infinite One Self-Consciousness called God, or Truth.

Instead of only wanting to be the Adam in the Adam and Eve story in the beginning of the Bible.

If religious Christians begin to realize that they need to learn to think on a metaphysical and spiritual basis, what are they going to do next?

It is really a tough road for people to spend their entire human lives thinking, knowing, and understanding something about the metaphysical and spiritual individual truths, and even the Big Truth called God, or the infinite self-consciousness within the infinite spiritual consciousness called God, but people have to do it.

Maybe after reading this essay and my other essays, a few of you might wake up from your mental and psychological religious dream worlds, your sexual dream worlds, your Jesus dream worlds, your space-time dream worlds, and even your afterlife dream worlds too.

After all, you have to begin to understand Truth, the infinite self-consciousness of Being sooner or later, in the here or in the hereafter.

Pilate should have waited for Jesus to have answered him. Then the world might have become a better place much sooner.

In the movie, ‘A Few Good Men.” About the US Marines in a courtroom where ethics, integrity, and a code of conduct actually exists, unlike in that California hearing lady’s courtroom.

A lawyer (Tom) yells out loud, “I want the truth.”

Jack yells back even louder, “You can’t handle the truth.”

It seems that in today’s modern-day world, religious Christians and even non-religious Christians can’t handle neither the truths, nor the Truth as is truly stated in the Bible or any other book, or even in this essay.

Why do the metaphysical and spiritual geniuses of the world even bother writing anything in the first place if nobody wants to learn anything about metaphysical and spiritual truths, or the infinite Truth, which is God, the infinite self-consciousness of Being, conscious only of itself as an infinite whole?

It just seems so spiritually beautiful. "God, Mind, knowing God, Mind." A quote in "Science and Health." That does not know human evil, at all.

God is not Jesus in the flesh, contrary to all those religious Christians who believe wrongly.

“The question, 'What is Truth?' is answered by demonstration, by healing both disease and sin; and this demonstration shows that Christian healing confers the most health and makes the best men. (S&H. Pg. viii: 12-15.)

“Pilate's question Pale in the presence of his own momentous question, "What is Truth," Pilate was drawn into acquiescence with the demands of Jesus' enemies.” (S&H. Pg. 48: 24-27.)

“And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” (John 8:32) “New American Standard Bible)

Alas, my dear readers. Now you know something about Truth, God.