Essay 41 - 2024. Bad Boy Bubby. A Very Profound Movie. A movie about psychological, metaphysical, and evil events in human life. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe. October 10, 2024.

Essay 41 - 2024. Bad Boy Bubby.

A Very Profound Movie.

A movie about psychological, metaphysical, and evil events in human life.

By: Mr. George D. Patnoe.

October 10, 2024.

A movie about a 35-year-old son, who is a prisoner, locked up and raped by his mother for 35 years.

But there are some other very deep, dark, hidden, and profound meanings included in this movie.

I have been saying it wrong since I first saw it the first time in Rochester New York at the Eastman Kodak Theater. Since 1993 I have been stating it, " Bad Boy Buddy." Oh well.

I am writing this essay from an almost complete memory, so I might have a few tiny details wrong, but not the whole movie. I think I saw it around the year 1993.

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia.

“Bad Boy Bubby is a 1993 psychological absurdist black comedy film. ... Hope stars as the titular character, a mentally challenged man who has been held captive in his home by his abusive mother for his entire life. The storyline follows his escape from confinement and subsequent journey of self-discovery. The film was shot on a low budget in Adelaide and is an international co-production between Australia and Italy.”

“What is the meaning of bad boy bubby?

The film was conceived as a parable about child abuse, but the material was too dark to use a child actor, so Bubby became an adult man who had been mistreated for 35 years. Bubby is innocent. Even though he kills four people in the film, he is incapable of understanding his crimes.” (Taken off the web.)

When I watched the movie in 1993 there was no internet where a person could get all of the information on the movie that is currently available now. The internet was just beginning.

I have learned a lot about the movie since then because of the World Wide Web.

“The World Wide Web became available to the broader public 30 years ago. On April 30, 1993, the World Wide Web was released into the public domain. It revolutionized the internet and allowed users to create websites filled with graphics, audio, and hyperlinks. Apr 30, 2023.” (Taken off the web.)

When I watched the movie, I realized that it was about a white-trash mother who entrapped her son so she could have sex with him. But I realized that there was much more important to the movie. There was something much more important to the movie, from a metaphysical and especially psychological realm of existence. Being trapped for sex was only a movie plot.

In essence, we are all trapped within our minds from the moment we are born to the moment we die. Yet, some people also get trapped for sex too inside their brains and minds, throughout their whole lives. That might be a huge sin in the eyes of religious people.

Bad Boy Buddy’s biological body was trapped inside a room until the age of 35 years old. But so was his brain and mind. In essence, his brain and mind were trapped inside a box, if you will, a cage, a prison; or a very limited view of what reality is in a human and earthly realm of existence.

His brain and mind were almost empty, especially since he was devoid of any television, newspapers, computers, etc. His brain and mind were a blank slate except for the fact that he knew he possessed a biological body, and he had sex with his fat white-trash uneducated mother who was raping him, deceiving him, lying to him, and imprisoning him too.

It could be argued that most criminals, prisoners, convicts, and ex-convicts also possess partly empty brains and minds, at least from a purely intellectual, metaphysical, and spiritual aspect of life.

Of course, that is not true for all of them. Even prisoners, convicts, and ex-convicts can learn to stuff and fill their brains and minds with information, knowledge, and intelligence to some degree.

But they will never be like the people whose brains and minds have been learning, studying, and filling their brains and minds with hard, deep, profound knowledge, information, and higher levels of intelligence that change the whole human species.

Why? Because it takes a lifetime, and decades of brain and mind work to possess a better, stronger, and more intelligent and intellectual brain and mind. It does not happen overnight.

There were no steel bars like in a prison. He did not get raped by other convicts or prison guards.

But he could not see and experience the outside world just like prisoners and convicts who are trapped in a jail cell or prison cell because they broke the laws of the land or because they were violent people who decided to act like monkeys instead of civilized human beings.

It could be a movie about an ex-convict who is either released from prison or escapes from prison. But most if not all prisoners, convicts, and ex-convicts had been living and experiencing the outside world before they arrived inside a jail or prison cell with other people of their kind, namely criminals of one sort or another sort.

Therefore, their brains and minds have been filled with something instead of nothing since the day they were born.

In a way, everyone is a bad-boy bubby, but especially convicts or people in jail and prison, because everyone is locked away inside their brain, mind, and consciousness.

I once read that a philosopher (I don't remember who.) stated that every human being is living in his or her mental dream world.

I state that once you realize that you are living within your mental dream world, you can start to solve a lot of your personal mental, sexual, psychological, identity, and even money problems. Etc.

Some people would and could argue that most people are also located within their own personal mental and psychological jail or prison, not only within their lives but also within their minds.

In deeper and more profound metaphysical words, everyone is living within their own mental dream world, and not every person’s mental dream world is the same, (not even close) to other people’s mental dream worlds.

Everyone has their own favorite mental dream world. They also have their own favorite movie or movies too. Some people have a whole list of their favorite movies. Of course, there have been so many good movies during the course of movie-making.

I have many movies that I like and enjoy. Some of those movies I have watched over and over again at least twice, or at least some of the scenes in those movies because you have got to wonder how in the heck they pull a lot of those action scenes off, even if you know how they pulled them off, like CGI or computer graphics imaging.

“What is CGI?”

“computer-generated imagery (special visual effects created using computer software).

"Fewer real stunts are performed because filmmakers can just use CGI" (Taken off the web.)

In the movie Bad Boy Bubby, there are no CGI effects as far as I can remember probably because it was a movie that was created and filmed before CGI effects were created.

More information on this movie is located at, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bad_Boy_Bubby.

Still, I have my take or interpretation of this movie that I think is much more profound compared to the interpretation of child abuse.

What is worse for a human being? To be imprisoned and raped by your mother or father, but you can still leave the house. Or being locked inside a room by your mother or father and you have no idea, no mental concept, or consciousness of the outside world outside the room?

That is a profound question. How many natural animals are born inside a zoo cage or room and they too, have no idea about the outside natural environment that they were supposed to be born into and live in before they die a natural death?

Bad Boy Bubby is a movie about a 35-year-old male who has been stuck inside a small room since the day he was born.

How about being stuck inside a teeny, tiny, nothing town since the day a person was born? If you have no idea about the outside world, (which is why many people join the military) you will never know anything except what you learn on the television, smartphone, or computer.

He was stuck inside this small room where he and his mother lived because they were poor, but there is more to that than being poor. Even if he is mentally retarded, if the mentally retarded like to be let outside to see the sky, birds, grass, and feel the air on their skin. I have a feeling that many people want to know that there is more to life and living than simply breathing air all day.

His mother is what I would term an uneducated, low-life, white-trash fat pig (maybe a pothead too) who has been fucking her 35-year son since she could fuck him, a viewer could only imagine.

That is horrible enough. But what does Bad Boy Buddy know about what is horrible until he discovers the truth about his mother and the outside world, which you know is going to happen soon enough as you watch the movie?

It becomes very clear since the beginning of the movie that Bad Boy Bubby has been stuck inside this room since he was born. It is assumed because every time the mother leaves to go outside, she puts on a gas mask which Bad Boy Bubby is never allowed to use to go outside.

She makes it very clear that there has been a war and the air very poisonous so she does not want Bad Boy Bubby to go outside, ever, because then the game of her prison and rapes would be discovered by Bad Boy Bubby.

But of course, eventually, Bad Boy Bubby is going to discover the game she has been playing against him and he gets pissed. But it is more than a game, it is a horrible crime in general and specifically against her son.

One day, he sees his mother put on her gas mask and while she is opening the door to the small to go outside, a cat enters the room, to the surprise of Bad Boy Bubby.

He is in complete shock, as are the viewers watching the movie.

How many uneducated, white-trash, low-life pot/druggie mothers do the same thing to their kids? They trap and do not allow their kids to become better kids or adults by helping them to get to a college or a university.

Soon thereafter, Bad Boy Buddy hears a knock on the door. Knock, knock.

Bad Boy Bubby hears it, and he of course wonders what is happening since the air is deadly.

The viewers, or at least me, are wondering who is knocking on the door because as far as the viewers are concerned, there has been some sort of war to cause the air to be bad, toxic, and poisonous to the human lungs.

Knock, knock, again.

Bad Boy Bubby yells out to the door, “Who is there?”

He hears, “It is your dad. Let me in.”

Now, Bad Boy Bubby is in shock for the second time in that same number of minutes in movie time before his mother returns with her gas mask on.

The viewers are in shock too. Honestly, I had no idea what the movie was about when I watched it. So, I was surprised by the whole movie.

“Open the door.” Yells out his dad.

So, after some convincing, Bad Boy Bubby opens the door and again, he is in complete shock because his dad is not wearing a gas mask, as are the viewers of the movie because the viewers are still believing the lie that mother wanted everyone to believe.

So the dad walks into the room and starts talking to Bad Boy Bubby until the mother returns home to discover that her husband, who has been gone forever it seems, is now talking to her 35-year son who she has been fucking in the small room, as a prisoner son for her sexual pleasure it is assumed and implied because why else would she force her son to be stuck in a room for 35 years with the main reason that the air is too dirty to breathe, but she has a dirty mind.

Now then, how many human mothers and dads trap their kids into a house, a town, a lifestyle, a way of life, instead of giving them a better way of life, showing them a better way of life, like many people in very small towns like the teeny, tiny town I currently live in?

When I went to a small-town high school, I arrived after living in a city. I knew that some of the people who were living in that town from the day they were born would die in that town. Not me. Some people either dream big, or they simply want to escape a small town and their parents.

Some children who turn into adult age have been stuck inside small towns since the day they are born, like the television show ‘The Andy Griffith Show.” on Pluto TV, which can be downloaded on Goggle Play.

The town in The Andy Griffith Show was not a low-life, white trash town. It was a wholesome town with uneducated, but good people who enjoyed living the good life even if that good life was fishing at the edge of a river or lake.

This weekend in the town I currently live in, there is a Big Bass Fishing weekend for fishermen. Let everyone hope that the small-town bridge does not break down or stop working completely.

When the mother opens the door to the room she is surprised to find not only Bad Boy Bubby, but his dad was there too. She has some explaining to do, but of course, she is thinking to herself that Bad Boy Bubby is so stupid that he will not realize what has been happening to him.

But Bad Boy Bubby surely does realize what has been happening to him and the anger starts to build up like a nuclear bomb ready to explode. I think I remember that I could feel his anger.

I bet you are wondering what set off Bad Boy Bubby’s brain waves to become violent.

Besides the fact that another living human being was outside the room without a gas mask on, Bad Boy Bubby is watching and hearing his never-before-seen dad fucking his mother, the same mother who he has been fucking for a very long time it is presumed by the viewers.

I wonder if that happens a lot in today’s modern-day world where people watch all sorts of porn and get crazy sexual notions about simply fucking family members because they are the like monkey see, monkey do mentality.

Anyway, after murdering both his parents, Bad Boy Bubby finally opens the door to the outside world. He considers himself free from both his parents because they are officially dead, but because he is walking away into the outside world of normal people.

Which by the way are not normal at all.

How weird and perverted are people today in the world of sexual activity? I mean, really!
It gets weirder because Bad Boy Bubby is walking down the street when he sees and watches a bunch of Roman Catholic nuns singing Christmas carols at a huge Christmas Tree.

He starts singing with them. Then they ask him out to a pizza shop. Then a young twenty-something-year-old nun takes Bad Boy Bubby home, and she is banging Bad Boy Bubby by humping him while on top of him.

Oh no, what is going to happen next you may ask, if you were watching the movie. Please remember, this is a real movie that can be watched on YouTube if you like. But do not fear, I am only stating the main points for you here.

What happens next is the camera is moving around the nun’s head as she is pounding up and down on Bad Boy Bubby’s body. The camera shows all of the religious pictures and photos on all of the walls in the nun’s room.

The Catholic Church banned this movie from being seen in London when it was first seen.

“What movie did the Catholic Church ban?

“The Farmer's Daughter,” 1947, “The Miracle,” 1950, “The Outlaw,” 1943, “The Streetcar Named Desire, 1951, “The French Line,” 1953, “The Moon is Blue,” 1953, “Martin Luther, 1953, “La Dolce Vita,” 1960, “The Pawnbroker,” 1965, “Bonnie and Clyde,” 1967, and “Midnight Cowboy,” 1968.” (Taken off the web.)

There are pictures of the faces of Jesus, and Mary holding Jesus as a baby, and there are religious Christian crosses too. There are pictures of Jesus dying on the cross and being raised from the dead and ascending up to heaven like he is a visible spirit. All the while the sex is happening.

How many Christians throughout the 2000-year-old period of Christianity are just like that nun?

They go to church, sing songs and praises to God and Jesus, and then they go home and fuck, suck, and have perverted sex until the beer and pizza wears out?

And then they get up in the morning and pretend to be Christians again just to make themselves feel good after their sexual, sensual night of being sexual biological creatures.

But people having sex has been happening since the first biological creatures existed.

This movie was banned by the Roman Catholic church for even more reasons, to follow!

Do you think it was banned only for the simple reason that a Roman Catholic nun was being banged by a 35-year-old male in a room filled with Jesus and religious pictures?

No. More scenes pissed off the Roman Catholic church than simply a beautiful young nun being banged by a 35-year-old Bad Boy Bubby.

After experiencing a good go-around with a 20-something-year-old Roman Catholic nun, Bad Boy Buddy takes a walk. Nobody knows how long the walk is because it is in a movie. So, the walk could have been one hour or one day or one week.

The point is that after Bad Boy Bubby experiences sex with a 20-something-year-old nun, compared to the sex with his huge fat, white-trash, low-life rapist mother, (maybe a pothead-druggie too?) Bad Boy Buddy hears some beautiful organ music in the air.

What happens to a person’s brain and mind the first time they hear and listen to beautiful classical music in a church? Do they wonder what heaven is like for the good people on Earth?

I would bet that the bad, evil, and violent people on planet Earth don’t get to listen to good music in the afterlife because maybe those bad, evil, and violent people go to a place termed hell by some religious people. Of course, I don't know what happens to bad, evil, and violent people in the afterlife. Honestly, I don’t want to know because I am not one of them.

Maybe there is no music at all in hell, just like there is no music in a jail or prison either. A lot of people who are convicts or ex-convicts probably don’t like music because you need a real musical ear to listen to classical music while living on planet Earth.

Violent people have too much anger, hate, revenge, and negative mental qualities to listen to classical music. I bet a lot of hard rock music drives people to become violent. Hum!

I am not sure, but you never hear about classical musicians going to jail or prison.

If those violent prisoners heard and liked classical music before they committed their earthly crimes, maybe they would not have become violent convicts.

Maybe, if their brains and minds were sophisticated enough to listen to good religious and classical music in the first place, they would not want to go to jail or prison because there probably isn’t good religious classical music in jail and prison.

I know that if I was in any sort of jail or prison, I would miss my daily classical music.

If violent convicts and ex-convicts heard the beautiful classical religious music, that music would have helped create a completely different brain and mind within the violent people who have to become convicts in jail or prison somewhere in the world.

Just imagine Bad Boy Bubby being locked up in a room for over 35 years and there was no music in it. No music from the wind, the birds, the traffic, the people yelling at each other, the bells from the churches, the police, fire trucks, and ambulance sirens.

No sounds from the outside world. At least in jail and prison, there are sounds of different sorts even if the jail and prison prisoners are locked away from the outside world and cosmic universe too. People in jails and prisons are not allowed to take a walk outside to see the night stars.

He follows the sound waves of the music only to discover that the music is coming from a grand old Roman Catholic church, which of course Bad Boy Bubby enters because after being locked up in a room for 35 years by his uneducated, white-trash, low-life, possibly drugged up overweight fat white trash mother, he does not know anything about churches nor music in general. But religious Bach classical music specifically in the movie.

“Did Bach write music for the Catholic Church?

Bach wrote a total of five masses. In the Roman Catholic mass there are five main sections—Kyrie, Gloria, Credo, Sanctus (including a Benedictus) and Agnus Dei. In the Lutheran Church of Bach's day, it was an accepted practice to employ just the opening two movements of the Catholic mass.” (Taken off the web.)

“What is one of Bach's most famous compositions for organs?

A selection of some of the best-known Bach organ works: Toccata and Fugue in D Minor, BWV 565. Passacaglia in C Minor, BWV 582. “Gigue” Fugue in G Major, BWV 577.” (Taken off the web.)

I remember when I heard Bach’s organ music in a Roman Catholic church for the very first time
when I was a very young boy. It was just out-of-this-world music, just like a lot of classical music. I fell in love with it. I still love classical music. It is music to my ears.

Today, when I woke up with a cup of caffeine in my hand, I blue-toothed Mozart’s # 40, (Mozart - Symphony No. 40 in G minor, K. 550,) into one of my music systems. On the 60-inch television were winter scenes of almost pure white snow, so by staring into the almost white snow and Mozart’s # 40, (Mozart - Symphony No. 40 in G minor, K. 550) entering my ears for 45 minutes, I was in a semi-state of earthly heaven for the beginning of my day.

This was composed in 1788 and Mozart died in 1791 at the age of 35 (almost 36), so he was 32 when he composed this musical piece. I, among millions of classical music listeners, am sure happy that Mozart and Bach never had to be imprisoned for any reason.

The link to it is here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTc1mDieQI8. Just for you.

What happened to Bad Boy Bubby’s brain and mind when he looked up at the sun, moon, and stars for the first time during his 35 years on planet Earth? How did you feel the very first time you looked up at the sun, moon, and stars? Did you feel big or small?

Is it the same when an ex-convict looks up at the sun, moon, and stars the very first time when he or she is let out of jail or prison? A mental sense of being among the cosmic universe that was there the whole time they were locked up in jail or prison. How about multi-universes?

Or maybe both Bad Boy Bubby and the ex-convicts who are free to look up at the sun, moon, and stars don’t care about the sun, moon, and stars. Maybe the cosmic universe means nothing to them. To some human beings, the cosmic universe of the sun, moon, and stars means everything.

A lot of people do not care about the sun, moon, and stars either. Normal people just trying to survive living on planet Earth have more important things to do than to stare at the sun, moon, and stars all day or night long.

But throughout history, people have stared upwards and wondered about the cosmic universe. Now the human species knows more about the cosmic universe than ever before.

So, the prisoner Bad Boy Bubby entered the huge Roman Catholic Church for the first time in his 35 years of living on planet Earth. What a surprise for him as he looked around the beautiful insides of that church. Even in the movie, it was a beautiful church.

I bet a lot of people, especially children feel that the Roman Catholic church building is beautiful too, until they realize that all they do in that church and a lot of other Christian churches is repeat the same words over and over and over again for the last 2000 years. And they will probably be repeating those words over and over and over again for the next 2000 years.

Unless of course people wake up and realize that God, Spirit, does not care about nor listen to pretending religious people repeating the same words over and over and over again. That is what many religious people do.

Then they wonder why they don’t know anything about God, Jesus, evil, the afterlife, and their souls too. To understand anything about life and death takes at least some mental work or thinking on the part of each human being. Take nothing for granted when it comes to the important things in life, during your life, before you face the afterlife.

Maybe Bad Boy Bubby felt like he did not have a soul when he was trapped and imprisoned inside his room with his uneducated, fat, white-trash horny mother. But lo and behold, he was set free to roam the streets to learn about life and the world, at least in the town he lived in.

I bet a lot of convicts feel the same way. They are placed inside a steel bar cage for years, like a monkey at the zoo. Then, once they are set free to explore the world again, they feel like their souls are set free too. Most of them are still uneducated, violent people until they truly get reformed inside their brains, minds, and consciousness.

Religious people talk about reform. But being reformed spirituality means being born again into the image and likeness of God, Spirit which means stopping thinking about being imprisoned inside your biological one-dimensional human skin, bone, blood, organ, and brain-body.

Like those violent convicts, Bad Boy Bubby had a lot to learn about his soul and the souls of other people, especially the religious souls of the church. (It doesn’t matter which church)

Then there is the spiritual concept of the Soul being God. Or the infinite unchangeable identity of all living individual creatures instead of being a limited trapped soul within a biological body.

“Real versus unreal.
Question. — What are spirits and souls?

Answer. — To human belief, they are personalities constituted of mind and matter, life and death, truth and error, good and evil; but these contrasting pairs of terms represent contraries, as Christian Science reveals, which neither dwell together nor assimilate. Truth is immortal; error is mortal. Truth is limitless; error is limited. Truth is intelligent; error is non-intelligent. Moreover, Truth is real, and error is unreal. This last statement contains the point you will most reluctantly admit, although first and last it is the most important to understand.

Mankind redeemed.
The term souls or spirits is as improper as the term gods. Soul or Spirit signifies Deity and nothing else. There is no finite soul or spirit. Soul or Spirit means only one Mind and cannot be rendered in the plural.” (S&H. page 466: 6-23.)

People like to believe that they have a limited human soul inside their biological bodies. It is true or untrue. I know for a fact that I have left my human biological body. What was it that left my biological human body? Was it my soul? Was it my advanced human consciousness?

Walking down between those two long rolls of wooden chairs, Bad Boy Bubby realized that Bach’s organ music was coming from the second story, so he started to walk up the steps to find out what that organ was and who was playing it. He could have been walking the steps upward towards heaven, or so it might seem to the unadvanced human mind.

Eventually, Bad Boy Bubby saw a middle-aged man playing the organ by using his fingers. It looked like that man was inside his musical soul, but there was more to the soul and mind of the musical man than meets the human eyes and ears.

His eyes were closed so he could hear Bach’s organ music even better. He did not have to read the musical notes on paper. That organ music had become part of his consciousness and soul.

When he realized that Bad Boy Bubby was standing next to him, there on the upper deck of the church, he stopped playing and introduced himself as the Scientist. What else was in store for Bad Boy Bubby the movie viewer, and the Roman Catholic Church?

Come to find out for Bad Boy Bubby and the viewers of the movie, the organ player was ‘The Scientist.’ The cosmic atomic, astrophysical, and nuclear scientist who played Bach’s organ music. Now that might seem a contraction to the viewer.

A material and physical scientist plays an organ inside a Roman Catholic Church.

From what I remember, he wasn’t just a scientist, he was an atomic-astrophysical- nuclear scientist, or at least he talked like one. But then the Scientist starts talking about God, the cosmic universe, human nature, etc. He was posing questions that modern-day scientists ask all the time now.

Why? Because thinking people are allowed to ask questions while empty-minded human beings do not ask themselves questions about God, Jesus, evil, the afterlife, or the cosmic universe.

In a rapid session, the scientists start making statements like, “Who tells Buddy that God does not exist, and it is the job of humans to "think God out of existence" and take responsibility for themselves.” (Taken from Wikipedia.)

Here is part of the anti-God speech on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-nvweAVpqk
But he also talks about the atomic realm and how it relates to God, or not. I don’t remember everything that the scientists stated to Bad Boy Bubby. But I do remember many of the main statements because he used words like the Big Bang, did God create the Big Bang or did the creation of the cosmic universe happen differently besides God’s help? Stuff like that.

Of course, those are very big topics and questions among modern-day scientists. The thing that many scientists want more than anything is to have a lot of time to think, just like convicts and poor people, among other types of people who like to think to solve problems, like chess players.

But the only thing that convicts think about is their escape from jail or prison while poor people only think about having more money. That is not true for every convict and poor person because some people like being in jail or prison and many people do not care about being poor.

But instead of thinking about the problems of the cosmic universe and chess games, convicts and poor people do not normally think about anything, except being free and having more money, respectively.

Maybe they don’t even think about being free and money. Maybe they don’t think at all during their earthly lives. Nothing at all. No real thoughts from convicts and poor people.

I have met homeless people during the winter months who would rather be in a jail or prison instead of being locked outside of a building to stay warm. This has happened to me in Walmart parking lots. Ironic because the poor homeless people want stuff inside Walmart, but they have no money. So, they commit a crime, so they get arrested to get some warmth and something to eat.

I have bought many single-slice pizzas for homeless people. As a side remark. I was standing in line at a fast-food place when a tall black man walked in, and asked the cashier if he could have some hot water to make hot chocolate because he was holding the hot chocolate in his hand.

The cashier said no to him. I was now staring at the cashier, and I asked her why she would not give the poor man hot water so he could make hot chocolate. Mind you my dear readers, it was Christmas time, and she would not give him hot water to make hot chocolate.

I looked at his face and his lips were enlarged. I said to him, “Hey, order anything you want.”

He stood there still looking at the cashier because all he wanted was some hot water to make his hot chocolate during Christmas time.

The place was full of wealthy black people too. They all had money. They were wearing very nice clothes, yet they did not care about a homeless poor hungry black man at Christmas time.

So, I had to say it louder two more times before I got his attention. He turned his head towards me, and he asked me if I was talking to him. I said, ‘Go ahead, order anything you want. I will pay for it. Anything you want.

He ordered something and I said, “Order some more. Anything you want.” I even bought him two different types of pies to go along with a full meal, etc.

I noticed that all of the black people were staring at me. I was in a new town in a new fast-food place. But I didn’t care because I am not usually scared of anyone on the street.

I sat down looking at the other black people who were heartless as the white people. He sat down a few chairs from me, and he took his time to eat, with me almost next to him. I will never forget the look on his face as he ate his Christmas food, and as he turned to me like I was an angel from heaven, which may or may not be true.

But it didn’t matter because I was his angel at that moment and that is all that mattered to him.

Of course, there is more to the homeless issue and to convicts and poor people.

Jesus stated, “The poor you will always have with you.”

He should have also stated 'That the violent criminals you will always have with you too. Along with violent convicts and ex-convicts."

“The poor you will always have with you, [a] but you will not always have me.” (Matthew 26:11 New International Version)

Some readers and interpreters of that phrase might state that the poor are not only regarding money, but also poor in spirit, or those lacking any true spiritual qualities at all.

“Who are the poor in spirit in Matthew 5:3?

To be "poor in spirit" is the opposite of being self-confident or self-reliant, especially in any spiritual sense. The poor in spirit recognize they are incapable of providing for themselves by their strength, goodness, or righteousness. They know themselves to be spiritually bankrupt of true goodness.” (Taken off the web.)

That might mean all of those convicts and poor people who are poor within their souls and minds for the spiritual essence of life, of God, which of course applies to the rich people too.

There are a lot of rich people and homeowners who are so trapped within the material and economic realms of human life that they, too, forget about their souls, God, and the afterlife.

Some of the richest people who have way too much money don’t even care about their souls either. What happens to them in the afterlife? Don’t ask me because I don’t know.

But, it can be guessed that they might have some work to do in the afterlife compared to people who have considered the metaphysical and spiritual aspects to life and living before their deaths.

Maybe in the long run, the biggest question and issue regarding the afterlife is the issue of being either a good or bad person while you lived your life while walking on planet Earth.

Therefore, the violent convicts who have physically hurt people and murdered people might go to a ‘hell’ in the afterlife, while the homeless who are good people might go to ‘heaven.’ Just a thought!

Now then, who is imprisoned besides convicts in a jail or prison, and Bad Boy Bubby?

We all seem to be trapped inside our biological bodies with a limited human brain and the five physical senses. Ok, my dear readers, don’t be fooled by everything you see and that you think is real, as in the ultimate state of reality, because you would be wrong. So wrong.

Yet, we all need our human biological bodies, the five physical senses, and a thinking human brain to survive on planet Earth. As the song goes, ‘That is the way it is.”

What are people going to do while they are human, arguably with a ‘spirit’ trapped inside a human prison or box or room called the human biological body?

Bad Boy Bubby and convicts all around the globe are trapped inside a box called a room, jail cell, or prison cell. Free people are trapped inside their lifestyles, but also within their lovely or ugly human biological bodies. Or sick and dying human bodies. Just waiting for the moment of their deaths, so they can be truly free of their limited biological human body

I had to deal with a dumb bimbo blond who has a law degree and who has worked out with weights, and she is a black belt in a martial art. She loves showing off her very thin biological body. She thinks that is who she is, like most people who are walking on planet Earth.

I am also currently using and working out with weights. I am still able to use my hands and feet in ways that most people who do not work out or exercise with weights and martial arts can never imagine.

But I do not consider my biological body the real me. How silly you may think to yourselves.

As a matter of fact, I have come to the conclusion that my biological body is a lot of work to keep alive and to keep healthy, in general and very specific human terms.

If my dear readers knew what my human biological body has been through during the last five years, you would think to yourselves that just maybe I should have been dead by now. But nope!

Maybe the readers feel the same way about your human bodies too, at times during your life.

To feel like we are all trapped or imprisoned within a human biological body of skin, bones, blood, and organs, with five physical senses, and a thinking brain.

What sucks is that everyone should realize at some point in their human lives that those very limited five physical senses and their limited biological human body do not tell the whole story about life and death, God and man, good versus evil. Nor about your human soul.

After Bad Boy Bubby’s experience with the Roman Catholic nun and before his experience with the church music, Bad Boy Bubby ended up in a jail cell of his own with the ‘Animal’ who rapes him.

As I remember it, that scene was very short, almost a blur to my mind. The point is that Bad Boy Bubby was in a prison of sorts for 35 years by being forcefully locked in a room by his uneducated, rapist, white-trash, fat pig of a mother who is now dead.

But even though Bad Boy Bubby and you all are free to live the life you are born in or the life you have created for yourselves, whether you are in a jail, prison, in a room in a very nice house, you are still stuck, imprisoned within the realm of this planet Earth, within this realm of space-time, within the limited space termed your one-dimensional human body.

If you are lucky enough, one day you will be free of your human biological body and brain, free from the realm of space-time, free from this cosmic universe.

The only way to do that is to begin to be born again in the image and likeness of God, Mind, Spirit, Soul, Principle, Life, Truth, Love.

Anyone can do it. Why? Because God Almighty already sees you free as a spiritual image and likeness of God. All you have to do is to wake up from all of your mental dream worlds, which all of you are living in currently.

But it is never too late to begin seeing yourselves as an image within the the spiritual realm of God, Mind or the Infinite Divine Intelligence that only knows and sees your true spiritual identity.

God does not see or know any of your limited, mortal, finite, mental, and psychological dream worlds, my dear readers.

Then you don’t have to worry about heaven or hell because you will be already at one with God-Spirit!

And believe it or not. That is what Jesus taught in his own way. That is how Jesus lived. That is why and how he overcame his own human death.

Because Jesus too, woke up from this very limited, finite, mortal, material, dream world of his biological body, and even of space and time, the dream of dying and death, by realizing his spiritual oneness with God, Spirit.

And so can you!