This blog was started in 2007 with a story written once a week for a year. It has expanded to included essays, and artwork, etc. I started writing and drawing with two hands around the year 2001 as a mental and brain development experiment on my own brain to restructure my brain's neurons, etc. again. Simply put, using two hands to write and draw forces both sides of the brain to connect together, to become a holistic, stronger, improved brain. I hope you enjoy my blog.

Sunday, July 5, 2020

Does God Control the Final Outcome of the Human Species? OR Does the Human Species Control the Final Outcome of the Human Species? Does God or the Human Man Jesus Control the whole Human Species? For the Current and Future Survival of the Human Species. Versus The Current and Future Self-Destruction of the Human Species. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr! July 5th, 2020

Does God Control the Final Outcome of the Human Species? OR Does the Human Species Control the Final Outcome of the Human Species? Does God or the Human Man Jesus Control the whole Human Species?

What is the Final Analysis? For the Current and Future Survival of the Human Species. Versus The Current and Future Self-Destruction of the Human Species. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr! July 5th, 2020 On Saturday, the day before the Fourth of July and the day before Sunday, a potential writing day, I was walking up a driveway to a church and I was asking myself, ‘Hum, what can I write about on Sunday, my writing day, for now anyway?’ Only a few minutes later a SUV drives up to me and my African Grey Parrot named Samson who was very happy to be on my shoulder as we strolled along on our merry way. I have to tell you, my dear readers, I love walking because it is a semi-warmup exercise for a more and bigger and powerful exercise program. It also allows the brain to relax from the bullshit on the daily news and it allows us to view the blue sky with the other wild birds that are allowed to fly in the sky. Since it was Saturday, the day after Friday, I had the next two days off from listening to my two lecture series from the great courses DVD and online streaming company. For the whole week, I had first listened to a course on Nuclear Physics, and then second, a course titled, ‘How Jesus became God.’ Of course I had already known many ideas about nuclear physics and the Bible and Jesus because I am a life long student of real issues instead of bullshit issues that mean almost nothing whatsoever in the long run for the human species, like whether black lives matter more than white lives or Chinese lives or the lives of aliens from outer space. Is it not a shame, a sham, that some black people think that their lives matter more than all of the other lives on planet earth. Sure, some black people may have problems with cops, but that is because some black people are drug dealers and criminals. There are many black people who never have a problem with a cop because they are not drug dealers or criminals. They obey the laws of the land called America. Those black people make money in legal ways in America. So anyway, the nice lady was leaving her Bible study at the church and she was feeling pretty happy thinking that she knew something about the Bible, Jesus, God, and the future of the human species too. She started to ask me questions not thinking that I am a very good debater when my brain wants to actually debate someone about deep things, not like whether the concept that black lives matter more than the white lives that matter, the Chinese, and other billions of human lives on planet earth that matter too. Just to let her know who or what she was dealing with I informed her that I had been listening to the two different lecture series titled, ‘Nuclear Physics.’ and ‘How Jesus became God.’ for the past week, but of course longer than that because one week is short. The rather nice lady who was emotionally feeling good after her Bible study asked me one very good question which led me to believe that she was probably thinking about stuff in general instead of being a simple brainwashed religious consciousness. After a few questions like, ‘Are you are Christian?’ ‘That depends on how you define a Christian.’ ‘Do you believe Jesus is God.’ “No, I do not believe that Jesus or any other human being is God.” She asked me, ‘So do you think that God has a final say in everything?’ I replied, ‘Like how millions of people were killed by atomic bombs by other human beings?’ And, ‘How currently the human species has created enough and possesses enough nuclear bombs that are a thousand times more powerful to kill billions of human beings in one blast?’ Her nice smile melted into a grim, like her fantasy of God's death was now embedded into her mind and consciousness that she forgot to ask the bigger questions of how easy would it be to destroy the human species. She answered to my reply was, ‘Well, I mean in the Final End, the Final Analysis?’ I was thinking to myself, ‘Hum, the final analysis of what? The final analysis of each individual human being on earth or the final analysis of the collective human being now and into the future say, ten thousand years or one hundred thousand years into the future of the human species.’ So my dear readers, let us examine those issues for a few pages, if I may do it because my life and my words really matter to the human species, not because I am simply a white-skinned great good looking talker, and maybe writer too, I am a very deep thinker, complex thinker, a holistic thinker, unlike many of you my dear readers whose brains, minds, and consciousness is limited. First of all, the topics of the Bible, Jesus, and God, are very complex and not so simple as the simple-minded, uneducated, emotionally religious believers think it is, but they are too mentally lazy to actually study the Bible, Jesus, and God on the intellectual levels these topics deserve. Moreover, it can not be denied that the Bible and the stories of Jesus actually changed the shape of the world at least for the last two thousand years. What about the next two thousand years, my dear readers. Less and fewer people are going to a Christian church and my bet is that more and more so-called Christians and people, in general, are watching more and more porn or movies with sex acts in them, and more people are taking more drugs of the legal and illegal types for health reasons, and more and more weapons of war are being created by most nations and countries that can create and build weapons of war, including nuclear weapons. Truth be told, I usually never know where my spontaneous Sunday writing of three to four hours will take me. I have one sentence or one question or one topic and I try to make it interesting for my dear readers to read, either now or sometime in the future. So here comes the main question I guess which is related to the lady and me in our conversation. Does the human man Jesus from over two thousand years ago have anything to do with the current and future survival of the human species? Or does the man Jesus from over two thousand years ago have anything to do with the current and future self-destruction of the human species? I know that most Christians falsely believe that Jesus will raise them from the dead or save their souls from their human sins, or maybe he might save the human species from a war with nuclear weapons. But I do not think any of those things are true, at least in general, for now. So far, there have been millions of so-called Christians around the world who believe in one form or another form that Jesus is going to save the believers from the evils of the world, which by the way has not happened to any degree whatsoever. By evil, it is meant here that the evils that human beings do to other human beings. Talk about black lives matter. What a joke! There are world leaders around the globe who have created and built weapons of war to destroy every American citizen ten times over. And America’s military has also built weapons of war to destroy other peoples around the globe ten times over. (Just a guess about the ten times over, but does it matter after the nuclear bombs start to drop from the skies?) In the Bible’s Gospel’s, Jesus said to love your enemies. But in today’s world, that is only possible on a very small scale because the concept of self-defense is a big idea in people’s minds who have some mental concept of how violent human beings can be to other human beings, esp. those human beings who are not prepared to defend themselves to the death if needed. Some human beings can live in their individual personalized mental fantasy worlds, but some people live in some sense of reality. The human and divine man Jesus, or who or what he was has never stopped the human species with its materialistic scientists from discovering the realms of the atomic worlds, the cosmic worlds, and the other sub-atomic particles worlds, and therefore he has also never stopped the human species from discovering how to build atomic and nuclear bombs so that the human species can destroy itself in a matter of ‘moments.’ You must understand my dear readers, today’s so-called Christians want other people to believe in Christ Jesus, just as the Muslims want people to believe in their stuff, and the black people want people to believe in the black race which is really silly on so many levels. Why? Because in the final analysis, the color of the skin, the many ignorant and outdated religious beliefs all around the globe, will not stop world leaders from seeing the bigger pictures around the globe. Some black people think that their lives matter in America, but there are world leaders all around the globe who could care less about black lives, just as there are American leaders who do not care nor will ever care about black lives and lots of other different types of lives too. Leaders have to think about the big pictures and not about every single little human being. So some world leaders are thinking to themselves, ‘Nuke them all.’ Some world leaders are thinking, ‘Heck, Nuke even those American Christians too. Nuke the unbelievers too. Nuke the whole country called America.’ In the end, or even in the beginning, it is not God or a human man named Jesus that will have the final outcome for the human species, I do believe. Too many human beings have been tortured, sexually abused, killed, murdered by other human beings for me to believe that God or Jesus will stop the human species from destroying itself either now or in the future. I really think that in the end, it is world leaders, politicians, some religious leaders, and on some ground-level even the common human being will influence the final outcome for the current and future survival of the human species. If common people stop doing bad and evil things, the human race would be better. For example, just because you think you can look at child porn in your home does not make it a good thing to do, for your mind and soul, for the child, and for the human species. If the protesters and looters and building burning criminals gave their energy to the current and future survival of the human species instead of only to the black lives movement than maybe something might get done to save the human species from its own self-destruction. But they are not that smart or educated. They are simply simple-minded minds, just like the simple-minded emotional religious people who do not really understand what they believe or do not believe. But you have to give the human man Jesus or whoever wrote some of those words in the Bible’s Gospels some credit though. Feed the hungry. Nurse the sick and dying. Love your enemies. ETC. But an updated version might be, ‘Stop wars. No more nuclear weapons. Save the forests around the world. Save the seas and oceans from plastic. Save the fishes and whales in the seas and oceans. Stop destroying your human brains with drugs you morons. Stop believing that your sex is your identity. How stupid is that? Do gays and lesbos really think that their sex organs are their real human identity? That is another mental dreamworld because, in reality, nobody is gay or a lesbo because it is a mentally delusional mental dream world within the human mind. Wake up or snap out that dream world you gays and lesbos are living in. And stop taking drugs, you drug takers. Look at the big picture my fellow human beings. From the beginning of the Big Bang, so they say and maybe proven, the cosmic universe has been and still is a really crazy and scary place. The more I actually understand and know about the current cosmic universe and its history and physics, the more I realize that the human species lives on a really delicate planet with lots of different life forms who need the human species to take care of the planet and also to never start a nuclear war. A nuclear war would be too costly for life on planet earth and for planet earth itself. I know that there are people who believe in life out there in outer space. But so what? What matters is life on planet earth, not out there in outer space. And my bet is that if there is a God that cares about planet earth and about the human species, and if there is a Jesus who cares about planet earth and the human species, they might be thinking the same exact thing. All life on planet earth matters. All life matters, no matter what form of life is mentioned. Plant life, fish and whale life, human life on all the lands around the globe. All the different animal life forms. There are people who are angry because they might not have been treated fairly. Well, join the club of the human condition. No human being is treated fairly during his or her life. My guess is that every human being has had something done to them during their lives that they did not like. My guess is that there are a lot of animals who are treated unfairly too, but they can not speak of their unjust treatment done to them by human beings. Maybe those animals were hoping that there was a god that would save them from the evils of the human species. Evil human beings who do not care about what they do to other creatures. Do you ever think that there is a mystical/supernatural realm around planet earth that might be crying because of all the human evil in the world? I should have stated to that nice religious lady that what matters, in the final analysis, is not whether God and Jesus control the human species, but whether human beings can stop being evil toward each other for the stupidest reasons or for no reason whatsoever. But Jesus knew, didn’t he, the evil in men’s hearts. He knew it. He knew that he would be alone when his skin was beaten to the bone by sharp metal tiny knives at the end of a rope. And then he knew men were evil when they nailed metal nails into his hands and feet before he was risen above the earth to die. Some people laughed at him and made fun of him too, as he suffered on the cross if the stories are true. I was not there to see it if it happened because I do not enjoy human suffering, plus I was not born yet As funny and simple as it sounds, maybe it is simply love that will save the world from its own self-destruction, now and in the future. For the moment though, it seems like the fears of those nuclear bombs, viruses, and other uncontrollable forces might have a bigger influence on the human species than simply a religious belief in a God or a man Jesus. One thing is for sure, the human species might start thinking about the future of the human species before it is too late.

Saturday, July 4, 2020

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Personal Individual Human Memories! Reality or Just a Dream? Related Movie - Rememory - On Netflix. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr! June 21st, 2020

Personal Individual Human Memories! Reality or Just a Dream?
Related Movie - Rememory - On Netflix.

Some Advice for Younger People. ... Create Good Memories!

Happy Father's Day.
By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr! June 21st, 2020 On this Sunday, it is Father’s Day in America, as I write this free online essay. I have had a long week and yet, somehow, my brain, mind, and consciousness have found a topic to write about that I can not get out of my ‘head,’ so I am going to get it out of my ‘head’ now. This topic is a rather abstract mental topic, meaning I am not going to write about the cosmic universe, or God and evil, or the fake racism and black slavery that many human beings are crying about in today’s news. First, a statement about blacks being slaves in America. Just for the record, esp. for the black people who think that they are still slaves and that they are suppressed by the white man, it is not true by any standard of the imagination. Why is it not true? Because there are very successful black human beings all around America, and I know some of them personally. For example, there was a black president only less than four years ago. There are black congressmen and senators. There are black teachers, police officers, nurses, and the list could go on for some time, like there are black military personal, black actors, black artists, black musicians, black CEOs and businessmen and ladies, black porn stars and drug dealers. You see, the last two on that list are not at the level of the previously mentioned list of what black people can do as a human being. But if black people want to be a porn star or a drug dealer, that is their decision; nobody made them do it as slaves. If black or white people disobey the law and they have to deal with the police, that is their decision; nobody made them make wrong decisions after they become adults. I just had to write that statement just in case anyone was wondering what I might be thinking about it, but I am sure that there are billions of human beings all around the globe thinking the same thing when they see signs that state, ‘Blacks are not Slaves.’ No, you are not, so stop thinking you are slaves and that you are suppressed by the white man, who by the way, made America great from the first day they set their feet on the dirt to this day and made life better for everyone including the black people who live in America. The black people who do not like it here can take buy a ticket and go live in Africa where they can learn how great America is for them too. When I visited China for over a month some time ago, I loved America more and more than before. I am not going to write about black memories here, but I am sure that Opah has many good memories making a lot of money in white America, just like a lot of black people make a lot of money in America, but not by being slaves, but by being good people, hard-working people, who have a respect for law and order, and America’s way of life, even if it is not perfect. I am going to write about the topic of personal human memories in general, whether you are white or black or anywhere in between. That is my freedom as an American citizen, just as a black American citizen can write anything truthful thing they want to write about in America. Personal Human Memories! Absolute Reality or Just a Personal Dream. Hum? One night around 3 am, I was mentally relaxing between sleeping and being awake. I was in a mental zone, without drugs you must understand. What you should understand is that California’s sun is so freaking bright and hot during the day that when nighttime arrives, and the brain and human mind, is given a rest from the bright sunlight letting the brain relax from the bombardment of sun rays into the eyes and brain. Anyway, I was in the mental zone where I simply let my mind wander and I listened on a very deep level to anything that might pop into my mind, such as a good metaphysical idea that I have not read in any book that I could remember reading. And just like that, POP, into my mind. Something like, “Are all of your, my, personal human memories real, or part of reality, like on a higher level of existence, or are they just simply your own personal mental dream world within your own brain, mind, and consciousness that can be replayed over and over again until you, or I, are dead?” Which leads to another question, ‘Can your memories be carried over into the afterlife if you have an afterlife?’ I already know that I will have an afterlife, but that is not the topic of this essay. So in the darkness of the night, and coolness on my skin which is still warm from the day’s heat, I expanded that statement of question within my own mind on a very conscious level of mental existence. And I wonder to myself, ‘Hum, my personal individual human memories are my individual human personal memories and they do not belong to one other human being on planet earth or anywhere else for that matter. Even if other people or human beings are located within my individual memories, they have their own memories of any experience we might have shared together in an exact moment of time and place and age, and experience. So then to continue with that train of thought or thinking or pondering, ‘Does it matter what happens to me within my mind forty or fifty or 100 years ago really matter to me today?’ That answer is it depends on how I handle and manage my memories or mental dream bank, whether they are good or bad, funny or sad, hurtful or painful, or a mistake, or even if I changed the world with the words I write today. Another issue is, ‘Do my memories make a difference to anyone else?’ Or, ‘Does anyone else care about my personal memories?’ And if they did care, What difference would it make to me ... or them.” Most of the time, events that have happened to us, in general, can not be erased from the mental memory bank, whether internal subjective individualized personal memories or even eternal objective memories about life that me or you or we might not have even been involved in, like say, true black slavery long ago, (Which by the way, the white man changed all by themselves to make life better for the black people who live in America.” or say the civil war or World War I or II. Or how about how the Romans lived or how the man Jesus might have lived and his impact on the human species, or those people who followed him and wrote stuff down about him that may or may not be true, depending on how you look at that information. In a way, I do not live in another person’s dream, unless they think about me as if I was in a movie inside their minds. After all, even if I am part of their memories of long ago, we both lived life to make other memories that neither of us is aware of, but we could guess at in general. For example, I was once sucker slapped in my face when I was in the sixth grade and there was nothing I could do about it because he was so much bigger than me and he was in a position to sucker slap me in my young face. I carried that memory with me on a subconscious level until I became older and I remembered it and then I began to realize what kind of impact that sucker slap to my face did to my life until I began to remember it and then, and here is the main point, I had to mentally handle that mental movie dream world within my mind and consciousness with all of its rare negative emotions and its logical intellectual rationale and consequences, both mentally within my mind and physically within my life. When I became older, I thought to myself, ‘What was he going through during that moment in his life, or what had he experienced in his life to do such a thing to me. Cause and effect relationships from one human being to another human being, in every human being’s experience. Sometimes we can figure out why things happened to us in the past and sometimes we can not figure out why things happened to us in the past. But we still have to deal with, handle, and overcome good and bad memories because we all have to live in the now of the moment on a physical level and on a mental level too. And maybe, more importantly, we all have to live for the future as well. But was it real or just a dream world? What do I mean by that statement? Well, the experience did happen in a split second of time with another human being, actually, there were other people there, but they do not matter for this point. I think, even though they were part of my memory, there was nothing they could do to stop the sucker slap or help my memory. Ok, back to the point. Like all experiences or many of them that we choose to remember because they are those very big, vivid memories that can not be forgotten too easily, I was sucker slapped, (Which might have been a good lesson for me because I have never been sucker slapped since.) It was an event within the physical boundaries of space-time and age of the two people, one older, one younger, and there was a sensation on my skin, and a bit of a shock to my face and to my mind, and more importantly, a pause. Yes, a pause! At that exact moment after the sucker slap, I paused, and I stared at him and at them. For a few seconds, I took it all into my young, immature mind, never to trust him ever again. Nor did I ever trust him again, with anything. I looked at the anger in his eyes, on his face, in the back of his hand that was still there, lingering in the air, as if to slap me again. Believe it or not, I can still see it all, right now as I am typing these words, clearer and brighter than the sun that is sending its hot rays of stuff to earth. But it is not real now. It is not happening now, except within my mental memory bank. In a very big and real way, it is only a mental dream within my brain’s and mind’s mental memory bank, but that experience is not happening now within my life, only within my mind. And unlike years ago, that is all it is, just a bunch of visual pictures within my mind, nothing more. No more anger, no more hate, no more negative emotions, no more nothing, except the lesson never to be suck punched by anyone ever again. Sometimes I wonder what the man Jesus, or anyone being crucified in those days must have felt when they saw those nails hanging in the air and while they were being targeted for the hands and feet, and when they were pounded into the skin and bones while they screamed out in horror of being tortured by other human beings who might not have had a sense of conscience or a sense of duty to their fellow man, only a sense of duty to their government instead of to poor people. How much pain and suffering did any of them remember their experience in the afterlife if they indeed did have an afterlife? Hum! Maybe none at all. No pain and suffering. Or maybe no afterlife either. But maybe an afterlife and if yes, they sure were happy to leave earth by then. Last night on Netflix, I watched a movie titled, ‘Rememory.’ about a guy who creates a machine that can recall all of the human memories or only certain memories. I think that the whole point of the movie was whether it was a good idea to make such a memory machine and what would happen to the human beings who could and did watch their own memories over and over again. Whenever I mention certain topics like death and dying and the afterlife to older people, they always tell me, ‘Yes, I am always thinking about my death.’ And they also tell me that they are always thinking about their past too like the memory is an automatic machine replaying over and over again the same movie within the brain and mind. I have talked to quite a few military men who have killed in wars and they also have told me that they have their own mental movies from their individual personal memory banks playing over and over again, acts and actions of killing and the death of their brethren during combat. I am always ready to help those in need of mental healing and I do my best with these guys. There was this one Navy Seal, a middle-aged guy, soft talker, who was chatting with me outside a store. He told me how he was walking with his buddy, a black Navy Seal by the way, when he heard a shot and he looked to his left to see his buddies head blown off. So this Navy Seal pointed his rifle at the palm tree where the sniper was hiding and he shot that sniper dead. The sniper fell to the ground. The Navy Seal walked over to the dead body only to discover that it was a 16-year-old boy. This Navy Seal had real sadness in his eyes and he felt guilty for killing a 16-year-old sniper, but he also felt bad for his black Navy Seal buddy too. I simply said, ‘If you had not killed that 16-year-old sniper, you would not be here for your daughters and family.’ He looked relieved that I gave him some good words to relieve him from his guilt, even if his experience might play over and over again from his mental memory bank throughout his life. Every human being has related experiences of memories playing over and over and over again from their personal individual memory banks or some type of memory they want to completely forget, or they would like to relive the good memories over and over again, even if they are living in a completely different time period in a completely new life. But replaying on a physical level can never happen, ever again. That is not the way life works, even if they try to make a memory machine that will enable you to watch your memories over and over again. Maybe memories should be like living life with someone, a loved one, who has died. Life goes on, anyway. But more importantly, on a higher level, if there is a God somehow that exists, do you think it really cares about all of my, or your, or any of the infinite individual personal memories from all of the human memory banks on earth? Really! I do not think so! That is not its job! Or maybe God does remember every moment, every second of your individual personal memory bank. Just Maybe!

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When I was in college studying International Economics/Finance, I was also wondering how to develop a more powerful brain. So in 2001,I began a very specialized ambidextrous brain exercise program, for two hours per day,for many years. Those brain exercise began with me writing out words,mostly verbs, with both hands in different patterns.That developed into dual handed sentence writing to longer stories and dual handed drawing exercises.Details are for future books.I did these two hour brain workouts as a personal experiment to restructure my brain's neurons for the purpose of making my brain stronger for writing and language development; for logically creative storying writing.As far as I know, I am the only person in the course of history to have developed these ambidextrous hand/brain exercises.The purpose of these ambidextrous brain exercises is to strenghten both sides of the brain for language skills development, and to connect both sides of the brain together for language skills development. There is a very logical neurological reason for using two hands to write and draw as brain exercises. I also draw with both hands. 52 Stories is my testament!