I had a real miracle happen to me while I was dying from stage CLL cancer.

 In January 2020 I got stage 4 CLL cancer. I was dying, fast. I started chemo pills on February. 17, 2020. 7 days later, I had full-blown shingles, almost losing an eye, or both eyes. So, I was taking 2 chemo pills, 2 shingle pills, and Norco for pain. I was a walking zombie. I constantly looked at my 40 Cal gun and I thought to myself, it would be so easy to point that gun to my head and pull the trigger. But I held on long enough to hear the words, "If you saw Jesus in the afterlife, and he asked you, 'why haven't you read the Gospels lately, what would you tell him.' ... three times, with each time getting louder and louder until I gave in to the words. So, in my zombie mental and physical state, I finished the Gospel Mattew, slowly and surely. I said out loud, that was a good story even if it is not true. But if it is true, that would be better. ... twice. I learned five days later that I was in almost 100 % remission. In short, I had a miracle happen to me because I heard the voice and obeyed the voice. I cannot believe that I would be actually recommending anyone to read the Gospels to help you in your pathic tiny nothing lives, but here I am writing the words on the web. Read a paragraph a day, if need be, but just start reading the Gospels and something good is bound to happen. George.

Essay 10, 2024. Human Consciousness and the Mental Mirror, of Memories. The Individual and Collective Mental Mirrors of the Human Species. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe. March 8, 2024.

Essay 10, 2024. Human Consciousness and the Mental Mirror, of Memories.

The Individual and Collective Mental Mirrors of the Human Species.

By: Mr. George D. Patnoe.

March 8, 2024.

When I was a very young boy, I looked up at my dad when he was shaving a few times which of course happened in front of the bathroom mirror. There were a few times when he stared at me for a few seconds with shaving cream still on his face, he looked down at me a few times and stated to me, “Whatever you do in your life, you will always have to look at yourself in the mirror. You will have to live with what you see in the mirror.”

He did not use the word, mental mirror, meaning self-reflection, or even deeper, your memories that are stuck inside your own personal mind’s memories. I bet most parents do not teach that life lesson to their children, but then again, I will bet that most parents nowadays do not teach their children anything about the facts of life and what to do to survive in this world, and for their future survival as adults. At least that is the way it seems in the very tiny town I live in now.

Even as a very young boy, I thought that there must be some sort of mental mirror inside my brain and mind because even though he was talking about the mirror on the bathroom wall, I knew that he meant more than simply the mirror on a bathroom wall. He was trying to tell me that I would have to live not only with whatever I do in life, but not only that, but I would remember it too. Over and over again.

He never used the word conscience, but as I grew older, I wondered how some of the world leaders live with what they have done to their own citizens but kill them and the citizens in other countries and nations. In other words, how can some world leaders live inside their own mind’s mental mirrors with the evil they have done to one or a million or more people on planet Earth who are part of the human species, even if they looked at the mirror on their bathroom wall.

Some people probably need a real mirror on a bathroom wall to look into their ‘soul’ or their different states of human consciousness. Other people look into their mirrors with a hard cold-hearted state of nothingness, with no sense of conscience whatsoever. There is a very big difference between having a human conscience and those who have no conscience whatsoever.

Take Putin for example. How can any world leader simply cause a war for nothing, to murderously kill human beings, destroy their nation, their homes, and all of the other evils he has done, and still live with himself every day as he looks at himself in the mirror on his bathroom wall, or the mirror within the memories of his own little, tiny, pathic, brain and mind.

Maybe if all parents taught their children that they would have to own up to all the bad and evil things they will do in their tiny, little, and pathic human lives by remembering the memories that will be locked inside their brains and minds' memory systems until they become old enough to remember them all, haunting them as if God almighty was repeating those memories over and over again just for the fun of it, and for punishment too. That is only for the bad and evil children of bad parents.

What happens to those bad and evil world leaders who do bad and evil things to their citizens and to other people in other nations? How will God almighty deal with them in their older years, or even before whenever they look into the mirrors on their walls, and into their rotten souls?

There is a very big difference between the mirror on the wall in the bathroom compared to the mental mirror within a human being’s soul or state of consciousness. People can walk away from the mental on the bathroom wall, but they cannot walk away from the mental mirror within their own brain and mind, inside their consciousness.

Really though, is the human species so wrapped up in so many different states of mental delusions, so far deep within their brains and minds that they do not realize that there are so many deep metaphysical and spiritual issues that they should be dealing with before they die, but even as they live too? I would state that the answer is yes because most human beings are living in a wonderland of mortal fantasy, both mental and physical. What may appear to be real is sometimes just the opposite.

Have you ever seen those really big mirrors in movies, or maybe you have one of those really tall mirrors in your house, inside your bedroom? You stare at it with your pretty clothes on and you state to yourself, ‘Look at me. I look so good today.’ Knowing that one day your human biological body will be gone, blown to the winds of nothingness as your human souls fly off to another realm of existence, away from planet Earth, maybe with your mental mirrors carrying all of those images you have locked and stored inside you own personal mental mirror, bouncing back and forth off of the awareness within side your own personal consciousness.

Believe it or not, all people have to live with all sorts of mental mirrors within their own personal human consciousness. The mental mirrors reflect the visual, the emotional, the psychological, and even good memories. The point is that when human beings are children, young, teenagers, or even old enough to go to war, they rarely are aware of the fact that they will have to live with whatever they do in their youth, or when they are old, whether good or bad.

There is no lack of all of the hard, plastic mirrors that can looked into by the human eye. Those types of mirrors can be put in a pocket, a bag, or simply tangled on a robe in the shower, or even hang onto the window of a car or truck. Those types of mirrors can be dropped, and broken into a million pieces, but the mental mirrors within your mind can last seemingly forever. So, it is better to make good memories instead of bad memories, if you can help it that is.

Those mental mirrors that are not on a wall, or in a purse, or in a coat pocket, are supposed to keep people of all sorts in check of their morals, and their life decisions, to keep their different states of human consciousness clean, pure, holy, instead of dirty, impure, and unholy. But a lot of people go on living their individual personal lives being ‘dirty,’ unholy, immoral like will not matter at all to what happens to their own states of consciousness, on Earth or in the afterlife.

Maybe some people do not have a mental mirror within side their brains and minds to keep them clean, pure, and holy, but it seems to me that it is possible that they actually create that mental state of being clean, pure, and holy instead of being dirty, impure, and unholy, just the lady that Jesue helped by healing her of the mental and physical delusional life that she was living over 2000 years ago.

It is amazing how those lessons of over days, years, decades, or hundreds and thousands of years can be used even today, in today’s modern-day world of sexual immorality, porn, and sexual abuse, which by the way corrupt the human soul and consciousness instead helping the human species to a better way of life and living into the future of the human species.

Let us face the facts, my dear readers, being mesmerized by money, sex, killing, guns and bullets, drugs, and even all of the fantasy movies and stuff on billions of televisions all around the world will do nothing good for the future of mankind, even if watching movies by themselves is not a bad thing.

I used to love watching a good movie, but nowadays, something is missing from movies that should be obvious to everyone with even a low level of intelligence. But let us face the fact that even good or bad movies leaves mental impressions within our brains and minds, both logical and emotional too. Good movies can also teach lessons about life especially when we are young.

But children and teenagers should not be allowed to watch porn for so many reasons, but one is that the more they watch porn, the more they will be mentally mesmerized by sex instead of being mesmerized by reading, writing, and mathematics. Do parents really want their teenagers to be mesmerized by all of images of porn when they are not even old enough to drive a car, carry a gun, make money, or get a job?

Even the movies we watch are part of our mental mirrors, even if we are doing nothing good or bad within those movies. So how could it be otherwise within our living lives? Do parents themselves, but especially children and teenagers want to have a mental mirror, memories, within their minds playing over images of sex over and over and over again until they die. There are better and more important images that should not downloaded into the human brain, mind, and consciousness.

Instead of sexual images being played within the mental mirror of the mind, how about killing people as soldiers? I have talked to a lot of soldiers, including Navy Seals, Marines, and an Army Commander of a sniper team. There is one thing that is really stuck inside their mental mirrors, and that is the simple act of taking their guns, rifles, whatever, so point at another human being, and pulling the trigger to kill another human being, even if that human being 'had it coming.

Think of all of the people on planet Earth who have and are living in war zones around the world. What type of mental mirrors, and memories, do they have playing inside their human brain, minds, and consciousness? Their wives, husbands, children, dogs, and cats are being blown up to bits inside the space and time of a nano-second.

Are those the mental images we want inside the mental mirrors within the 7-8 billion human brains, minds, and states of consciousness for the human species forever, or what? Something is very wrong with the human species, mentally that is. I mean it. In the secret chambers of your pathic tiny, little lives you think watching porn, war movies, lying politicians, playing sports, smoking pot, and taking drugs or beer is the solution to all of your mental and psychological problems? It isn't!

Think about it, there are supposedly over 7-8 billion human beings with their own personal mental mirrors on planet Earth, but at the same time, there are the collective human mental memories of all of the bad, evil, horrible decisions that have been made during human history, especially of the brutal, bloodthirsty, heartless, uncivilized, and unmerciful killings, murders, and slaughters of defenseless and innocent people not only throughout the history of the human species, but still yet, now, and into the future too.

Something has to change within the brains minds of billions of human brains and minds for the survival of the human species. Does anyone really think that the survival of the human species is going to be good and positive for future generations of billions of human beings if billions of human brains and minds are mesmerized by sex and porn, by images of war, of war itself, killing, destruction of whole cities and nations by a few evil world leaders who have no real mental mirror to guide them?

Then there are all of the rapes that happen to females during wartime. Something has to change. I currently live in a very small town where some the male teenagers walk around like young monkeys saying and doing things that I would have done when I was young. Their parents do not care what they do or about their futures. What about the future of the human species? During wartime, it seems from historical accounts that many soldiers especially from other nations walk around killing and raping not like monkeys, but like evil monsters and devils from hell.

One of the things that has to change is the question, what is the image and likeness of God. The Bible is really a special book if you truly understand it from a metaphysical and spiritual point of view. The first chapter in Genesis mentions man made in the image and likeness of God, Spirit, while the second record of creation is the Adam and Eve story about eating from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, of Cain killing Abel, of listening to the talking, lying serpent. That is describing the evil human condition. There was no Adam and Eve in the beginning. The beginning of the human species started billions of years ago on planet Earth, contrary to what delusional Christian religions believe as fantasy.

“In its latest report, the UN Human Rights Monitoring Mission in Ukraine said there have been 30,457 civilian casualties since 24 February 2022. This comprised 10,582 killed and 19,875 injured.” (Taken off the web.)

“Estimates of those killed in the conflict have been hard to substantiate, with neither side publishing tallies of their losses. U.S. officials said in August that Ukraine and Russia's total deaths and injuries had neared 500,000.” (Taken off the web.)

Unbelievable! Putin is allowed to simply kill, murder, and destroy part of a nation because he feels bad about some land or something an American politician stated about NATO and Ukraine? Putin and world leaders like him are the Cain in the Bible, except my dear readers, on a much bigger scale. I do not know; I cannot imagine what Putin sees when he looks at the mirror on his bathroom wall. I cannot image what he sees when he looks within the mental mirror within his soul? He is a mass murderer even if he never laid a hand on a gun and pulled the trigger to kill another human being.

The future of the human species does not depend on world leaders like Putin. Period.

The above quotes illustrate that some people including world leaders like Russia’s Putin either do not have a mental mirror with a guilty conscience in it, or if they do possess a mental mirror, they do not like the living guilty hell that must be living inside both their hardwired human brain and their soft-wired human states of individual consciousness.

It is the same way for the larger scale of the human species too, except on a larger and grander scale of human existence and experience. Of course, there are other examples of world leaders who laugh inwardly and outwardly knowing that they possess the ability, like the nuclear ability to kill, murder, and annihilate part or all of the human species, which by the way, is a mental state of evil insanity. How can evil world leaders live within their own personal mental mirrors and then even look at themselves in that bathroom mirror?

Back to the individual human mental mirror for the moment. During human history, there have been plenty of individuals who have hurt, killed, or murdered, other individual human beings or even small or large groups of human beings, like they were cattle to be slaughtered for their meat, to eat, with nothing left to waste except for the crows to munch on and to eat.

Is the collective human species supposed to forget all of the historical mental memories of the past, that are stored inside the mental mirror of the collective human mind and consciousness, just to simply repeat over and over again the same killings and murders and slaughters into the future so the evil never ends until the complete self-destruction of the human species. Is the human species supposed to accept that evil world leaders and their evil ways forever? There should be a completely new collective mental mirror to reflect a new future of the human species.

But without consideration of the collective and global aspects of human evil, mental mirrors still exist within each and every human being, or most of them anyway. The billions of human mental mirrors that exist within each human brain and mind have an even bigger influence on the collective and global state of the human consciousness than is normally considered important.

Is the current and future human species supposed to live within its own state of individual and collective human consciousness with only the memories of the past? Or should the current and future generations of human beings supposed to live with a completely new and different set of mental memories that are more improved and better than the previous mental memories of world wars, individual wars, and of course, all caused by evil-minded world leaders with no sense of a mental mirror or conscience of guilt, within their human brains and minds.

Each individual human being must look in the mirror each day and live with whatever they did during their human lives, whether good or bad, or both. Each human being must look into the mental mirror that is within its mind, to see the memories, visuals, feelings, and emotions, and the trauma the human brain, mind, and consciousness carry within itself as it begins each day or night, as it walks through space and time again, and again, and again every second of existence.

Walking through the invisible of space and time is one thing every human being does because we all live on planet Earth. But inside the mind’s memories of billions of human individual states of consciousness, there are, really and truly, billions of mental bubbles too, each and every one of them paving the way into the future, with each new generation being born that looks back into the past of the mental memory bank to stare and wonder why human beings do such evil things to each other, while they can also look into the future with some sort of hope that it will better soon.

From the moment we are born until the moment we die, we are not only physically and biologically walking and traveling through space and time while we live on planet Earth, but our minds are also walking and traveling through space and time within each of our mental memory banks of either mental delusions or spiritual reality, or of those realms that are not of this world, but somehow manage to drop down to the level of our mental mind dream worlds to snap us all out of our individual limited dream worlds to new states of spiritual consciousness that are not material or physical.

Inside our own individual human brains and minds, there are a lot of things happening, some as memories from the past, some as looking into the future like how we are going to die as human beings. We don’t have to actually look into the mirror on a wall so much as to look within the mental mirrors that are within our own state of consciousness until we have to interact with the outside worlds that are not only not of this space and time world, but of Spirit, God.

Think about that my dear readers. It has been stated that 90% of your conscious existence, meaning that what is inside your hardwired human brain and inside your mind, is based on the subconscious realm of mental existence, which has been programmed into your mind before the moment you are born until the moment you die, ... or leave planet Earth. You what you see and hear, and smell and taste and feel is somehow the ultimate reality of existence, but you would be wrong. Seriously, walking through this space and time world like it is the only reality is wrong.

It also means that when you walk throughout the realm of space and time on planet Earth, what you carry inside your human mind, whether those invisible mental qualities are love or hate, anger or peace, all mental religious delusions about you, God, the afterlife, etc., versus having a conscious filled with more realistic mental concepts of God, and the afterlife, and all of the other metaphysical and psychological issues that will fill your mind from the moment you are born until the moment you die, have an invisible impact and influence on you and those people around you and the whole world as a whole. There are deep realms of existence in play for the current and future survival of the human species.

Jesus stated that the kingdom of God and heaven is within you. But he did not mean that the kingdom of God and heaven is within your mortal material body of skin, bones, blood, etc. Nor did he say that the kingdom of God and heaven is within your human biological brain either. He meant that the kingdom of God and heaven a state of spiritual consciousness, which has been stated by certain people can be experienced on earth.

He meant that the kingdom of God and heaven is a spiritual state of individual and collective spiritual consciousness that is not within the human biological body of skin, bones, blood, etc. The kingdom of God and heaven is not a place up there in outer space but is a state of conscious existence that can be translated down the earthly and human states of existence.

Can you imagine what would happen if billions of human beings were to snap out of their individual and collective mental mind delusions of what they think the ultimate reality is and what they experience every day? of their lives. Sure, every human being must live here in this space and time dimension until they reach higher levels and states of consciousness. But it can be done without human evil and wars of any size.

In those mirrors within our minds, within our consciousness, we see stuff within our memories, and we feel the emotions that are locked within those memories in our minds. We think about those memories, trying to rationalize them. But in truth, no matter how much we try to rationalize them, they do not completely disappear, even for some people. Happy to state, that even the worst of human memories should one day be replaced with a new state of consciousness, for the billions of individual human beings and for the collective human species as well.

For other people, they know that those bad memories linger like the smell of cooking spices in the kitchen after the meal is long eaten and gone from view.

I have heard so many personal stories and experiences about people possessing very bad memories locked into their own mental mirrors which they walk around through space and time with nobody to talk to about them. We all have them, don’t we? We all have those unforgettable experiences locked into the mental mirrors we call our mind, our consciousness. They are trapped inside the space and time realm of the human brain and mind, waiting to be let out somehow, in some way or form. Sometimes, they are stuck inside the mind and consciousness like a zoo animal that is stuck inside a cage of steel bars. But even some trapped zoo animals are set free.

Those zoo animals know that there is something out there, in a different space and time world which they have never experienced it, but they know that it exists, a realm away from and separate from being trapped in the space and time ream of a steel bar cage. Some zoo-trapped creatures, they get to leave their steel cages to experience a new space and time existence.

Don’t some or even many human beings feel the same way about their own human lives, all around the world? They are trapped from birth in a nation with evil leaders, they want to escape to a place like America where freedom is a treasured community for many people, so they can feel freedom like those zoo-trapped animals who are free to roam the land before they die.

Inside each of our individual hardwired biological human brains and inside our soft-wired human states of consciousness, we are all traveling through space and time. Outwardly, or physically, we are actually walking through the external realm of space and time that is located on planet Earth, while we are all walking through the passages of space and time within our minds, for either good or bad, or neither.

But inwardly, we are traveling mentally through the space and time that is located within our individual states of human minds and consciousness, even if it seems otherwise because we are so busy living outside our minds, or states of consciousness. Eventually, though, we have to look inwardly in towards our minds the older we get as human beings. It seems normal for older people, to look back into their past to ponder and wonder how things could have been different for them. How one major or minor decision would have carried them into a completely different space and time human earth experience before their dying days start for them to say good-bye to it all.

We are forced to look inward because we can see the light at the end of the tunnel. We can see that so-death is looking at us from either near to us or far away into the future. But here is the thing, when death is looking at us within our mind’s mental mirrors increasingly as a constant bug that is flying around our head, there is a point where we start looking deeper and deeper within our minds to remember everything that is trapped within our mind’s mental mirrors, either for good or bad. Some people might that heaven and hell are places somewhere in outer space. Maybe or maybe not. But what is most definitely true is that heaven and hell are more inside our human consciousness, and not somewhere in outer space among the galaxies.

How about the collective human mind’s mental mirror’s memories? On a much bigger scale of conscious existence, the whole collective human species is filled with horrible mental memories within the mental mirrors of the human mind. Even if some modern-day human beings have never actually seen or been in a war zone, it could be assumed that most human beings in today’s age have seen pictures of events of war, of other human beings killing other human beings. Is that the mental mirror the human species needs for the future of the human species?

We go back and forth through those past memories even as we walk physically through the outward space and time that is out there like there is a separation from what is in our individual human minds and states of consciousness compared to what is happening out there in the world because human beings have created the outside world of what is happening in the human realm of existence.

There is no hope in thinking that there is God somewhere that is going to stop the wars that the human species continues to create. God does not create a human species to create world wars. That is not the way it works, either in heaven, hell, or on earth, even if there are a lot of so-called Christians who believe that God created the evils called war, among all of the evils of the human species.

In the world, as a human species, our mental mirrors are a collective mental mirror, the human collective mental mirror remembers the past mental mirrors of those individual and collective human beings who not only lived in a completely different age but who also hoped for a better future as well. Even now, there are human beings who hope for a better future within their mental mirrors too. Don’t all serious human beings hope for a better future, with no more war?

Inside our collective human hardwired biological brains and inside our soft-wired states of consciousness the collective human species is traveling through space and time. Round and round planet Earth goes, with its tiny human beings on it, creating all sorts of collective mental memories for the collective mirror to remember and to think about, and to wonder if the memories within the collective human species will get any better than it was in the past, or than it is now. Or they think to themselves, how worse could the future be for the human species in the future? Some thinkers really do think about the future of the human species, even as a job.

Individually and collectively both the individual and collective human species mentally travel back and forth through space and time. There is the history of the human species, but there is also the future of the human species. Yet, people forget the past, too busy living in the moment of the now on planet Earth.

But you must understand that each and every human being’s mental mirror can reflect how the collective human species has acted in the past all the while thinking to themselves, ‘How could the human species create such world wars? There must have been a better way.

But the current moment turns into the future every day going forward into time while the Earth spins around and around the sun, with the sun being unaware of the mess that is on planet Earth. God, Spirit, is also unaware of the human messes on planet Earth too. But that being stated, any type of a real God termed Spirit would not approve of all of the human evil that is running amok on planet Earth.

Evils like abnormal sexual practices. Evil like wars and wars and wars. Evil like human beings killing and murdering other human beings. Evil like all of the false and fake religions that have existed for such a long time leads people into the mental mirrors of illusionary hells and heavens. Evils like people taking so many different types of drugs that destroy the human biological body, brain, and souls of normal human beings. Once druggies are trapped, well it might be too late for them.

Outside the mental mirrors of the billions of human mental mirrors and the collective mental mirrors that are located not only a billions of bathroom walls all over the world but also on televisions, in the newspapers, and on websites in a variety of languages, the human species is looking back at itself, wondering to itself, within the mental mirrors of each human being, when in the heck it ever going to get better. Human life had to get better! Right?

Collectively, the human species also must look in the mirror in the newspapers each and every day, and then live with whatever they did to the collective human species. At the same time, it lives on planet Earth, until something happens for it to either die off because the human species could self-destruct for all sorts of reasons. Collectively, the human species can look back into the past like it was a living movie of sorts, and it can also look towards its future too.

The human species will continue to make and create its own memories within its individual and collective mental mirrors, and those mental mirrors that are written in the textbooks. Could the cavemen have ever imagined that the human species that came from them would grow and develop into the advanced civilization it is today?

Can we human beings even remotely try to mentally conceive what the human species will develop into 1000 years into the future. Or better yet, can the current advanced human species even remotely conceive what the new advanced species will be on Earth 1000 or 10,000 years from now?

From the moment the human species was born, even if that birth of a new advanced biological species was slowly in the making from other biological species from one billion years ago, give or take a certain amount of time from other biological living organs on planet Earth to the moment of the current human species, there is still hope that the individual and collective mental mirrors within the human brain, mind, and consciousness will become better than they are today.

Essay 9, 2024. Different States of Space Within and Outside the Human Consciousness. Before Dying and Death. After Death, Space is Different. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe! February 29, 2024.

Essay 9, 2024. Different States of Space Within and Outside the Human Consciousness.

Before Dying and Death. After Death, Space is Different.

By: Mr. George D. Patnoe!

February 29, 2024.

We are all aware of space. We walk through space. We talk through space. We see space. We are conscious of space. Our human consciousness is located in the external space of our brains and minds, and some might even state that human consciousness is at one with space in many different ways. In a sense, the human consciousness is trapped within space, and space is trapped within the human consciousness. Consciousness is at one with space and space is at one with the human consciousness.

Just like time is all around us, so too, space is all around us. As time is inside and outside us, so too, is space also within us and outside of us, in various ways, just like time. From the moment we are born until we die, both time and space are within us and outside of our human biological body and brain too.

But more than that, space and time are also part of the human consciousness, even as the human consciousness is aware of space and time, so too is the human consciousness living within different realms of space and time.

There is the outer space. There is the inner space, and there is the inner space living within the outer space not only because the human consciousness is actually living in a space world on planet Earth, but it looks out to the space between Earth and the Sun during the day, and to the moon at night.

At night, the human brain and mind look up towards the night space to the moon and galaxies very far away from planet Earth. As a matter of fact, there is so much cosmic space in the cosmic universe that the human brain and mind can’t actually fathom it all even with the most powerful telescopes.

How could that even be possible when the light traveling through outer space takes 14 billion light years to reach us, or so the scientists tell us. Some scientists study outer space, but what is really more important is the space that is termed the human consciousness. I would go so far as to state that what happens in outer space has very little to do with the human species in many regards, but not totally.

It is amazing isn’t it, that the human consciousness can look into the night sky and be conscious of it even in the simplest of forms of human consciousness. In deeper states of human consciousness, the night sky is more than just a space mystery, it is part of what the human species is, because we are made of elements from outer cosmic space from long ago, even from the moment of the Big Bang, or so the scientists say in their own words.

On the other hand, the ‘space’ that is within our minds termed consciousness, is the human species being conscious of all of that space that starts from the human eyeballs back to the Big Bang. Human consciousness is conscious of that earthly and cosmic space, but it is also conscious of the space in the night dream worlds where crazy things can happen independently from the earthly and cosmic spaces all around the human biological body.

Human beings are not only aware of the space that is outside of the human body and brain, but it is also aware of the space within our own minds. How so you may ask yourselves? Well, for one, each human being seems to be trapped within their own human brain and mind, under the skull of the brain. Inside the limited space within the human brain, is a lot of different realms of spaces within the mental realms within the human mind, or consciousness.

It is a mental space, as states of human consciousness, that also exist independent of the external realms of space. The experiences that we see outside our brain in the space of the earthly and cosmic realms of existence are out there, but they become a part of the space inside our brain and mind, which of course becomes a part of our memories and our identity too.

What about those astronauts who are floating out there in outer space? What kind of memories do the astronauts have compared to those human beings who are stuck on the ground on planet Earth? By floating in outer cosmic space, I mean those lucky or not-so-lucky astronauts who are floating outside the space station in outer space in real space suits, who are experiencing real space in outer space for hours at a clip?

Do their individual states of human consciousness which seem to be trapped inside their human brains become so aware of the space in outer space that they have their own individual human consciousness transformed into new states of human consciousness, because their biological human bodies and minds and states of individual consciousness are no longer trapped, stuck to the ground on planet Earth?

To be floating around the isness and nowness of outer space and be conscious of it too. Seeing planet Earth from up there, knowing that the human species is only a speck of a species in the grand scheme of the cosmic universe, yet so stupid to be on the edge of human self-destruction because of so many reasons, including nuclear self-annihilation by all of those nuclear bombs. What a flash that would be if all of the nuclear bombs exploded all at once.

Many people spend a lot of time within the space within their own personal state of human consciousness. In contrast, other people probably do not like being inside their own minds for a whole bunch of reasons, because having to deal with your own personal space called your consciousness is not a very easy thing to deal with especially when there are all sorts of trouble inside the individual human mind, consciousness.

The other problem for most people who do not want to spend a lot of time dealing with the space termed their individual consciousness is that when they have to travel deep within their own consciousness, the space deep within their own mind, they know that there are a lot of big questions of living, life, dying, and death, God and evil, etc. that they do not want to deal with because having to think deeply, to search out the real deep purposes and reasons for being alive in the first place because being a conscious human being should take a lot of work from a religious and metaphysical spiritual standpoint.

It takes of lot of mental and conscious work to think about, to discover, all of the important questions and answers about time, space, God, evil, and the deep purposes for having any type of consciousness at all.

Some people want to travel outside the realm of planet Earth in spaceships to view the cosmic universe even though the human species’ biological bodies are not built for traveling to and in the cosmic outer space, so, therefore, the human species has to build space ships that human beings can live in so their human bodies of skin, bone, blood, do not self-destruct while they are being pushed passed the sky that is the space between the ground and the upper layers where jet fighter airplanes like to fly in the sky.

There are jet fighter airplane pilots who like and live to fly high in the sky, through space that is. They like to sit in the seat of a jet fighter airplane and smile at the people walking on planet Earth because they know that most people will never fly through space above Earth in a jet fighter airplane going Mach 1, or 2, or 3, or 4, etc.

Then there are those other people who fly above the space above planet Earth where those jet fighter airplane pilots fly. Those people fly to the moon, or simply to the space station that is rolling around planet Earth with different people from different nations all hanging out while they constantly look down at the blue ball that is floating in the airless space.

One day, there might be people traveling to the planet Mars. I for one would rather stay on planet Earth, at least for now. Traveling to the planet Mars has not been a tested idea or even a practical event just yet. Let the robots go to Mars, not human beings.

Some scientists have stated that most of the airless space above planet Earth is a state of nothingness, which in one way is true, but in another way, it is not true. The scientists know that the void of space is filled with something even if at the moment they cannot describe what it is. They call it dark matter and dark energy which is better than nothing I am going to guess.

The human beings who fly around planet Earth in the international space station see space very differently than the human beings who are trapped on planet Earth by gravity. The people who walk on planet Earth feel gravity at every second of their lives unless they are using some means to avoid the feeling of gravity on their biological bodies.

Some people probably do not feel gravity on their human biological bodies because their minds are wasted on drugs, or because they are in a semi-coma state, like I was when I was dying of stage 4 CLL cancer. Truthfully, even when I was walking around drugged up on chemo-pill and other drugs, I was like a zombie in a movie, barely able to be aware of those realms called space and time in any way whatsoever.

I was not really conscious of gravity because I wasn’t really conscious at all, except my own state of consciousness. Most people do not know this, but there is a God, Spirit, Mind, and Truth, that is conscious of its own state of existence as a form of eternal Life. God is not conscious of any of the human mind's conscious illusions and delusions regarding life, dying, death, or even the afterlife. God, Spirit, is only conscious of its own self-existence and nothing else. God is a pure realm of self-consciousness, which I have experienced once during my stage 4 CLL cancer state experience.

That means that there is not a God somewhere that creates cancer, sickness, or death. Some people like to blame God, Spirit, for everything bad to them and on planet Earth. But Spirit, God, does not know human evil of any kind.

That being stated, I was conscious of other realms of existence, like the possibility that I would be traveling to another realm termed the afterlife. I was also conscious of the different realms of God in its various forms of existence, as much as I could in my semi-zombie state of being. But here is really a very important point my dear readers.

Since I have spent a considerable amount of my human lifetime seemingly studying, researching, thinking, pondering, and wondering about God and evil, I was already able to handle the claims that I was going to die from stage 4 cancer even if I did die from seemingly stage 4 cancer. That might have been a bit funny to you but is true. If you do not spend part of your life dealing with the really important things in life, then when trouble arrives to you, like the claim of cancer, dying, and death, you have no tools for self-protection.

To be floating around inside the international spaceship must feel really cool after you take some time to get used to not being pulled down to the floor by the force of gravity. Birds fly through space on planet Earth, but they probably do not feel the pull of gravity when they are actually flying, at least not like an airplane. But if they do feel the force of gravity while they are flying in the sky, they have their feathers that help them from falling down towards the Earth’s ground in a deadly spiral.

I could assume that most people do not spend a lot of time within their minds or consciousness because they are living outside of their brains and minds most of the time. After all, that is where life, or their life specifically, is taking place on one level of existence. Many realms of employment are out there in the world, external to the human brain even if the human brain is being used to do all of the physical labors or skills that are done by human hands, even if they are conscious of their hand and work.

Other human beings who walk and live on planet Earth, they spend more time living inside their minds or inside their individual state of mind and consciousness for many reasons, like there is more life and living within side their minds and states of consciousness than what they consider to be life and living outside their minds and individual states of human consciousness.

People who study mathematics, economics, music, and all of the other intellectual endeavors that many people choose to spend their waking hours doing, including those people who actually study with the inner workings of the hardwired human biological brain like the neural sciences of the human brain. Other people study the inner workings of the human consciousness, like what is the human ego, among other psychologically important topics of human interest.

People of both persuasions, people who are truly humanly intellectual and those human beings who are not even close to being intellectuals, have to live in the outer and inner mental concepts of space. Some people live inside the space inside their bedroom, inside their kitchen, inside their bathroom, inside their living room, inside their car or truck or airplane, or wherever.

People of both persuasions walk outside their homes or apartments into a larger realm of space, and time too. They can see the external space out there away from their boxed spaces to walk and talk in a larger sense of space, the space of air and oxygen that they have to breathe to stay alive. Everyone wants clean air to breathe, even if you cannot see the air, you can at least smell it sometimes.

That space is not limited to the space that is confined within the four walls within a house or an apartment it is in an even larger box, which the human biological body needs for protection against the weather, and all of the bad and lawless people who live among the good and law-abiding people of the Earth. The bad people pollute the earth worse than the bad air.

People who are in all of the jails and prisons in America, which by the way have more prisons than China and India combined, must really go crazy knowing that there is space outside the cement boxes that their biological bodies, brains, and minds are stuck in because of the crimes they committed when they had the freedom to choose between being a good or bad human being.

The people who are located and trapped inside either a jail or prison box have nowhere else to go except inside their minds, which might not be a good thing since whatever was in their minds in the first place got them located and trapped in a jail and prison box in the first place. If there is really nothing within the space within the mind of a criminal, why should they be let free if they have no sense of being law-abiding, no sense of right or wrong, no human decency? Who break the laws of life and the living.

So then, the people who are not a jail box or prison box are allowed to leave their own human-owned house or apartment box to walk into the space that is outside of their home or apartment box, so they can mentally experience the space around their house or apartment box. Then they can drive through the space between their house and the place they want to go to.

Some homeless people live inside a cardboard box, but when they leave that cardboard box, they too get to experience the space around their cardboard box, just like the people who leave their own wood, stone, brick, or other home boxes. But inside their human brains and minds, something is pretty messed up must be happening within inside their brains. But at least they are not locked in a prison box, so they to walk around the space of the town or city they live in just like the people who have that freedom to walk and talk in the space outside their human bodies, and minds/consciousness.

Unlike people in a jail or prison, homeless people get to walk around in the spaces which include the blue sky, the trees and flowers, and among the other people who are also free to roam through the space that is located in between the buildings in all of the towns in the world.

Some people like to fall off a bridge or building to commit suicide or to kill themselves for all sorts of reasons. But many people who do that and survive say that they knew that it was a big mistake as soon as they stepped off the roof or bridge because once they jump off a building or bridge, they wish they had not jumped because as they were falling through space between the top of the building or bridge, they realized that there was no going back to the top. Therefore, instead of choosing living and life, they chose dying and death, even if they were already dead inside their mind.

They knew that they could not return to that bridge or building and soon enough, their biological bodies and brains would by the force of gravity be smashed into the cement-like water, or into the actual cement sidewalk or street. I can’t even guess what happens to those people in the afterlife who want to end their human life earlier than what the overall game plan was for them. Take it from me, a cancer survival so far.

Even though I know that there is an afterlife, and I know that my true spiritual self-hood is an image of the Divine Mind or intelligence, that is, an unchangeable spiritual self-hood that is at one with God, Principle, Life, Truth, and Love could not die anyway.

Humanly I did not want to end my human life simply because I was dying from stage 4 CLL cancer. I wanted to live even more because I was not even old enough to die yet. Everyone probably thinks that except really older people who are simply tired of human life.

I wanted to live even more, longer, so maybe one day I too could fly to the moon before I flew to the moon as a spirit, if that actually happens to some people after they die. Why would anyone want to visit the moon? It is a rock with a bunch of dust on it. A lot of people want to go to a place heaven, and they want to avoid a place called hell. But that could be simply humanly religious fantasy. My educated guess is that good and bad and evil people do not go to the same place, nevertheless.

The people who watch other people falling from a tall building or a tall bridge must wonder what it is like for those people who decided to jump into the space of force of gravity that was going to send their biological bodies and brains to an early death. What did it feel like falling through the space called the air for the last seconds of their human lives? Was it happy for them? Did it bring them some sort of joy knowing that out of the billions of people living on planet Earth, they were not feeling the force of gravity under their feet by standing on the ground, or on top of a building or bridge?

Heck, for me looking down a bridge or top of a tall building is scary enough. I am not jumping off anything, oh, except the times I jumped off the side of a mountain with a glider over me. I forgot that one. Ok, but my purpose was to fly like a bird, not to die. There are a lot of people like me who like to play deadly games without having the urge to die, only to live again to play deadly games again.

Maybe, some people are walking on the sidewalks next to those tall buildings with those huge sidewalks next to the streets with all of those cars speeding down the road because everyone has a place to go, especially in huge cities like Manhattan, New York.

With all of those cars speeding to so many different places, I never saw any car accidents except one, when I was in the back seat of a car driven by a college female who did not listen to my instructions. We took an international law class, and we were visiting the United Nations for a road trip. One of my possible goals was to work at the United Nations as an economic advisor or an international lawyer. Instead, I move to sunny California. Long story there.

Anyway, even though there were very tall buildings all over the city, there was definitely space between those very tall buildings, all of those cars, taxis, trucks, etc., moving on the roads between all of those tall buildings. Space. Space with clouds above it all proves that there is still more space above the city lights, life, nightlife, etc.

Many people feel trapped when they are located in big cities while other people simply love being in the big cities where they live and work and then die knowing that they had a grand old time in the realm of people who were their friends and family.

So, instead of being trapped inside a cement jail or prison, some people feel that they are trapped inside cement cities with no sense of escape, except by jumping off a tall building to experience the force of gravity. Other people simply the city for the country for ever more space, peace, and quiet, and of course the hustle and bustle of life and living. I have lived in big cities and very small towns, like I am now.

Some people do not like the space within their individual consciousness, nor the space in the city or the country for all sorts of reasons. The problem with thinking that killing themselves is any sort of solution for their mental problems is this; if they enter the afterlife, they will not be completely dead, so they will have to learn a few lessons about life, like death is not the solution to your mental problems.

They might think that they will feel the force of gravity on their bodies, but in a free fall, you are not supposed to feel gravity per se. You only have free gravity when you crash into something on the ground. I have read about gravity quite a bit. No one feels the force of gravity when you are in the fall of gravity, that is until they smash into the cement sidewalk, which by that time, you might be dead already. If you weren’t dead, you would die so fast, it would happen so fast you would not feel a thing anyway. To be given a gift of life and then to kill yourself is not good.

At least your biological body wouldn’t feel a thing. If your individual consciousness leaves your body, then your individual state of awareness might actually regret such a stupid decision once you have discovered that you are not dead yet because your consciousness is still alive in a different realm of existence. What type of realm of existence would you be in you might ask yourselves. The more important question is this; what type of consciousness do you want to have before your either quickly or slowly demise from planet Earth and this realm of existence.

The hardwired human biological brain and the soft-wired human mind and consciousness know that there is a difference between being inside a house box, a prison box, and a cardboard box. But the hardwired human biological brain and the soft-wired human mind and consciousness also know some of the differences between being trapped inside itself and all of the different mental and psychological states of existence and consciousness.

Many people try to escape being inside being inside their hardwired human brains and soft-wired states of mind and consciousness. Or they simply want to be drugged up enough, so they forget everything that is in their personal lives, while at the same time destroying both their hardwired human biological brains and the soft-wired neurons inside their brains and minds.

It has been stated the hardwired human brain is the most complex thing in the whole cosmic universe. For that reason alone, everyone should treasure their human brain and mind.

Some people don’t even care about leaving their human brains and minds at all. Some people simply want to leave their biological bodies in the various ways that certain people try and actually leave like trying transcendental experiences of various sorts. I have personally met people who could leave their human biological bodies at will, while some people I have met have only exited their human biological bodies for other reasons.

Other people like certain monks want to enter a state of nothingness and/or enlightenment. What happens to those people who want to enter a state of nothingness when they die. It would seem that they might be dead already. And even more importantly, they never really lived, nor did they experience life on planet Earth wherever they lived.

I have had many different experiences of leaving my own biological body in various ways, like simply floating out of it only to stop myself because I was in the middle of a group of people. I have also completely exited my human brain to travel very far away in outer space in this cosmic universe.

I viewed a galaxy from very far away from that galaxy, while I floated in outer space for a brief moment only to be pushed back into my human brain with a great huge headache.

But truthfully, I was asking for it without actually asking for it. I was doing this cosmic mental visual experiment for some time and bang, the ‘I’, not the body ‘I’ but the consciousness ‘I’ was far away from planet Earth or any planet whatsoever. I was simply floating in space. Unlike the astronaut who was wearing a space suit, I did not even have a body to wear a space suit. I was spirit.

Those sorts of events happen after many visual mental mind games which I will not explain now because most people need to figure it out for themselves. But I guess I was asking for those experiences of having my consciousness being tossed into outer space only to be tossed back inside my human hardwired brain.

I know many people will not believe that it happened to me. But I can truly account that I have personally experienced other out-of-body experiences. Maybe that is only one reason why I have survived dying and death so many times. Among other reasons. Enough about me, my dear readers. Let us return to the topic of consciousness of space.

Oh yes. All of the people trapped inside a house, in an apartment, in jail or prison, or traveling by plane through space to get from one earthly place to another earthly place are actually different states of individual human consciousness that are not only conscious of space, but they are also individual states of human consciousness inside a hardwired human brain and mind that are traveling through space by other means than simply being physical object and biological objects.

Pretty neat if you think about it.

Now then, to wrap up this essay, there are millions of so-called Christians in America and all around the world who follow the man Jesus who lived over two thousand years ago. If any so-called Christian actually read the Gospels in their true spiritual light, they would realize that Jesus realized the importance of dealing with the space within your own consciousness before you ever enter the kingdom of heaven or God.

Essay 8, 2024. Different States of Time Within and Outside the Human Consciousness. Before Dying and Death. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe! February 22, 2024.

Essay 8, 2024. Different States of Time Within and Outside the Human Consciousness.

Before Dying and Death.

By: Mr. George D. Patnoe!

February 23, 2024.

In my last essay, I used the word Christ Consciousness without actually explaining what it is, so you too, can have the Christ Consciousness. That will have to wait until a later essay. Instead, I will now try to explain something about the differences between the hardwired human brain compared to the soft-wired human consciousness when it comes to the different mental and physical concepts of time.

Time is rolling around us in all sorts of ways, in your human bodies, on earth, in the cosmic universe, in atomic realms of existence, and even deeper realms or states of existence, time is rolling around us in our human hardwired human biological brains and in our minds or states of human consciousness. We all know that time for us to be alive on planet Earth is short.

The basic hardwired human brain is really the easy part to explain even though the hardwired human brain is not a simple organ at all. The biological human brain is very complex indeed even for the slow and stupid people who do not like to use their human brains for the purposes for which it was intended.

The hardwired human brain operates at the most basic level with its five physical senses which include, the eyes for seeing, the ears for hearing, the nose for smelling, the tongue for tasting, and the skin for feeling for the physical sense of touch. As simple as those five physical senses are compared to the soft-wired parts of the human, they are really very complex in their own ways.

In this essay that I am writing about some of the differences regarding time that is both external and internal to the hardwired human brain and also within the software, or consciousness that is located within the hardwired biological human brain. There are many different realms of time, both internal and external of the human brain and consciousness.

Time is also associated with living and dying because every human being and all creatures have only so much time on planet Earth before it is time to say good-bye to this realm of existence. I wonder what time is like in other dimensions of existence.

All human beings basically see, hear, smell, taste, and feel on the skin the same way, but do they experience time the exact same way? No, they don’t, especially for people who study, research, and ponder the different concepts of time in the cosmic universe and in the atomic universes.

Not so for all of the different people who walk on planet Earth, is time the exact experience within individual states of time consciousness. Time on planet is sort of fixed. The Earth goes around and around at the same time for seemingly endless cycles until one day, planet Earth will be no more.

There are around 7 billion people living on planet Earth who basically see, hear, smell, taste, and feel the same way in general, but who also walk around planet Earth with the exact same mental and physical concepts of time is some ways but different in other ways, without ever thinking twice about how time could be different for their biological bodies and their own states of mind.

What about all of the differences within the software that are located within the hardwired human brain? Within the 7 billion hardwired human brains, there are a few different ways that human beings can be conscious of time within the hidden secret realms deep within their minds. Maybe one day time will be different for them, depending on where they go to in the afterlife. Maybe in the afterlife, there isn't any time at all.

There is the realm of time called the past, the now, the future too. On planet Earth, time has become shorten by the use of smart phones and other forms of technical advancements that make communication take place in nanoseconds, or seconds versus the time it took for messages to be send only a short time ago. Instead of taking a month to get a message, or a week, or a day or an hour, messages are sent through wires and the air in a seemingly instant of time.

I think that we all can relate too and accept the different concepts of time within children, teenagers, working people, and old people, even if they are all living on planet Earth with its own sense of time because of course, planet Earth is moving around the sun according to its own concept of time. It is moving around the sun at a certain amount speed, or time. For how long? In terms of time.

Some people study mathematics their whole lives while other people study music their whole lives. Some people like to study sports, money or economics and finance, the biological human body. Some people like to study how kill other human beings for military purposes. Some people study cooking for eating food purposes. Some people enjoy being drugged up on drugs, so they do not have to think about time or anything at all. Of course, time is different for people who are taking drugs or other stuff that affects the human brain and mind.

There are people who enjoying studying the different concepts of time, especially those scientists who study and research time for a living, especially the cosmic time of the cosmic universe while other people do not care about time at all, like potheads and druggies and other people who would rather forget about time and being alive altogether. Can time not exist in certain human brains and minds?

Some people like being stupid and uneducated about time, but at least they might think to themselves, hey, at least I look good in the mirror and that is all that matters to them because that is all they can do when they look in the mirror. Some people live for a combination of all the above. Some people even live on the edge of death, or the edge of time, by playing deadly defying games like jumping off the edge of a mountain so they can fly like a bird in the sky. How do birds experience time?

The concept of time must be hardwired within the hardwired human brain after hundreds of millions of years of biological and mental evolution it would seem to me. Time as a soft-wired state of consciousness and existence is also part of the software within the human baby brain too, it would seem to me. Day after day, sucking on those milky breasts whenever the stomach is hungry every few hours of time, even though the baby really knows nothing about time. Yet, there is milking time.

Within the hardwired human biological brain there are a lot of different states of soft-wired states of consciousness, and that applies to the concept of time too. What happens within side the hardwired human brain when the soft-wired human consciousness expands and extends out of its shell of a brain to view the human consciousness? The human consciousness looks up and out to the cosmic universe only to see time in a different way, which must have a changing impact on the human brain and mind.

The hardwired human brain’s view of time is very different compared to the soft-wired human mind or consciousness of time, if you actually think about it. The human brain can see a few different concepts of time through the human eyes, just like all creatures can see time through their own eyes, for example, how the sun rises and sets at specific times of the year. Year after year, for millions of years, if not longer.

There are the seasons of time too. Summer, fall, winter, spring, all stuck in a time slot within the flow of time on planet Earth. There are the seasons of time, the biological sense of time, and there are different mental concepts of time too. What happens within the hardwired human brain and within the soft-wired human consciousness when it discovers that there is some invisible realm called time?

Like all children who walk on planet earth who view time much different than the grownups who also walk on planet earth. Maybe children do not even have a sense of time, until their brains get larger and stronger, but they know that their parents and other grownups have a sense of time because in few regards their lives are ruled by time. They have to get up each day and be at work at a certain time, and they go home at a certain time. Sometimes like clockwork.

Then there are the people who die at a certain time, especially really famous people of different varieties. If you are a really famous person somewhere, they might make a stone statue of you and then they will engrave the stone statue with the time and date of your death. Of course, most people will not care about your death because they probably have not even thought about their own death, the time and place that is.

But even parents don’t have a concept of time compared to the people who study time for a living. Then there are the different psychological concepts of time too, along with memories of time like, I was born at a certain time, during a certain time or period in the history of the human species and life on planet Earth. Being born at a certain time and place has a big influence on your life and way of life too.

Within both the hardwired human brain consciousness and the soft-wired human consciousness, time is not only an interesting topic in many different ways, but currently it is a very big topic for the scientists who study time because of the external realms of cosmic time, especially beginning of time starting with the Big Bang of the cosmic universe to the present state of the cosmic universe, with planet Earth located somewhere in that space and time or space-time universe, as Albert Einstein, theoretical physicist, put it.

When I was a little boy, I was lying in a bed taking a nap and my mother give me a plastic clock about nine inches wide or diameter. The white background behind the black minute and hour hands were surrounded by a red plastic ring around the outside of the clock. I stared at it, wondering to myself, ‘What is time?’ The only thing I knew about time was that there are clocks of all shapes and sizes that stated what was the time at that very specific moment time.

Little did I know then and little did I realize that the concept of time besides a clock time is that there are times like the cosmic time of the cosmic universe. There is the time of the planet Earth. There are the different times for every living creature on planet Earth that will die within a certain amount of time.

There are the internal psychological times inside the human brain. There is the time of life and death for all living creatures who are born onto planet Earth. There is the history of time, and the future of time too, outside the atomic realm of time, and even the other different concepts of time too.

The point here is that there are different concepts and states of time within the internal psychological consciousness of the human brain and consciousness, as well as outside the human brain and consciousness, like the cosmic time and atomic realms of time. There is also the concept of time when you are dying from stage 4 cancer too.

When I was dying of stage 4 CLL cancer, I was thinking to myself, ‘How much time do I have left to live?’ I bet that is the main question for all cancer patients and the other people who are sick and dying from other stuff too. The other question would be, ‘Will I be healed and cured from cancer?’ The psychological human mental mind wonders about time in different ways.

Within my little boy brain and mind, I thought to myself, ‘What is time?’ I was a little boy, but still I could ask a few deep questions about life, one of which was one question being, ‘What is time?’ I had no idea what time was back then, but I do now, at least more than when I was a little boy.

Now, there are teachers and scientists who use two clocks to try to understand and explain time. One atomic clock stays on the earth while the other atomic clock flies above the planet to discover if there is a time difference between the atomic clocks. That was an experiment was done some time ago, but it used by teachers to explain a concept of time to students of time in the classroom.

Some mathematics teachers teach a mathematical concept of time called calculus. I have been listening to a series of lectures about time and calculus. I am enjoying the heck out of it. Reading about calculus is different than listening to a lecture about calculus, or the instantaneousness of time for a moving object at a single moment in time. The genius of mathematical time, on paper, in a graph, on a computer screen.

I not only have a mental concept of time, but in one sense I have overcome time in a few ways, even though I am still living within a time universe, a time planet, and even a time human biological body because this human biological body is constantly changing throughout time, my personal life, my personal sense of time. Even time changes with time because how we view time changes with more information and experiences with time within our consciousness.

How I see time mentally is very different compared to when I was ignorant about the different concepts of time. Once we were young, and then we get older, so we see and experience the time different within our lives because we know that our time on planet Earth is getting shorter and shorter with each passing day, year, decade, lifetime. Then in a moment of time, flash, bang, thank you lady, time is all gone.

I probably own more books on the concept of time than everyone in the tiny, tiny, tiny town that I currently live in. That being stated, my current concept of time within my soft-wired human brain is much more complex as not only mental concepts within my consciousness, but also as the opposite mental and metaphysical and spiritual mental concepts of time, such as the mental, metaphysical and spiritual concepts of the is-ness and the nowness of existence.

Many people, if not all people have to live in the is-ness and nowness of time because wherever we are at one moment of time, there we are, no matter what we are doing at the moment, or whatever happened to us in the past, or what is going to happen to us in the future. We who are living in the moment of time should study calculus to learn more about the instants of our time as we travel through time on Earth.

Some people like to live in the is-ness and nowness of life, both in the material world and the psychological states of existence. Some people do not want to actually live in time or think about time at all. They would rather forget about time altogether. Animals probably live in each moment of time. What else are they going to do? Human beings can do something about what they can do in their moments of time, at least some of the time.

There is the outward or objective sense of time, and then there is the internal or subjective sense of time. There are many types of time. There is the cosmic time of billions of light years of time. There is the earth sense of time of one billion years of time, or so; probably more than a billion earth years for planet Earth. There are the different lengths of time for all of the biological creature's sense of time. For the human species, there is the species clock time, plus a whole lot of other concepts of time too.

All of the above-mentioned concepts of time which appears out there, away from the human brain, mind, and consciousness, is also located inside the hard-wired human brain, inside the soft-wired human mind, and of course within side the human consciousness too. What happens within the human brain and mind when it thinks about time from various angles of time? Could thinking about time too much cause brain damage or cause insanity?

When it comes to the physiological sense of time, that too can vary for different reasons.

So, there is the external time and the internal time which is both a state of consciousness depending on how you look at it. Even though there is the external time like the cosmic time and the earth times of day, night, week, months, years, etc., there is also the internal mental times within the hardwired human brain, which happens every day when the sun says good-bye to the night darkness. There goes daytime.

For the human being who is truly conscious of time in multi-different ways, that human being’s mind or state of consciousness is also part of the time realm too, since the dual nature of external and internal time realms of time are connected even though they are also separate. An individual consciousness that walking around on planet Earth time is that floating in a galaxy that is spinning around within its own time. A conscious human brain and mind that is living in a realm of time is also thinking about time.

In a way, a very serious way, human consciousness itself is stuck between being conscious of itself as an independent time entity, an observer of time, while at the same time, (no pun intended) being conscious of all of the other concepts of time that are outside the independent state of consciousness itself. What do mean by that statement?

I mean that each human being is conscious of itself as an independent state of consciousness within a time universe, on a time planet, with a time biological human body that appears to not last forever. Even the time universe will disappear one day sometime in the future. Or so some people say. Maybe not.

But at the same time, the human mind is also conscious of all the other states and realms of time that are outside the of the realm of human biological consciousness, but which the human state of individual consciousness is stuck in as realms of existence, like life on earth. What is time for people who leave their biological human bodies? What is time like for people living and hanging out in a space station?

On the other hand, there is also a state of timelessness which can be experienced if a human being looks inside their own consciousness to find that state of existence, that some might call God, as in the state of a spiritual consciousness. Other people like certain monks might want to transcend time altogether, to transcend human existence and all of the different concepts of time.

I don't think God as in Mind, Spirit, Soul, Principle, Life, Truth, and Love sees, knows, or realizes human time, the cosmic time, the earthly time, the biological time, nor the time of death for any human being.

Most people who are dying from stage 4 cancer of any kind, but specifically from CLL cancer in my life, see and experience time completely different than people who do not have cancer and specifically CLL in my case. Time for CLL stage 4 cancer or any cancer is like ‘Standing in a mine holding a lit stick of dynamite and counting down the seconds until it is finally over.’ (Resident Alien. S2:E6 2:40.)

Writing from my personal experience with stage 4 CLL cancer, I am guessing that most other people who are dying from any type of cancer or from any other deadly condition will think to themselves, ‘How much time do I have left?’ In those cases, time takes on a different mental meaning as well as a biological meaning too. Some people want to die so they do not have to worry about time anymore, or more to the point, a life within time. What happens if they enter a new realm of time in an afterlife?

Have any of my readers ever experienced the different psychological experiences of having a long or short term crazy psychological experience when dealing with your own sense of time, inwardly or outwardly? Like actually dying from a condition like stage 4 cancer?

When I was taking the chemo-pill, plus some other pills, time no longer existed for me. I was in a mental realm of darkness, just waiting for the chemo-pill to do its job of killing the cancer cells within my biological body. Partly because I was barely conscious at all, but secondly because time no longer mattered to me during my biological body’s battle with cancer.

When the human mind is so focused at the moment of time like that, just trying to hang on to life in this realm, nothing matters including time itself. Memories don’t matter anymore, and the long-term future doesn’t matter anymore either, except for living, because what seems to be the nearest thing termed the future is dying and death itself? Even people do not matter anymore. The only thing that matters when you are living, but still dying on planet Earth that is still spinning around a nuclear ball if energy is breathing. And for some people a sense of God too, you know, just in case it could help you live longer.

Doesn’t it seem like psychological time moves by so fast when watching certain movies, reading certain books, watching certain sports events, but at other times time seems to move slower when watching other movies, reading other book, and watching other sports events, like wow, that movie went by really fast or wow, that another movie seem to take forever to finish.

So funny if you think about it. Movies, reading, and sports events all take unto themselves their own realm of time which is happening within the mind, or the psychological state of the hardwired human brain and the soft-wired human mind and consciousness which is not out there somewhere, like the cosmic time, the earth time, the biological time, etc.

How about your own life? How fast do the years go by and you wonder to yourself, it seemed only yesterday that something happened way back into the past, yet still stuck inside your mind’s memory. How about the collective human sense of time. When I watched the man walk on the moon on that black and white television set in 1969, I wondered how long/time did it take for those guys to get up there and then return to Earth? How did those guys think about time as they were traveling inside a spaceship?

Now, I can watch the modern-day spacecraft and telescopes float around in outer space, some traveling beyond the normal human eye could ever see without the aid of a telescope. And time is needed for sending and receiving messages and returning messages back to those machines flying around in outer space. There are no human beings on those space machines. That would be a death trap.

There is a concept of time in the Bible too, just in case you are wondering. Here is a Bible secret for all of you, my dear readers. I realize that normal so-called Christians and other readers of the Bible will probably not believe the following statements, but that is their lost. People who have read the Bible, or those people who are open to the truth regarding the next statements will learn something about the Bible of supreme importance if you want to understand something about the Bible.

The writers of the Bible and the people who understood all of the symbols of the Bible knew what is meant in Peter 2 3:8, where it states, ‘Friends, be mindful of this one fact, one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years is as a day.’ That statement has nothing to do with Earth time, cosmic time, or even religious time. In a way, it is spiritual time on a human level of existence.

What is a very interesting statement from all of the interesting statements that are in the Bible or in any other book that has ever been written with human hands.

Here is what that phrase means for all of the readers who want to understand it. The writers of the Bible and the readers of the Bible, spiritual thinkers not so long ago in human history terms, believed way back then, over 2000 years ago, that God’s plan was going to be fulfilled in 7 1000 periods, which by the way, we are living in the 7th year of those 7 1000s of Bible’s 7 1000-year periods.

But more than that, if you know what the true biblical symbols mean as spiritual and metaphysical ideas, laws, structures, etc. than you would begin to know that those 7 1000-year periods match up exactly with the 7 days of creation in the first chapter of Genesis in the Bible. The first record of creation in the first chapter in Genesis is not a literal creation of anything physical or material. The 7 days of creation are spiritual and metaphysical steps towards spiritual perfection. And so are the 7 1000 years too.

And to top that off, the 7 1000-year periods and the seven days of creation match up exactly with each other if you know and understand the symbolism of the Bible. Moreover, the modern-day definition of God in the book titled, ‘Science and Health with key to the Scriptures.’ by Mary Baker Eddy, on page 465.

That definition being, God is, ... Mind, Spirit, Soul, Principle, Life, Truth, Love.’ matches up exactly with the first thousand period in the Bible and with the seven days of creation in the first chapter of Genesis, because they are all expressing the same spiritual and metaphysical truths with different symbols.

But here is the thing. Those spiritual and metaphysical writers of the Bible thought that it would actually take 7 1000 years of development for God’s ‘plan’ to be fulfilled. But then came Jesus with the next quote from his mouth.

But then there came Jesus who stated, ‘Say not yet, there are yet four months, and then cometh harvest? behold, I say unto you, lift up your eyes, and look on the fields; for they are white already to harvest.’ John 4:35 KJV.

What Jesus was stating was that it did not take 7 thousand years for God’s plan to fulfilled because it is fulfilled each and every second of the day. In the days of Jesus, it meant he was fulfilling God's plan within himself and for the world too, in the realm of the is-ness and nowness of being. More on this topic in later essays.

So, therefore, if you know the spiritual and metaphysical symbolism of the Bible, there are the 7 days of creation that match up with the 7-thousand-year periods in the Bible, and those two forms of expression matches up exactly with the modern-day language of the 7 synonymous terms in the S&H book.

What Jesus meant by that statement is that the God’s plan does not need 7 1000 years of God’s plan to fulfilled. God’s plan is in the here and now, meaning timelessness. In other words, even in the Bible in both the OT and the NT, there are different examples of time for various reasons.

Back to the clock that I was holding as a little boy, wondering what time is without any human conception of time. Now, there are people who spend a lot of time wondering, studying, researching, and even looking at the different ways time itself moves, even observing what time is in the cosmic universe, with the human mind, brain doing all of the work.

In the end, for human beings who walk and live on planet Earth, time is very limited because no one human being stays stuck within this time dimension forever.

How much time does it take for the sun light to reach your human eyes, if you not dying in a bed with total darkness surrounding you and within your own consciousness, within the darkness of dying and death? For me, my consciousness was not living within the space and time of my biological body, the earthly time, or even the cosmic time. I was barely conscious of anything at all most of the time. Can someone be conscious and yet not be conscious at the same time?

When people are young, when all they want to do is to have sex, make a lot of money, to drive a nice car, wear nice clothes, play sports, work their butts off, suffer with painful experiences and have joy and fun with happy experiences. Many people don’t realize that all of those human living experiences are all taking place within a realm of time, and not only one realm of time, but within multi-realms of time.

Moreover, they are experiencing multi-states of time within their consciousness, yet most of them don’t even care about how limited their time is on planet Earth.

At the end of your tiny lives, or maybe within your grand life if you had a grand life, your human time, cosmic time, earthly time, and maybe even your mental and psychological time too, are all gone in the flash of lighting called death.

Here is a neat metaphysical and spiritual truth to think about if you have the time. If you really want to overcome all of the different concepts of time regarding your own mortality, just know for yourself that God, Mind knows you as an idea of the Diving Mind, not a limited human being.  That God, Spirit knows you as an idea of Spirit, pure spiritual substance.  That God, Soul knows your true spiritual selfhood as an unchangeable identity.  That Principle knows that you are at one with the infinite spiritual realm of existence, which is Life, not death, Truth, divine consciousness, not a human consciousness, and as Love, a state of eternal perfection.

It is amazing with all of the different concepts and experiences with time, in the end called death, it is all gone. Or just maybe, it is just the beginning. Just ask men like Jesus. Or someone like me. Or just read about it here, again, again, and again. After all, you still have time to learn about time. More importantly, think about time yourself while you still have the time to do it.