Mad and Angry at God! A Young Female is Mad and Angry at God: And Now She is in Jail, and Then Off To Prison. Yes, A True Story By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 Mad and Angry at God!

 A Young Female is Mad and Angry at God:


 And Now She is in Jail, and Then Off To Prison.

 Yes, A True Story


 By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 June 28th, 2018

A young lady who is mad and angry at God is now sitting in a jail cell all alone, or maybe she has a cellmate or two to talk to about how they got arrested in the first place.  Maybe one female will state she was caught having sex for money or for being a prostitute.  Maybe another female will state that she was arrested for selling and dealing illegal drugs.  Maybe another female will state that she was arrested for domestic violence.  And maybe one female will state that she was arrested for stealing some food for her babies.

But how many females in America’s prison system will be able to state that she was arrested for burning a big wooden cross inside a Baptist church?  Maybe not one other prisoner in the whole of America’s prison system will be able to state that they were arrested for being mad and angry at God and then to prove how angry and mad at God they were, they broke into church and then they burned a wooden cross inside of a Christian church, in America no less.

To disrespect any type of church is usually beyond the mental grasp of any normal human being, a believer or even a nonbeliever unless you are a violent terrorist who enjoys killing innocent and defenseless human beings in their place of humanly religious worship.  And then there is the seemingly insane act of burning a wooden cross which represents the crucifixion of the human male named Jesus who was supposed to represent a new phase in the development of Christianity in human history.

She is mad and angry at God, and probably for so many reasons, most if not all wrong reasons.  How many of the billions of human beings or people who live on planet earth are mad and angry at God, and all for the wrong reasons?  Is it reasonable to blame a God or a Supreme Spiritual Being for every human activity during the course of the day, or even throughout history, or even into the future of the human species and all life on earth?  It would seem a little insane to think that an immaterial, nonphysical Supreme Spiritual Being would even know anything about every little detail in every earthly creature’s individual and personal life while they were living on planet earth.

Here is a big tip for anyone who is reading this essay as the answer to that foolish belief that God even sees every little and tiny act in every human being’s life while they live on planet earth.  It seems a logical conclusion that there are those human beings who take life on earth and the concept of God for granted, like those two big issues are no big deal at all.  But then there are other human beings who see life on earth as one big miracle, which is to be respected as the miracle it is, even if that miracle might have been a miracle by cosmic luck or by a cosmic chance event.  And then there is the issue of God!  Maybe ‘God’ did create life on earth by one method or another.

She is specifically one single female who is now sitting in a jail cell because she decided to break into a Baptist church by breaking and entering the church illegally.  Then she decided to burn a huge wooden cross, rip up Bibles and hymn books, destroy the church’s musical instruments, and destroy the organ too.  But she states that she did not want to burn down the church.  Well good for her because she very simply proved that she is not as insane as some people might believe she is because she knew the difference between going only so far as to not burn down the church, only the wooden cross inside the church.

She also knew that she possessed a moral conscience inside her human mind which dictated to her mind that she knew the difference between the moral concepts of right and wrong too.  Of course, she probably thought that she was going to get away with her criminal actions, but that was just stupidly wrong of her to think that in the current age of law enforcement the police would not discover who committed those criminal acts, along with security footage, etc.

Moreover, everyone can assume that she actually believes that there is a God.  That might be better than not believing in a God when you burn a wooden cross inside a Baptist church because then she has a reason for her criminal act against a piece of wood and the symbolism that piece of the wooden cross represents.  But being mad and angry at God is no reason to burn a wooden cross.  Anywhere!

On the other hand, it might actually be worse because if she actually believes there is almighty God and she is mad and angry at this God, it might not be the best thing in her favor if she sends her message to this God who she is mad and angry at it.  Many human beings try not to insult ‘God’ even if they do not truly know what God is as a Supreme Being.  After all, why take the chance of insulting a Supreme God when you can instead praise it?  Some things are just not good to do or even taking a risk to do, especially supernatural things.

She is now being controlled by other people, day and night.  Now she is being controlled by people in the legal and court systems who probably do not care a damn about her life, just like nobody cared about her life when she was out of the legal and court system.  She had already been arrested before and nobody cared about her life then, so why should those people care about her life now?

The problem today with the cops and court system is that they do not want to help any American citizen.  Smart American citizens should never trust a cop or the legal system ever again.  For all sorts of reasons.  Cops are trained to arrest and/or shoot people.  Some cops and DAs will put an innocent person in prison and laugh it off.  And, they can lie a lot.  Period!  Of course, some people deserve to be arrested and put in prison, like the young lady who broke into a church and who could have possibly burned down the church.  She needs some real thinking time to get her mind straight.

It could be asked, ‘Does God or whatever God is as a vague English term and as a Supreme Spiritual Being give a damn about the young female who was so mad and angry at God to risk putting her future life into a jail and prison cell for possibly years by burning a wooden cross inside a Baptist church?  Along with burning her own soul in hot flames and fire and brimstone sort of hell in the afterlife, or so the Christians might think!

If we were to use the definition for God from the book ‘Science and Health with Keys to the Scriptures’ on page 465 which defines God in part as Mind, Spirit, Soul, Principle, Life, Truth, Love.,’ we would not see any type of human reference for God in that definition.  That means that God is not the human mind, a material being, trapped inside a human biological body.  That leads to the mental concept of a Supreme Being that is a Principled Supreme Being that is only conscious of itself as a state of perfection, as Life, Truth, Love.

So in essence, for this specific situation of a young female who decided to burn a wooden cross inside of a Baptist church because she was mad and angry at some sort of undefined ‘God,’ in her uneducated mind, she was basically wasting her time, energy, and future well being because the true God did not see her commit the criminal acts that she did do to the church and its property.

But, with that being stated as a metaphysical, spiritual truth, she now has to deal with America’s legal and court system in so many ways.  But more than that, she now has to deal with her own soul, mind, and human consciousness on so many different levels of even her own human moral conscience meaning the morality between the differences of right and wrong, good and bad, and even criminal and non-criminal too.  She must know she did wrong, for delusional reasons.

But that being stated, the young female who is mad and angry at God now has to deal with two different elements of life.  She has to deal with the external outward world of legal people and the court and legal systems, and she has to deal with her own soul too.  In reality, every human being has to deal with their own ‘soul’ and their moral conscience in so many ways?  Because living on planet earth is not an easy task, especially in underdeveloped countries around the globe.  Sometimes, violence is needed for self-defense, but not for burning wooden crosses.

Many religious human beings or people have committed much more terrible acts than simply burning a wooden cross inside a Baptist church.  Instead of burning a wooden cross, they burn human beings alive until they were dead.  Yes, that is correct!  Throughout history so-called religious people in so-called civilized countries have burned alive living and breathing human beings to their agonizing deaths all in the name of their so-called Christian religions, with a cross in their hands too.  They used the same religious cross to murder innocent and defenseless human beings, without any fear of their crimes, with their non-existent moral conscience.  It also happens without a cross in a hand!

So maybe before this young lady is burned on a legal stake in America’s court and legal systems, maybe it is about time that the human species remembers all of the crimes that have been committed throughout history by religious Christian people who were supposed to represent the man who was on that cross over two thousand years ago.  Of course, she must be held accountable for her actions.  There is really no real excuse for what she did, except that she needs a lot of mental help.  She is mad and angry because her life sucks.  Hum?  Then fix your life!  But now America’s court and legal system will make her ‘pay’ for her stupid actions.

While he was on his wooden cross Jesus supposedly said, “Father.  Forgive them for they know not what they do.”  Forgiveness is part of the backbone of the so-called Christian faith.  This young lady will have to answer to higher powers than any human legal system and a court of law could offer her, before her death and after her death too.  Now that should put the fear of God inside her human soul!  And the good thing is, I bet she knows that too!

But the Christian faith has something called salvation and maybe before she dies, she will be saved.  Either by her own faith or by a graceful God who might pity and forgive stupid humans.  She can only hope!

The Cessna 172 Airplane Crash / Love Story. How Adam and Patty Met After an Airplane Crash, A Long Time Ago. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe. Jr!

 The Cessna 172 Airplane Crash / Love Story.

 How Adam and Patty Met After an Airplane Crash, A Long Time Ago.


 By: Mr. George D. Patnoe. Jr!

 June 26th, 2018.


The Cessna 172 Skyhawk is an American four-seat, single-engine, high wing, fixed-wing aircraft made by the Cessna Aircraft Company.


I flew my first Cessna 172 in a small town, Painted Post, New York, when I was a student airplane pilot, just for the fun of it.  The Cessna 152 was in the shop getting a complete engine overhaul job, so I got to fly the 172 for 152 flying rates.  The airport was a dirt runway, but it was a great way to learn how to fly airplanes, at least in the beginning of a flyer’s flying experience.  They were good memories of long ago of me flying airplanes, just for fun.

About a year ago, I met a man named Adam who was sitting in a wheelchair that was moving forward on a rather small sidewalk in a very small town and we started a conversation which led him telling me his story on how he met his new girlfriend who became his wife.  He was in front of my house today, looking at my angel statues and animal statues which are located on my front porch.  So we started another conversation which led him to telling me about his airplane crash/love story again, after I asked him to tell it to me, so you know, I could write another true story for my readers to read.

Anyway, at the time, Adam could walk on two legs as normal as any human being.  He was also flying the Cessna 172 Skyhawk from the Bay Area, CA., up to Seattle Washington to get supplies to fly up to Alaska, United States of America.  I have never traveled to Alaska, but I have watched History Channel shows on cops in Alaska, and related to this story, pilots who fly in Alaska.  It is very obvious that airplane pilots are needed in Alaska because Alaska has a lot of people who live in the open wilderness and they need daily supplies too.

There are a lot of people who love to travel to and in the open wildernesses all around the globe.  People from all walks of life love to visit and explore any wild country, the untamed woods and forests and mountains and oceans and other areas on planet earth where nobody lives or which maybe a very few people who live in uncivilized areas which do not have the normal stores that can supply the daily supplies that normal human beings can buy in a store.  So those daily supplies have to be carried in by way of backpacks, or even flown in by airplane.

In Alaska, there are many places where people live or travel to that need supplies like water, toilet paper, and foods, and which was explained to me by Adam, all types of liquor, mostly, probably because people in lonely places tend to get very lonely and so they drink booze and liquor of all sorts to try to escape their loneliness.  Of course, this problem of loneliness is also a problem in very big cities and small towns all around the globe, where people live or do not live.

Loneliness happens to a lot of people all around the globe for lots of reasons.  But the problem with being lonely and then drinking liquor of any kind, beer, wine, booze - or the hard stuff is  that if your mind or mental state is already lonely, you will only feel even more lonely if you are drunk, and if you are drunk and you end up in a jail cell, you will be even more lonely than if you had simply stayed home, or somewhere else besides hanging out at a bar, etc.

I bet that airplane pilots are not really lonely when they are flying their airplanes because there is to much to think about when flying airplanes, just like when a motorcyclist rides a motorcycle.  I have heard of airplane pilots drinking alcohol before they fly their airplanes and I know that motorcyclist drink alcohol before they ride their motorcycles.

I for one, do not practice such stupid drinking practices.  I am not stupid enough to be that dumb.  To many split second decisions can happen in the blink of an eye.  Death can happen to fast!  Way to fast for me!  Way to fast for anyone!

So there was Adam, flying back from Alaska to Seattle Washington USA, and then from Seattle Washington to the Bay Area, CA in his Cessna 172 Skyhawk.  Of course, he had a buddy pilot, but he was in the back getting something.  But it did not matter, because when the aileron wire broke, as was told to me by Adam, even the guy in the back of the Cessna 172 Skyhawk yelled out to Adam, “What was that noise?”

Of course, Adam immediately realized what the noise was because the airplane was now tilting to the left and downward, which meant that they were going to crash or very forcefully land the plane.  Adam yelled to his buddy, “It is the aileron wire.  It broke.  I am going to try to land the plane in a cornfield.”

And so there it was, as luck would have it, a cornfield below the under belly of a Cessna 172 that was going to land because one single wire broke, the aileron wire, snapped in half like a piano string, which is what the aileron wire was for all intents and purposes, except for helping to control an airplane when it was flying in the sky instead of being inside a piano to help music full a room with beautiful sound waves.

So with Adam’s mind racing towards possible death, he controlled the airplane enough to let the airplane slide on the tops of corn for the length of the cornfield until it stopped by slowing down enough to hit a new wooden fence in the back of a farm house.  The plane had indeed stopped and almost slide inside a pool and onto a backyard’s patio porch, before it almost hit the house.

Oh there was more damage alright.  The airplane Cessna 172 Skyhawk was damaged and so was Adam.  He did not know it immediately, but aileron wire had embedded itself in Adam’s leg when it snapped in two or broke however it broke.  It was like a hurricane taking a 2x4 and slamming it into a cement building, only on a smaller dimension.

Then a female named Patty ran out of the farm house and to make a very longer story short, Adam and Patty became a couple, after Patty drove Adam to the hospital and then she took care of Adam after he was released from the hospital.  They are still together today so they are not lonely is my guess.  But, if Adam had been drinking any type of alcohol, Adam probably would not have met Patty because Adam probably would have ended up dead, instead of meeting Patty.

Adam can no longer fly airplanes.  Now, he sits and travels in a wheelchair.  But he has Patty!  Hopefully for Adam, that is better than flying airplanes or at least crashing an airplane in a cornfield behind her house.

Who knows?  Maybe that aileron wire breaking was an act of divine love bringing two lonely people together by an airplane crashing in a cornfield.

The Burning of a Wood Cross ... Inside a Church? A Young Lady Believes in Satanism; But Why? By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 The Burning of a Wood Cross ... Inside a Church?

 A Young Lady Believes in Satanism; But Why?


 By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 June 14th, 2018

It was only two days after the historic meeting on June 11th, 2018, with President Trump and Kim of North Korea and I was wondering to myself, ‘What could I write about besides that meeting, since many political and media writers had already written about that historic meeting.  Well, only two days later on June 13th, 2018, I did get a story to write about which all started with a knock on my front door by a local police officer.

The problem with getting a knock on the front door when you are sleeping is one, I did not have my first cup of morning coffee, and second, I had not yet showered and dressed for the day.  Plus I was not ready if the cop was going to arrest me for some unknown reason, like maybe I am too good looking.  But seriously, I knew that the cop was not going to arrest me because there was only one cop and I knew that he probably only wanted to view my security camera footage about a crime that happened overnight.

So he leaves a message on my phone’s answering machine and I return the phone call and he informs me that he does indeed need my help and of course being the good citizen that I am, I will help the police solve a crime, no matter how small that crime may be at the time.  He asks me to view my security footage for a certain time on a certain day/night.  I am thinking to myself, great because now I could drink my morning coffee in peace and quiet in my half-naked state of dress or undress depending on how you wanted to see me with my shirt off.

He does not tell me anything out of my curiosity, only that he needs to me to find a person walking up and down a long parking lot entrance to a local Baptist church that is located across the street from my current house.  Ok, he drives over to my house and he views the footage, but I did not know that he was already across the street at the church and I am now thinking, wow that was fast.  The cop seemed to be in a hurry to get the video, but I had more searching to do.

After he views the footage, he talks on the radio to the local chief of police who is also at the church and I start thinking to myself, ‘Ok, if the chief of police is there, then something happened that is bigger than a car break-in or a stolen car.  So I am now asking him what happened at the church, but he would not budge with only the remark, ‘You will see it on the news tonight.’

But I was already guessing that someone had broken into the church and did damage or had stolen some stuff because any church is usually an empty building with Bibles, empty chairs, pews, and a cross of some sort, either a wood cross, or a cross with a statue of a male hanging by nails.  I walked outside to view the church and it was still standing with lots of cars in the parking lot.  Hum, I wondered to myself.  That is a lot of cars and police vehicles for such a little church.  I hope nobody got murdered inside the church.

Ok, to make a very long story short, the cop must have been in my house about ten times, viewing and getting the security footage transferred from my computer system to his USB flash drive or travel flash drive, which was a really neat USB flash drive because it was the brightest USB flash drive I have ever seen when it was transferring information from one flash drive to the other flash drive.

In the end, he had in his police USB flash drive a young lady walking down the parking lot at about 8:30 pm, a half hour after church services.  Moreover, she walked up the parking lot at around 9:17 pm, and then she walked back down the parking lot at 10:15 pm.  One full hour for this young lady to do enough damage to ruin a small Baptist church and to ruin her own future too.  The parking lot is an upward inclined slope, like in a math graph.

You must understand something here my dear readers, she is so mentally deranged that she thought she was going to walk free from the crimes she had committed against a church and a wooden cross, in Christian America.  Man, she was not thinking at all.  What was she thinking?

When the cop saw her walking down the parking lot at 10:15 pm, I could feel his excitement flow from the core of his old cop being.  He said, ‘Yes, that is her.’  Like my security footage was going to put a nail into the young ladies prison sentence.  The cops had her walking away from the church, walking to return to the church, and then leaving the church area again.

Mind you my dear readers, I still did not know what this young lady had done, what crime she had committed, nor did I know that the FBI and the ATF was also at the small church, although I guess that outside law enforcement agencies were there because of all the cars and stuff.  Plus, the cop stated to me that it was now a multi-agency situation.  And I am thinking what the heck could have happened that brought in the FBI and the ATF into a small church within a small town where I live now.  This was supposed to be a quiet town. LOL.

I even saw the news van parked in the parking lot and I am now wondering even more, ‘And there are news vans with news people here too.  What on earth was this that young lady doing who was walking like a dreamy shadow in my video footage?  Plus, does she even know what kind of trouble she is in because she is now dealing with a small town police dept, but she is also dealing with federal law enforcement agencies and court systems too?

After the cop leaves for the last time, I Googled a few chosen words and there it is.  This story and this news story about the about the church with a burnt wooden cross and other damage and vandalism is already on the world wide web, with her face on the front cover.  After viewing the news footage, I am guessing that she did not want to burn down the whole church building because of the way she had burnt only the lower half of the wooden cross.  She ripped up Bibles too.

And I am guessing that she was not thinking how she just burnt up her future is SO MANY ways.
Later that night, I talked to another young lady, about 20 years old who only a few days ago was talking to the young lady who decided for some reason to burn a wooden cross in a Baptist church.

What was the reason you may be asking yourselves now, besides the fact that she was and is mentally deranged for all sorts of reasons?  Well, she lost both of her parents a few years ago, whom she deeply loved.  Ok, but nobody burns a wooden cross inside a church for that reason.  Could the reason she burnt a wood cross go mentally deeper than both of her parents dying only a few years ago.  Yes, there is a deeper reason.

For some other reason, maybe she was on drugs, maybe she was not on drugs.  But the young lady who decided to break into a Baptist church and burn a wood cross, among all of the other damage she did, was because, for some unknown reason on my part, she started to believe and worship in Satanism.  Nowadays, who believes in Satanism, like who believes in witches?

Satanism.  Does anyone still believe in Satanism in the modern world of today?  Well, at least one young lady believes in Satanism which includes, “ the worship of Satan, typically involving a travesty of Christian symbols and practices, such as placing a cross upside down, or burning a cross.” (partly taken from a dictionary)

If you Google Satanism, you will learn more than what I really want to write about here.  But here is the real question for this young lady and the court system that is going to prosecute her like she really is Satan.  “How mentally deranged is this young lady?  How many mental problems does she have going on inside of her hardwired human brain and within her soft-wired human mind and consciousness?

Does she need punishment, like ten years in a federal prison for a so-called hate crime, or does she need some really long-term health care to weed out the mental demons that are trapped inside of her brain, mind, and consciousness?  Maybe if she had some health care before she entered that church, long before she started to be involved with Satanism, maybe she would not be sitting in a jail cell right now, and probably for some time to come, probably years to come.

She will have plenty of time to think about her crimes on the local, state, and federal levels, if she can even think that far into any deep abstract sense of what the laws are involving her case.  But she will also have plenty of time to think about her own life, about her own past, about her mistakes, and her future.  She will have time to think, which is not what she did up to now.

But one thing is almost certain, I am guessing.  There will be no more Satanism for this young lady in prison.  There will probably be a Bible in her cell, and a group of people in the prison system that will introduce her to the Bible, and to Jesus, and maybe once she clears her mind from the garbage in it, she will hopefully live in peace and then leave earth as a reborn person.

The sad thing is that she probably does not believe in Satanism as a religion or as a way of life.  Why?  Because she is too young to know what she believes in or what is reality on any level of existence.  She is probably suffering mentally, but she screwed up.  What she does know is that her life will never be the same because she took one hour to make the wrong decision and to damage the wrong piece of wood.

What she should have done was gone out in a park somewhere to burn a piece of wood, even a cross piece of wood.  Then she would have only God and the angels to answer to and to deal with, now and later!

SUICIDE! The Murderous Act of Self-Murder, or Killing Oneself. A One-Dimensional Consciousness versus a Multi-Dimensional Consciousness. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 SUICIDE!

 The Murderous Act of Self-Murder, or Killing Oneself.

 A One-Dimensional Consciousness versus a Multi-Dimensional Consciousness.


 By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 June 9th, 2018.


Recently,  two people took their own human lives by killing themselves, meaning they murdered their own biological human body.  First there was the warm-up suicide of designer female Kate Spade.  I am betting that most people on earth have never ever heard of Kate Spade until she killed herself.  Then there was the suicide of Anthony Bourdain, the celebrity chef and television host who probably millions if not billions of people knew because he traveled the world, eating, dinning, and talking with friends and strangers as they ate the common foods of that local town or city.  And then people watch him on television’s CNN programming.

Killings one’s own human biological body, meaning destroying the human biological body that you were born with because two people had sex and then you arrived into the world to play with the cards that you were dealt to you or with the cards that you created for yourself by whatever way that you decided to make a life for yourself.  I am guessing that there are a lot of people who are sad that two people have taken their own lives by their own hand, who are now gone, gone for good.  I am also guessing that there are even more people who simply do not care about two people who have wasted their own lives by way of self-death, especially without taking into account, or maybe they took into account how their deaths would influence the people who loved them.

Make no mistake about the subject matter!  Taking one’s own human life is some very serious business, especially the deep and very dark mental business because the people who have attempted and failed or those people who have attempted and succeeded and completed and achieved their mental desire to leave this world on planet earth by killing themselves is not funny at all.  There has to be many deep and hidden mental issues at play within the minds of human beings who commit suicide.  I personally can not imagine going that dark mentally.

About five years ago I was having a beer with an old man, about 80 years old, and he was telling me stories about his life.  He had been telling me stories about his life for sometime, whenever we met for a beer and something to eat.  He told me that when he was younger, he was working at a suicide hotline or suicide prevention hotline center for some mental help and personal advise.  I assume that the guy had been trained by mental healthcare professionals who told him what to say to people who telephoned into the suicide prevention hotline center.  But someone continued to call him, like she wanted special attention, and that person was his mother.

Bill’s mother continued to call into the suicide prevention hotline center over and over and over, and over again, repeatedly where Bill volunteered,  Bill’s mother was always asking for Bill and she did not want to talk to any other suicide prevention volunteer.  Well, one day she called into the suicide center and she asked for Bill and Bill was simply tired of his mother calling into the suicide prevention hotline center and wasting his time, and the time of the suicidal people who really needed him.  She state to Bill, “I am going to commit suicide.”

Bill responded with a semi-angry tone with the words, “Go ahead you old bag.  You have been telling me for years that you are going to kill yourself.  Why not go ahead and do it.”  And that is what Bill’s mother did.  She killed herself.  Dead as a doornail.  Never to breath again.  Bill did not think his mother was going to kill herself.

Every time Bill told me this story, he always ended it with his eyes wide open and a surprised facial expression, with the words, “I did not know she was really going to do it.  I really did not think that she was going to kill herself.”  With his eyes still wide open and a facial expression of shock and awe that maybe he had something to do with his mother’s own death.

The question now begs, ‘Was there anything that Bill could have done to save his own mother from killing herself?’  Was there anything anyone could have done to save the human lives of Kate and Anthony?  Maybe and maybe not!  After all, maybe they did not want help, nor did they ever ask for help, and maybe they were suffering mentally for some reason and they thought they could get rid of or stop that mental suffering by stopping the living movments and operations of their human biological body.  Or they had thought about killing themselves for years, maybe for decades, mentally self-mesmerizing themselves into killing themselves.

Ok, that was the easy stuff relating to the action of suicide, now for the heavy duty stuff.  Let us bring the topic of suicide up a notch and think about this on a deeper level of existence.  For a while there, a decade ago or so, give or take a few years as far as I can remember, the topic of killing oneself if a person had an incurable sickness or disease was going to be allowed, and maybe it is now allowed in some states if two or more doctors sign the proper papers and give the correct drugs for an already dying human being to end their own life without more pain and suffering, etc.  Is morally and ethically right for a dying human being to end their own life?

For example, some religions think that it is a sin for a human beings kill themselves.  Is killing  yourself going against a law of God, or is killing yourself just an event that a human being decides to do and should be allowed to do just because they are not happy in this life, without any regard with what might happen as a punishment in the afterlife.  In other words, is killing or self-murdering yourself a big deal, or is it not a very big deal?  I think it might depend on many things.

From a one-dimensional standpoint the human being that kills or murders themself is believing that they are living only in a human biological body, with a human brain and the stoppage of the human biological body is the end of life.  But is that reality, or is that only a limited sense of reality?  If each human being possesses a multi-dimensional consciousness, whether they know it or not, then they are making a big mistake about how they view themselves, and how to solve their mental problems, their life and spiritual problems too.

From a multi-dimensional standpoint, the human being that kills or murders themselves by murdering their human biological body is in for some really big surprises after they are humanly dead because here it is to ponder.  If any human being rises out of a one-dimensional consciousness or mental standpoint of what they see themselves as a human being, and if they rise into a multi-dimensional standpoint within their consciousness, they slowly become aware that they are more than simply a human biological body with a human brain inside a skull, with mental problems or issues.  If they rise far enough, they realize that they also have an afterlife to prepare for, and which they will enter after they are humanly dead.  And if they rise even further, they will become a spiritual consciousness, and that is way better than the death of the body.

Did Kate, Anthony, and Bill’s mother rise high into a multi-dimensional state of self-consciousness before they committed suicide?  Probably not!  But they probably did touch  something deep within inside of their individual core or being, after a lot of self-pondering and soul searching to really let go of this world, to say goodbye on their own terms, even if they had some mental issues, whatever those mental issues were that caused their personal demise from this world. What could be more personally serious than taking your own life?

And talking about this world, maybe they were simply not happy living in this world anymore or maybe they felt that they done everything that they wanted to do and maybe they were simply very tired of this world too.  Every old person knows that when you are young, everything is a big deal, even seemingly glamours too, especially if you are living the good life.

But here is the truth for anyone reading this online essay.  After you have lived for so many years, for decades and decades, after you have lived in this world as a youngster, a teenager, a student, a working person, a parent, a grandparent, and you have really lived a life worth living, you live long enough that your mind actually starts to change about what you value in this world.

What you valued as important as a teenage becomes one big fat joke when you get older.  What you thought of as the greatest music in the whole world becomes a big fat joke when you get older.  What you valved as music, money, sex, a personal identity becomes a big fat joke.  After you have lived long enough, money and sex become one big fat joke, even if you still need money, but not sex to live in this world.  Once you loved to have sex, and then just like that, it means nothing.  You lived for money like money was the most important thing in the world, and just like that, your love for money is gone, even if you still need money to live in this world.

But better than that, even what you thought you were as a human being becomes almost nothing.  Hey, I won an award because I was the best singer for a year, the best golf player for a couple of years, football player for a season, the best student in my class for one year, the best cook on television, the best bag designer in New York city, the best salesperson or money maker for my company for a year, etc. etc. etc.  Being the best at something is good for its purpose, but it is so limited and it goes away so fast.  Wow, I was the best martyr in the world for blowing myself up for some violent religious beliefs.

But there is another side of this coin that should be addressed here.  There are probably millions of human beings who wish they were dead, and who wish they could kill themselves for so many reasons, but who are forced to live in pain and/or suffering for whatever reason, like those poor human beings who are in North Korea’s prison camps, or even in American’s prisons, locked in a box like a wild animal, even those who deserve to be in a cage for their violent acts.  Then there are those human beings all around the world who are slowly dying because of one disease or another human problem.

Even with a multi-dimensional consciousness while living in the human plane of existence, life is not easy sometimes.

And there is a thought for those religionists who thought that over 2000 years ago, the human Jesus was nailed to a wooden cross because of outside forces or influences.  It has been written in one of my books that, “If Jesus could walk on water, walk through walls, be transformed on top of a mountain top, heal the sick and raise the death to life again, then nobody could put Jesus on the wooden cross, unless he let himself be nailed to a wood cross or pole.  Jesus let himself be put on the cross to prove that was no death, only eternal life.” .... to the Christ consciousness who possessed a multi-dimensional state of consciousness of the spiritual life and Life that was and still is God.

Sadly, most human beings are not are like Jesus, yet.  But they could be!  Jesus said that he overcame the world, but he did it long before he was nailed to the cross.  Some might say that Jesus actually committed his own suicide for the sake of the world, to prove a point to the world, that life is eternal, whether you die a natural death of old age, or whether you suicide yourself for some other reason, like a mental health issue or because you are dying of a disease.

What is the main point in this online essay?  The main point in this online essay is that each and every human being who is currently living on planet earth has the potential to transform their current one-dimensional state of consciousness of being, or mentally perceiving themselves only as a human biological human body with a human brain underneath their skull to becoming a multi-dimensional state of consciousness with the mental perception of higher levels of spiritual consciousness.

When that happens, human beings will not think about committing their own death by suicide, but they will overcome their own death with a new and enlighten state of pure spiritual consciousness, where death is no more, and life is eternal.

And no, that is not a religious belief.  It is only a religious belief to those humans beings who possess only a one-dimensional state of consciousness.  To those human beings who possess a multi-dimensional state of consciousness, it is pure fact and a reality that everyone should mentally grasp as a scientifically spiritual fact as a state of reality.

Then, not only will suicide be no more, but neither will death because what seems to be death to the living human beings who see a dead human body, to those leaving that human biological body will be living in new realms of existence which neither the human eye nor brain can see.

So if anyone is reading this online essay is thinking about suicide or death, think about transforming yourself into a multi-dimensional state of consciousness before you die by suicide or by a natural death.  Trust me, your soul will thank you for your decision!

The Multi-Dimensional States of Consciousness for Every Human Being on Planet Earth. A Multi-Dimensional Identity for Every Human Being on Planet Earth. Versus. A One Dimensional Identity for Every Human Being on Planet Earth. For the Current and Future Survival of the Human Species Versus The Current and Future Self-Destruction of the Human Species. By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 The Multi-Dimensional States of Consciousness for Every Human Being on Planet Earth.


A Multi-Dimensional Identity for Every Human Being on Planet Earth.

 Versus.

 A One Dimensional Identity for Every Human Being on Planet Earth.


 For the Current and Future Survival of the Human Species

 Versus

 The Current and Future Self-Destruction of the Human Species.


 By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!

 June 1st, 2018


There are some questions that are sometimes asked by thinking human beings all around the globe, all around planet earth.  That question is this, “What is the purpose for living on planet earth?  What is the real purpose for being alive, as a human being?”  Moreover, “Why is the human species even on planet earth at all, as a biological species, since it took a really long time and a really lot of hard work and maybe even some luck too, for the human species to get to the state and stage where it is today, as a biological species, a mental-mind species, as an intelligent  consciousness species.”

Conscious changes have been happening during the course of hundreds of millions of years for biological, mental, and consciousness development in the general sense of those words.  And of course, that means the future also holds changes for the human species too, whether the human species likes those changes or if the human species does not like those changes.  A major change for the human species is to change from its present structure of human brain, mind, and consciousness from a one-dimensional state of mental perception to a multi-dimensional state of being.

The problem here is that not every human being will get this message in its purity, because they think that the only state of reality is the state and stage where they are living now as human beings.  Hum!  A state of reality.  What is reality?  Is reality only what human beings experience on earth, or is there a cosmic reality, a mental reality, a spiritual reality, even an afterlife reality?

Can there be more than one state of reality happening simultaneously all at the same time?  Yes, there are so many states and stages of reality happening all at the same time that the very concept could drive some human being mentally insane.  But not for me of course.  I could never be insane because I live in a multi-dimensional state of reality all of the time, and it is a state of a multi-dimensional consciousness.

What seems to be the normal state of affairs in the normal everyday state of human existence?  The normal state of human existence is that the most human beings are simple biological creatures who are trying to survive in the world as the best they can with the best they have to use, like skills, money, knowledge, and even luck too.  Etc.

A one-dimensional state of human consciousness wakes up every morning on planet earth and it  says to itself, I have to walk on two human legs, I have to eat, I have to go to work, I have to survive as long as possible, and then one day, I will die.  And when I die, I will be put into the ground, or I will be burnt up in smoke, or however the biological body remains are disposed of by those human beings that are still living on planet earth.  Hum!  Is that reality, or only a one-dimensional mental perception of those who to look at what seems to be reality?

So there is the bigger point here and which is hinted at in the above paragraph.  What is the identity of a human being?  Is the identity of each and every human being simply their biological state and stage of living on planet earth or could that very limited state and stage of biological identity be lifted up into to completely new forms and states and stages within the human consciousness?

There is a metaphysical statement that states, “Everything is a state of consciousness.”  It is also stated in psychological classes and textbooks that most human beings are mentally governed 90 percent in their subconscious mind, and they are aware of less than 10 percent of what is really happening to them, both mentally and physically.  In other words, most human beings are only aware of less than 10 percent of what is happening within their brains, minds, and consciousness.  I do not know if that is a true fact, but from the looks of the human species, it could be true.

But if only for a moment in mental brain time, each human being tries to forget their human biological bodies for just a short period of time and thought to themselves, what is happening within my individual human brain, then each and every human being then jumps up a notch and they must begin to realize that they are more human brain and human mind and consciousness than they are the human biological body.  The human body is just a tool human beings use to get around planet earth to live as a human being.  So is the human identity a human biological body, or is the human identity more in the human brain?  Hum!

And then, but for only a single moment in mental brain time, each human being tries to forget their human brain for just a short period of time and thinks to themselves, what is happening within my individual human consciousness as a mental perception of reality, then each and every human being will again jump up a notch and will then begin to realize that they are not just a human brain stuck to a human body, but that they are also states and stages of consciousness.  So is the human identity stuck within a human brain or is the human identity within the human consciousness?

Can this jumping up and down within the various realms within multi-dimensional states of consciousness go ever higher?  You betcha!  Wow, each human being can travel very far upward and away from their very earthly experiences of just being a simple or complex human body, depending on how you view the human biological body, and they can travel deep within their own individual human consciousness to begin to mentally perceive higher and higher states and stages of reality, away from the human biological body and even away from planet earth, all before they die, humanly.  Is the afterlife a state of higher consciousness?

Wow!  Can you believe it?  Now I have touched upon the topic of the afterlife as a state of consciousness.  Is there an afterlife and can you prepare yourself for the afterlife?  Is there an afterlife which is not a human fantasy, but a very definite state of reality?  Yes, there is especially if you have developed a multi-dimensional state of consciousness.

Up and down the ladders of consciousness.  There is even a ladder reference in the Holy Bible about ladders.   “Biblical narrative. The description of Jacob's ladder appears in Genesis 28:10-19: And Jacob went out from Beer-sheba, and went toward Haran. ... And he dreamed, and behold a ladder set up on the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven; and behold the angels of God ascending and descending on it.”  Taken off the world wide web.

The very simple-minded one-dimensional state of human consciousness will think to themselves, man that guy must be insane or crazy because he is trying to describe a multi-state of consciousness.  But those people are the ones partly insane because they are still living in a one-dimensional state of biological consciousness, even though they do have a brain, and they do have a mind, and they do have states of consciousness too.  But they have chosen to remain in the simple realm of reality of a one-dimensional state of human consciousness.

Other human beings who live on planet earth who possess even a slight multi-dimensional state of consciousness do see themselves, or even life on earth, or even life in general as not being limited to such limited states of existence.  Because either by luck in life, or because they have made a conscious effort to evolve into higher states of both mental understanding and perception about what reality is as a new and higher forms of reality, they have seen realms of existence (s) that the one-dimensional states of human consciousness can not see as mental states of reality.

Now, one step higher on the ladder of a multi-dimensional mental perception of reality.  Many human beings like to talk about the spiritual realms of existence when in fact they do not know what they are talking about because what they are really talking about are just different mental realms of existence and not a pure state of the spiritual realm of existence.  A pure spiritual state and stage of reality or of existence cannot be seen with the human eye, and not even with the human brain.  If it was only that easy!

It has been said and stated that God is Spirit!  What that means now is not important here.  What is important here is that if God is Spirit, then in another state and stage of a multi-dimensional consciousness even the human species can even slightly mentally see and touch the realm termed Spirit, then what that state of a multi-dimensional consciousness knows is that each and every identity in spiritual being, in real spiritual reality, is spiritual, is in fact a form of Spirit.

That is a pure realm of spiritual consciousness that knows no birth or death because there is no one-dimensional human biological body walking on planet earth.  There is only the one-dimensional state and stage of pure Spirit and spiritual identity.  Imagine for one minute what would happen to the current and future survival for the human species if every human being mentally climbed up the steps or the ladders within a multi-dimensional consciousness to seeing themselves and each other as spiritual, and not a bunch of biological bodies with different skin colors, living in different nations on different continents with different religions and politics.

War would be no more!  That is what would happen if every human being possessed a multi-dimensional consciousness that I have just partly explained here, in a very short version.  Maybe that is the way it was meant to be from the beginning of time and space and life on planet earth!  After all, that is the way it is currently and for the future of the human species!