The Murderous Act of Self-Murder, or Killing Oneself.
A One-Dimensional Consciousness versus a Multi-Dimensional Consciousness.
By: Mr. George D. Patnoe., Jr!
June 9th, 2018.
Recently, two people took their own human lives by killing themselves, meaning they murdered their own biological human body. First there was the warm-up suicide of designer female Kate Spade. I am betting that most people on earth have never ever heard of Kate Spade until she killed herself. Then there was the suicide of Anthony Bourdain, the celebrity chef and television host who probably millions if not billions of people knew because he traveled the world, eating, dinning, and talking with friends and strangers as they ate the common foods of that local town or city. And then people watch him on television’s CNN programming.
Killings one’s own human biological body, meaning destroying the human biological body that you were born with because two people had sex and then you arrived into the world to play with the cards that you were dealt to you or with the cards that you created for yourself by whatever way that you decided to make a life for yourself. I am guessing that there are a lot of people who are sad that two people have taken their own lives by their own hand, who are now gone, gone for good. I am also guessing that there are even more people who simply do not care about two people who have wasted their own lives by way of self-death, especially without taking into account, or maybe they took into account how their deaths would influence the people who loved them.
Make no mistake about the subject matter! Taking one’s own human life is some very serious business, especially the deep and very dark mental business because the people who have attempted and failed or those people who have attempted and succeeded and completed and achieved their mental desire to leave this world on planet earth by killing themselves is not funny at all. There has to be many deep and hidden mental issues at play within the minds of human beings who commit suicide. I personally can not imagine going that dark mentally.
About five years ago I was having a beer with an old man, about 80 years old, and he was telling me stories about his life. He had been telling me stories about his life for sometime, whenever we met for a beer and something to eat. He told me that when he was younger, he was working at a suicide hotline or suicide prevention hotline center for some mental help and personal advise. I assume that the guy had been trained by mental healthcare professionals who told him what to say to people who telephoned into the suicide prevention hotline center. But someone continued to call him, like she wanted special attention, and that person was his mother.
Bill’s mother continued to call into the suicide prevention hotline center over and over and over, and over again, repeatedly where Bill volunteered, Bill’s mother was always asking for Bill and she did not want to talk to any other suicide prevention volunteer. Well, one day she called into the suicide center and she asked for Bill and Bill was simply tired of his mother calling into the suicide prevention hotline center and wasting his time, and the time of the suicidal people who really needed him. She state to Bill, “I am going to commit suicide.”
Bill responded with a semi-angry tone with the words, “Go ahead you old bag. You have been telling me for years that you are going to kill yourself. Why not go ahead and do it.” And that is what Bill’s mother did. She killed herself. Dead as a doornail. Never to breath again. Bill did not think his mother was going to kill herself.
Every time Bill told me this story, he always ended it with his eyes wide open and a surprised facial expression, with the words, “I did not know she was really going to do it. I really did not think that she was going to kill herself.” With his eyes still wide open and a facial expression of shock and awe that maybe he had something to do with his mother’s own death.
The question now begs, ‘Was there anything that Bill could have done to save his own mother from killing herself?’ Was there anything anyone could have done to save the human lives of Kate and Anthony? Maybe and maybe not! After all, maybe they did not want help, nor did they ever ask for help, and maybe they were suffering mentally for some reason and they thought they could get rid of or stop that mental suffering by stopping the living movments and operations of their human biological body. Or they had thought about killing themselves for years, maybe for decades, mentally self-mesmerizing themselves into killing themselves.
Ok, that was the easy stuff relating to the action of suicide, now for the heavy duty stuff. Let us bring the topic of suicide up a notch and think about this on a deeper level of existence. For a while there, a decade ago or so, give or take a few years as far as I can remember, the topic of killing oneself if a person had an incurable sickness or disease was going to be allowed, and maybe it is now allowed in some states if two or more doctors sign the proper papers and give the correct drugs for an already dying human being to end their own life without more pain and suffering, etc. Is morally and ethically right for a dying human being to end their own life?
For example, some religions think that it is a sin for a human beings kill themselves. Is killing yourself going against a law of God, or is killing yourself just an event that a human being decides to do and should be allowed to do just because they are not happy in this life, without any regard with what might happen as a punishment in the afterlife. In other words, is killing or self-murdering yourself a big deal, or is it not a very big deal? I think it might depend on many things.
From a one-dimensional standpoint the human being that kills or murders themself is believing that they are living only in a human biological body, with a human brain and the stoppage of the human biological body is the end of life. But is that reality, or is that only a limited sense of reality? If each human being possesses a multi-dimensional consciousness, whether they know it or not, then they are making a big mistake about how they view themselves, and how to solve their mental problems, their life and spiritual problems too.
From a multi-dimensional standpoint, the human being that kills or murders themselves by murdering their human biological body is in for some really big surprises after they are humanly dead because here it is to ponder. If any human being rises out of a one-dimensional consciousness or mental standpoint of what they see themselves as a human being, and if they rise into a multi-dimensional standpoint within their consciousness, they slowly become aware that they are more than simply a human biological body with a human brain inside a skull, with mental problems or issues. If they rise far enough, they realize that they also have an afterlife to prepare for, and which they will enter after they are humanly dead. And if they rise even further, they will become a spiritual consciousness, and that is way better than the death of the body.
Did Kate, Anthony, and Bill’s mother rise high into a multi-dimensional state of self-consciousness before they committed suicide? Probably not! But they probably did touch something deep within inside of their individual core or being, after a lot of self-pondering and soul searching to really let go of this world, to say goodbye on their own terms, even if they had some mental issues, whatever those mental issues were that caused their personal demise from this world. What could be more personally serious than taking your own life?
And talking about this world, maybe they were simply not happy living in this world anymore or maybe they felt that they done everything that they wanted to do and maybe they were simply very tired of this world too. Every old person knows that when you are young, everything is a big deal, even seemingly glamours too, especially if you are living the good life.
But here is the truth for anyone reading this online essay. After you have lived for so many years, for decades and decades, after you have lived in this world as a youngster, a teenager, a student, a working person, a parent, a grandparent, and you have really lived a life worth living, you live long enough that your mind actually starts to change about what you value in this world.
What you valued as important as a teenage becomes one big fat joke when you get older. What you thought of as the greatest music in the whole world becomes a big fat joke when you get older. What you valved as music, money, sex, a personal identity becomes a big fat joke. After you have lived long enough, money and sex become one big fat joke, even if you still need money, but not sex to live in this world. Once you loved to have sex, and then just like that, it means nothing. You lived for money like money was the most important thing in the world, and just like that, your love for money is gone, even if you still need money to live in this world.
But better than that, even what you thought you were as a human being becomes almost nothing. Hey, I won an award because I was the best singer for a year, the best golf player for a couple of years, football player for a season, the best student in my class for one year, the best cook on television, the best bag designer in New York city, the best salesperson or money maker for my company for a year, etc. etc. etc. Being the best at something is good for its purpose, but it is so limited and it goes away so fast. Wow, I was the best martyr in the world for blowing myself up for some violent religious beliefs.
But there is another side of this coin that should be addressed here. There are probably millions of human beings who wish they were dead, and who wish they could kill themselves for so many reasons, but who are forced to live in pain and/or suffering for whatever reason, like those poor human beings who are in North Korea’s prison camps, or even in American’s prisons, locked in a box like a wild animal, even those who deserve to be in a cage for their violent acts. Then there are those human beings all around the world who are slowly dying because of one disease or another human problem.
Even with a multi-dimensional consciousness while living in the human plane of existence, life is not easy sometimes.
And there is a thought for those religionists who thought that over 2000 years ago, the human Jesus was nailed to a wooden cross because of outside forces or influences. It has been written in one of my books that, “If Jesus could walk on water, walk through walls, be transformed on top of a mountain top, heal the sick and raise the death to life again, then nobody could put Jesus on the wooden cross, unless he let himself be nailed to a wood cross or pole. Jesus let himself be put on the cross to prove that was no death, only eternal life.” .... to the Christ consciousness who possessed a multi-dimensional state of consciousness of the spiritual life and Life that was and still is God.
Sadly, most human beings are not are like Jesus, yet. But they could be! Jesus said that he overcame the world, but he did it long before he was nailed to the cross. Some might say that Jesus actually committed his own suicide for the sake of the world, to prove a point to the world, that life is eternal, whether you die a natural death of old age, or whether you suicide yourself for some other reason, like a mental health issue or because you are dying of a disease.
What is the main point in this online essay? The main point in this online essay is that each and every human being who is currently living on planet earth has the potential to transform their current one-dimensional state of consciousness of being, or mentally perceiving themselves only as a human biological human body with a human brain underneath their skull to becoming a multi-dimensional state of consciousness with the mental perception of higher levels of spiritual consciousness.
When that happens, human beings will not think about committing their own death by suicide, but they will overcome their own death with a new and enlighten state of pure spiritual consciousness, where death is no more, and life is eternal.
And no, that is not a religious belief. It is only a religious belief to those humans beings who possess only a one-dimensional state of consciousness. To those human beings who possess a multi-dimensional state of consciousness, it is pure fact and a reality that everyone should mentally grasp as a scientifically spiritual fact as a state of reality.
Then, not only will suicide be no more, but neither will death because what seems to be death to the living human beings who see a dead human body, to those leaving that human biological body will be living in new realms of existence which neither the human eye nor brain can see.
So if anyone is reading this online essay is thinking about suicide or death, think about transforming yourself into a multi-dimensional state of consciousness before you die by suicide or by a natural death. Trust me, your soul will thank you for your decision!
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